Hi 10-31-14

Good morning 

Happy Halloween

How are you.

I hope all is well

Glad that you got a card from grandma for your birthday.

I hope you like the pen and other stuff

I miss you 

I wish I could be there for your  birthday 

Alas this year no

Next?

I will certainly try 

Aunt Sherry is trying to make me feel bad about her

Too bad

She's messed up everything between us

Oh well

That's life

I don't want her for Christmas 

I hardly want to be here for Christmas myself 

Let alone having to entertain and pay for someone else to be happy 

Just not going to happen

I will take a day trip 

But I think that's all I will do

I have the same feeling for thanksgiving 

But I'll be in work that day 

It's not celebrated here

How is school

What are you wearing for freaky Friday 

Did you eventually do crazy socks

Princess thank you for sharing that you won stuff

And that your best friend is Aaliyah

That's awesome 

I'd like to see a picture of her 

Sebastian who is your best friend?

What's his / her name

My best friend always was a girl

Lol

I never had guy best friends 

Just wasn't me 

I miss you

I love you 

I wish you were here with me 

I wish I could hold you and hug you 

Love forever 

Dad xoxo 😎😍😘😎❤️💝

Hi 10-30-14

Good morning Sebastian and Kaitlin

Almost the end of the month

Yeah

Almost paid

Yeah

I will send money to you next week

Is that ok?

I miss you and I love you 

I wish I could wake up and see you both

Without you life is hard 

Very hard

How is school

Are you going to wear costumes this Friday

Page principal said it was ok to do so

I get tweets from him/her

And the head of Vista School District

Awesome huh

Technology.

Lol

Aunt Sherry and I fought last night

She's just too irritating 

I can't handle her

I wish I could 

But alas I can't

When she returns to Oregon I will have little to do with her again

She's cost a lot of money :-(

Oh welL

It's just money

That's all 

It is replaceable 

Sebastian, Kaitlin

Without a doubt the best part of my life is you 

I am lost and just wandering without you by my side but I would never be without you in my heart

You both keep me going and keep me feeling good about myself 

I can't wait to be with you 

To see you 

To hold you 

To love you 

You are all that matters to me

I want to return to California, not Texas or Oregon but to you and make a home again 

I can't wait for that 

Alas I have to

You have to

I know that you want to come here and see me 

But I don't have the money for that 

I do t have the money to pay the cards that mom needs me to do 

I'm working on it.

Never think for a second that I left

I was taken

I want nothing more than to be by your sides 

I loved you since the second mom told me she was pregnant 

You have been my priority and the #1 in my life since that second

Nothing will ever change that 

I love you 

Dad xoxo 💝😘❤️😍😘

Hi 10-29-14

Hello Sebastian and Kaitlin

How are you?

How was school

Did you learn much.

I loved the freaky Friday picture that aunt Tina sent me

Did you only take the one?

No matter

One is great

Two is better!!  Lol

It's ok I hate having my picture taken too

I'm sorry that I can't be there on your birthday

Again

It sux 

But rest assured I am thinking of you and want so much to be there 

I miss you both

With all my heart

Aunt sherry is in Scotland with Beca

They are disenchanted with their relatives

They assumed that they could stay with one of of them without asking

She's ok until Sunday night but not Mon & Tue

Lol

Oh well

So they wanted to come here earlier (Sunday)

I looked up changeling the flights and it is $400

So they are staying

Now they are not sure whether to stay in Edinburgh or Glasgow

Either way as long as not here moaning about the cold

Lol

I'm really quite upset with Sherry

Asking me to move 

Then saying that she's only staying a short while

Then asking for money to spend in Scotland 

(Said no)

That's just not the way that people treat others

They've messed up my plans and cost a lot more money than they should 

That's just not right 

Anyway 

It's not the end of the world 

I will survive 

I just will find it a tad harder 

It will also take a short while longer to get back to SD

I'm working on that and just praying that the SD DA and a judge will allow me 

It's in their hands now 

I love you with all my heart 

I miss you with every fiber of my being 

I wish I could come home and hear your laughter 

Right now I'd settle to come home and hear you and mom arguing over homework

Do you still get tons and tons of homework 

Love always and forever 

Daddy xoxo 😘😍❤️💝

Hi 10-28-14

Good morning Sebastian and Kaitlin

How are you?

Hope you had a good Monday 

It was nice to hear from you both 

What did you learn at school?

Was school fun today?

I hope you learned a lot and that you had a good time doing so

I had left over pizza for lunch yesterday and spicy chili for dinner

I went to Aunt Nikki's for dinner

That was nice

Oliver and Annie Rose are adorable

Not as adorable as you or course 

Love you

Aunt Sherry is having fun in Scotland with Beca

But she got a phone bill that was high.

That's coz she did not understand the contract

Even though I'd explained it numerous times

Whatever 

It is what it is

That's life

Due to this i told her that I'd not get the iPhone 6

She's offered to get it in Texas for me but that's not right

She's got more important things to spend money on

I'll sell the 5s and see what I can get for it and then decide on whether I get a 6

It's not really important 

It's just a phone

Lol

They might have one in part exchange anyway 

That would be nice 

You never know

I miss you 

I love you 

I wish you were here with me 

Sherry has been questioning me this morning (late last night) about Jessica 

My friend from the office - well she's a client and whether because she and I text that we sign with an "x"

Sherry has some very serious jealously and possessiveness issues

Whatever

She's going to go home to Oregon and be with her family 

I can't 

Love you with all my heart and soul

Miss you so much

Need to hear your voice 

Need to see your smile 

I miss my family 

I miss you 

I live you 

Today tomorrow and forever 

Daddy xoxo ❤️😘😍

Hi 10-27-14

Good morning Sebastian and Kaitlin

How are you both?

How was Sunday?

Mine was ok

I dropped Sherry and Beca at the airport 

They are now in Scotland until 11/5

Then I just chilled 

I went back to the old place and grabbed the step machine.

Groceries and laundry next 

It was a fair old Sunday

I did install the Apple TV that I bought 

It's awesome

Now I watch Netflix on the bigger screen

That's great news 

Very thrilled about that 

Yeah!!

Hopefully that will work again tonight 

Lol

I'm going to Nikki's tonight 

That's going to be fun also

Hopefully 

These last two days sherry was in a good mood

The week prior she was a pain in the butt..

They did complain lots on the weekend 

Traffic. The music in the car

My driving and more

Frankly it was awesome that they left

I hope they have a great time in Scotland

I hope that the weather is ok for them

Was raining when they got there 

Oh well

Lol

When she gets back here she should be happy as hell as that means that it's warmer here

I've asked her to go home in November and not return 

I just can't deal with her miserable a Christmas while I am so unhappy as well

That's life though

Beca is fun.

She's also cute

She's also bubbly 

That makes a huge difference

I love you 

I miss you 

I hope all is ok

I hope soon to hear you laugh and have fun.

Love always 

Daddy xoxo 💝😘😍😎

Hi 10-26-14

Good morning Sebastian and Kaitlin

How are you?

I hope that you've had a good Saturday

Mine was good

Sherry and I took Beca to Windsor castle and she got her picture taken with a police office who was holding a sub-machine gun

Wow

Cool gun.

Cool picture 

We didn't get to go inside as we had just 2 hours of parking where we found a stall: so we did some window shopping and just chilled out 

We'd had breakfast earlier at a restaurant which was nice too

So essentially just walked the breakfast off 

Sweet

Windsor castle is a nice place, very old world 

Very England

It's the official home of the queen.

After that we went to Hastings

That's near the beach.

I stopped at a rest stop and the girls got irritated that it took a few minutes to get to get out of that area, apparently very poorly constructed and limited in its egress ~ oh well

So I made up for that time and tried and to get to Hastings as soon as possible 

That's a fair drive 

It was a good drive

Lots of turns and twists

Quite fun

I hit 100+ miles per hour for a short while 

That was fun!! 😎

Hastings is a very old English town at the beach 

It is where the battle of Hastings took place in 1066

England defamatory France and that was the last time any country ever invaded England

It's also where the guy who invented TV lived and thought up TV in the early part of the last century.

There are some amazing buildings and stuff.

Beca picked up some rocks from the beach 

Sherry had already walked off that beach as she said that there was bad spirits 

Then last night at the house Beca said that the spirits had followed her with the rocks and the bibles she bought from 1911

Strange but if that's how she feels 

Cool

We put the rocks outside 

That helped her sleep

I slept fine 😎

The clocks in England went back last night

In America they go back next week

That's cool

We'll be a little closer for a week 

I miss you. 

I love you 

I wish I could hold you 

I wish I could hear your voices your laughter and see your smiles 

I hope soon

Did you wear a costume for freaky Friday 

Or just go as yourself? 

I'd love to see the pictures costumes or not

Halloween is Paul's birthday (in my office) 

We are thinking of decorating his desk and more 

Lol

Love forever and ever 

Daddy xoxo 😍❤️😘💝

Hi 10-25-14

Good morning Sebastian and Kaitlin

How was freaky Friday

Did you have a good time

I hope so

I miss that kind of stuff with you 

Did you wear costumes

Did you pr schoolmates wear costumes

What did you wear

Did you have pictures?

I hope you have a good weekend 

I took Aunt Sherry and Beca (her daughter) to the beach

We picked up Beca at 7am at the airport and then made her stay up forever 

Until 10pm that way she's not getting jet lag

She's in bed now with Sherry as I just got up

It's 8am

Wow

It's early again for a Saturday but that's cool

I'm ok with that 

Tomorrow they all go to Scotland

That will be fun for them both

Me too

As I'll have my place to myself 

Siobhan is in Turkey 

She's having a great time there 

I have to go to her house after I drop off the girls tomorrow

I'd best remember that key hadn't i

Lol

I think I'll put it in the car

That would make sense 

Yeah

Duh.

What are your plans for the weekend 

I hope you have a good one

I think we'll go to Windsor Castle and then Hastings today 

Hopefully we can park at both 

Who knows 

I miss you both so much 

I love you both with all my heart 

Love today tomorrow and forever 

Daddy xoxo 😍❤️😘

Hi 10-24-14

Hi Sebastian and Kaitlin

Looks like you had a very good day at Palomar Kaitlin

I got the pictures Ms. Diaz sent 

Hope that you really did enjoy it 

Today Sherry and I go to get Beca 

Her daughter 

That's cool 

Can't wait 

It will make a difference to Sherry 

She should be happy 

Last night we went for a meal

It was awesome 

Wow

I was impressed 

Pumpkin soup

Lamb

Tiramisu

Awesome 

Loved it 

It was a local place to the new pad

Sherry ate it all as well

Sherry is going to return to the USA on 11/19

Prior to that she's going to Scotland and Paris with Beca

I'm nit going with them, our circumstances have changed and I can't afford that

Once Sherry returns to the USA I will tell her that there's no point in returning to the uk

That she needs to work and get better and get past the divorce

I don't care that I will be alone for the Christmas party or that I will be alone on Christmas 

That's life 

It's what it is 

I just need and want her to be happy 

She's cost a lot of money here and got me into a place that I am committed to for 6 months

I don't really want to leave but will likely have to 

It's just too expensive by myself 

No matter 

I will survive

I'll just eat soup 

Lol

Don't really need much more than that 

Anyway time to almost go and get Beca 

I love you 

I hope you had a great field day and that all is good

I miss you both 

Love always and forever 

Daddy xoxo 😘😍😎❤️💋💝👣

Hi 10-23-14

Good morning 

I hope that you are well

I hope that you are enjoying school

How is the day at school

Are you learning good stuff

I hope home is good too.

Is mom ok?

What do you do after school each day 

Where do you go

Home or to Aunt Tina's or Other Mummy

Do you still get to see Other Mummy or is mom not seeing her still?

I did text Aunt Tina

She didn't get a chance to reply yet

Hopefully she and the kids and Ted are ok

I miss you so much

I love you with all my heart 

I wish I was there with you 

I wish I was able to hold you 

To see your smiles and hear your voices and laughter 

That's what a daddy needs 

That's what this daddy needs any way 

Aunt Sherry and I are not really good at the living together thing

That's sad 

But that's life.

She's returning to OR on 11/19

I can't wait 

Then she's gone.

It's too much right now

She expects everything to be fairytale 

It's not 

Life is hard work

She's never er had a days hard work in her life 

Oh well

If it works it works 

If it doesn't it doesn't 

I'm not going to care to be honest 

Work is ok

Hard as always and we're trying new things 

It's good to have the office 😎

Love you 

Today tomorrow and forever 😍❤️😘😎

Daddy xoxo

Hi 10-22-14

Good morning Sebastian and Kaitlin

How are you both?

Pic hope all is going well

A day nearer to freaky Friday

What are you bores sing up as

Will you send me pictures?

I hope so

I miss you

I love you

I wish I were there to hold you 

Sebastian are your better

This week you said you were feeling sick

That sux

I hope you are better

Sherry is good

She's getting used to England 

I think she is anyway 

She's off to Scotland with her daughter Beca later this week

Then France (Paris) for a few days and then she's off to Oregon

That's a nice trip for her

I think she'll be back

But I really don't care 

She's a pain right now with everything being so very hard for her

She's made me move to accommodate her needs and then told me that she needs to move back to Oregon and that's only 4 days after being here and then this weekend she came up with the fact that she needs to go Oregon and take care of her mom until her mom dies

That's basically saying that she's not planning on returning here 

That's ok

It's fine with me 

The house will be ok

Just means I'll struggle financially to keep doing everything that I do

Darn it 

I'll live though 

Life is what it is and this is a curve ball but we'll get through it 

Always do

I'm not happy  and that matters too

I argued with Aunt Fiona and that hurts me

She's mad as I asked her to accommodate a need of Sherry and the not texting late at night 

It's pathetic because sherry should not see Fiona as a threat 

But this time I'm the threat

I miss you guys so much 

It's so hard without you 

I love you with all my heart and soul

Daddy 

Today tomorrow and forever xoxo 😍😍😘😎💋💝❤️👣

Hi 10-21-14

Good morning my brilliant kids

How are you?

I hope that you are well

I hope that school is going great

You gave a field trip to Palomar planetarium this week

That's wonderful

Plus you have a freaky Friday

That's funtastic too 

Awesome

I hope that you get to dress up and have a good time

There is a major wind storm here

Wow

I can feel it in the house

That's pretty amazing to be honest

The forecast is traumatic 

But we will live through it

Lol

Do you remember last year and how bad the rain got at times?

It was amazing

This year is going to be worse

Aunt Sherry is constantly saying how cold and wet it is

Oh well

She's going to Scotland on Sunday 

Her daughter Beca comes on Friday from Oregon.

That will be fun.

Can't wait - Sherry will be happy 

Yeah

The owners of the farm that we are renting the stables from are on vacation.

We have this massive property to ourselves today and until Monday 

That's kinda cool

I think it's pouring rain now as well as wind

Oh great 

Can't wait to go outside 

NOT

I miss you so much.

Thank you for the texts 

It's awesome to get them from you 

Sebastian I hope you are feeling better today 

Kaitlin as always you are my Princess 

I love you with all m heart

Daddy xoxo

Today tomorrow and forever 😍😘😎💝❤️🇺🇸👣

Hi 10-20-14

Good morning Sebastian and Kaitlin

How are you?

How was your weekend

Thank you for texts this weekend 

That's cool

Sorry I missed one at 2am my time 

What were you doing?

Where did you go?

I miss you 

I went car looking in Saturday 

But the place was gone.

Never mind

Then yesterday I took aunt Sherry to the bus museum

She liked that 

That's good 

Then we ate at a national trust property 

That was nice too 

Then home and just chilled together

It was a good afternoon

I got irritated that the gas station didn't let me fill up

But that's life 

The pump was broken

It just kept stopping 

I think I needed $60 worth of gas but just $28

Never mind.

I will get more tonight 

Hopefully today sherry will figure the buses and the area out

It's nit raining right now 

Which is always good

Sunday she's off to Scotland

Beca (her daughter) is coming here on Friday 

Looking forward to sherry being happy 

This Fri and Sat will be hard work

There's two girls 

The rest of the week will be easy

Plus I'll get to go to bed earlier all next week

Lol

On the 3rd I think they return

They then might go to France

Not sure 

I know Beca wants to do that 

Nice for her

Anyway all good

I'm off to work now

630 and time to go

Traffic will be a nightmare but as its nit raining it should be easier than last week

Friday's drive home was awesome so I'll see if I can replicate that tonight

I got to sit in a Rolls Royce Ghost yesterday 

It was $429,000 

Wow

That's a lot of money for a car

It was beautiful though

Very beautiful.

Love you always and forever 

Daddy xoxo 😘❤️😍💝

Hi 10-19-14

Morning Sebastian & Kaitlin

I didn't see a text from you this morning / overnight telling me that you were home 

Sorry that I missed you 

Are you ok?

How come home on a Saturday morning?

Hope all was ok,

I miss you 

I love you.

Are you both doing ok?

Hope so

What else did you do Saturday what are your plans for today?

Sherry and I are going out today 

It's a surprise for sherry 

Yesterday we went to the American car place only to find out it had closed down.

That was sad

So we improvised and went elsewhere 

That was a good thing 

Glad we ate at a pub 

Nice lunch 

I went inside for a change !!! 😍😍😎😘

What have you been doing after school

Do you still get picked up by Aunt Tina?

Do you go to her house often?

Other mummy told me that you miss me Kaitlin

Sorry that I can't come home yet.

Sherry and I are working on that for us

Will be home soon.

Maybe 2015, hopefully by 2016

Time is going fast

But not fast enough for us

I think it's rained here every day we've been here 

Wow

That's at the new house of course

It's been an ok summer here - for England

Lol

Miss you both 

Love you both 

With all my heart 

Love always and forever 

Daddy xoxo ❤️❤️😎😎😍😍😘😘💝💝

Hi 10-18-14

Good morning 

How are you?

How was school this week

I hope it aa good

I hope you learned lots and lots of stuff 

:-) 

Are the teachers still good to you?

I never really heard anything back from your teacher Sebastian but K's teacher loves you :-) :-)

That's awesome 

Thank you for the texts

I know you don't really text a lot Sebastian that's ok

I love when I get some from you 

That makes them more special 

When you want to and have time we can do FaceTime 

Anytime 

I love you 

I miss you 

Hope you have a good weekend

I think I'll take Sherry for breakfast and do some errands and then we should be good for the day out someplace

I was thinking that since she likes cars so much we could do that 

Next week her daughter is here 

That's going to be cool too

I haven't seen Beca since Sami wedding 

Wow

Long time

I know Sherry misses her too 

A great deal 

Like I miss you guys 

Hopefully Sherry and Beca will have an awesome time in Scotland 

That's going to be good 

Then maybe they will go to Paris and after that they return to Oregon for Thanksgiving 

They'll all love that 

On December 10 Sherry will return here (hopefully) and then maybe she's her until February

That's good 

I hope that soon I will file the i212 and get to reapply to go home to you 

I know not at 2280 but at another address close by

I had an email conversation with Bill and Millie yesterday they said to give you a big hug

Uncle Joe also said the same 

Lots of love 

Miss you 

Hugs 

Always and forever 

Daddy xoxo 😘😘😍😍❤️❤️💝💝🇺🇸

Hi 10-17-14

Good morning and thank you for the texts you've been sending me

It's awesome that you send those to me

I love the,

They keep me going 

How are you both?

Is school good 

Are you good 

What have you been learning 

Ms Claudia emailed that mom hasn't agreed the time for your parent conference 

Sorry K

I'm sure she will soon

I miss you 

I love you

There's an alarm going off somewhere 

I can I hear it 

Yuck way to start the day

The commute is getting better 

50 mins in and 55 mins back yesterday.

Today Friday I expect that to be different 

Hope it's good 

Hope it's ok

It is what it is 

I had home made enchilada for dinner yesterday 

Oh my god aunt Sherry can cook

Wow

They were so good

She could make anything 

Wow

I love them

Can't wait for tonight's meal

Slow cooked chicken

Mmmm

Hope that is as good as it sounds 

Off to work now

Hope your day is a good one 

Hope you sleep well

I miss you 

I love you 

always and forever 

Daddy xoxo 😘❤️😍💝

Hi 10-16-14

Hi

How are you both 

I hope all is ok

I hope that school was good 

Did you get report cards

Or is that on Friday

I hope you'll send them to me

I hope mom is happy with what you do get

I will be happy as long as you tried your best 

I miss you

I wish I was there with you 

Kaitlin you told other mummy that you want to come here this summer

I'd like nothing more 

I don't think mom will let that happen baby girl

I wish though

I really really wish she would 

Soon baby soon.

I miss you both so much,.

It's so hard to pretend that all is ok when people ask me

It's not ok.

It's crap

It's awful 

I only have sherry for a short while here as well

That's going to suck too 

But then that's life 

She will return to Oregon in November.

Then I will be screwed 

I will be all alone again 

This time I won't even have Siobhan to entertain me

Darn it

No matter 

I bought an Apple TV box

It allows me to stream Netflix to the tv 

Dad will come and install the TV for me tomorrow maybe 

That will be cool

Then Sherry and I will have stuff to watch 

If she's here 

I miss you

I love you 

I wish I could hold you 

Hugs and kisses and love always and forever 

Daddy xoxo 💝😘😍💋

Ps

I always want to be with you 

Hi 10-15-14

Good morning 

How are you both?

Thanks for your texts 

It is always great to hear from you 

I love the texts 

They are what keep me going to be honest 

Without them I don't know how I'd cope with the week

I love you 

I miss you 

I wish you were here 

The stables are lovely

Aunt Sherry is ok here 

She's missing her kids 

She can talk to them all the time 

But she's still very unhappy 

That's a shame 

Oh well

She's going to Scotland and Paris in the next two weeks 

Then she's going back to Oregon for a three week stay 

I'm not sure she'll be back tbh to England

I'd be surprised if she is 

But that's cool 

That's life 

It's what she needs / wants 

I can't yet have what I need and want 

But in time I will 

She's certainly getting lots of sleep in

That's for sure 

Lol

She's going to bed bed at 1030/11 and staying there for a good 10-12 hours 

Good for her 

That's totally awesome 

I'm jealous 

Wish I could stay in bed that long

I got a tv and a printer for her yesterday (well for the apartment)

So that's good 

She should be happy 

Dad will put it on the wall on Friday 

Awesome

We need tools and he has them all 

So that's the easiest way to get it done 

Maybe she will be happier then 

Who knows 

I hope so

She wanted to know why I didn't get a swivel arm for the tv 

Um it's another $200 

Lol

Plus I don't think this tv will allow that type of arm

Who knows 

It might need a stand if dad can't put it on the wall

Does the one I got at the store still work even now?

That was a great deal

Lol

Love you with all my heart 

Daddy forever 

Today tomorrow and always

xoxo 😘😍❤️💝💋

Hi 10-14-14

Hi Sebastian and Kaitlin

How are you both?

I hope all is good 

I hope you are well and having fun.

How is school?

Are you doing well in school?

Glad that you like the Ferrari pen Sebastian

Good idea to open your birthday present as soon as you got it

That's great 😎

It's exciting 

Did you take the pen to school?

Do your friends like it?

I hope so

Aunt Sherry is in England

That's cool

She's at the stables with me 

It's nice to have someone to come home to again 

It's nice to have someone to go eat with 

But she's working from 2pm to 10pm Monday to Friday at the house

Kinda boring for her 

She's stuck there all day

So I've arranged a tv that will come today 

I'll also get a printer for her laptop 

I've gotten her a number via Google that she can call out to America on 

So that's good a free international call is always good 

Technology is awesome 

I love it 

I miss you so much 

I wish I were able to come home and set up a new life there with you 

That would be awesome 

That would be amazing 

It would be all I need / want 

I pray that it will happen again soon

Love and hugs 

Always and forever 

Dad xoxo 😘😍❤️💝💋

Hi 10-13-14

Hi Sebastian and Kaitlin

I miss you 

I love you 

I hope you had a good Sunday

I hope you had a good weekend

Thank you for the texts

They are cool to get 

I love hearing from you 

Omg the rain is so hard here

Wow

That's impressive 

Just going to the car I will be soaking wet 

Crap

Oh well have an hour to get dry before I get to the office 

I still need to get some stuff for the apartment too 

I forgot the stupid stuff 

Sandwich bags and the like 

Oh well

I will figure that out 

Not going to go get soaking wet at lunch time too

Lol

I miss you so much 

I love you with all my heart 

I wish I were there with you 

You are the most amazing people in my life 

You are everything to daddy 

Love you forever 

Daddy xoxo ❤️😍😘💝💋