Saturday, May 31, 2014

Hi 6-1-14

Good morning 

Wow
1/2 way through 2014
That's impressive 
Wouldn't have thought it would be so quick

How are you?
It was good to talk to you yesterday via text 
Hope we can see one another soon 
I miss you so very much

Yesterday I went to the helicopter museum 
That was sweet
Those birds were great
Long drive there though
Almost 3 hours 
And I was done in 45 minutes 
Oops 
So went to the local beach
It was kind of overcast but was good anyway 

After that on the way back I found another beach
That was much better 
Way less people
And fresh sand not just mud
Awesome 
That I liked more 

I will get the Jaffa cakes this week and mail off to you 
I hope you love em
I will get you a couple of packs

Off to a car show today 
That will be soft tops I think 
It's at Goodwood so that is a great drive there and back 
I love it 

So thrilled that you get student of the month Kaitlin
That is awesome 
I am very proud of you Princess 

I'm always proud of you both 
You are amazing children 
You've been through so much 

Love you 
Daddy xoxo

Friday, May 30, 2014

Hi 5-31-14

Hi Sebastian & Kaitlin

How are you both?
How is school?
Are your grades ok?
Are you enjoying school still?
Not much more to go and it's over for the summer 
That's so amazing 
Another year past
Wow
I'm amazed it went so fast 
Next year you go to the new school right Sebastian?
That will be exciting and I imagine if like me you'll be a little scared too 

Aunt Sherry talked to MaryAnn 
MaryAnn was rude about me 
It's ok
She's mad that I didn't lie for Tara with the Judge
But that's not going to happen
They will get over it or deal with it 
Whatever 

I just want to come home 
To see you 
To be with you 
It's all I want 
Aunt Sherry and I will make that happen hopefully 
If not we'll go to Mexico and she'll get a job in San Diego and I'll work from home 
Hopefully that will work out
We'll see 
I'm trying to get closer 
To be there for you 
I miss you so much
With all my heart 

Aunt Sherry is lovely 
You'll see that when you meet her
She's caring and kind and wonderful 
Good for us all 

I'm going to look at helicopters today 
Old ones in a museum 
I'll send pictures later 
I love you 

Love and hugs forever 
Daddy xoxo

Thursday, May 29, 2014

5-30-14 Hello

Good morning

How are you?
Hope you are both ok
Hope school is ok

Yesterday was a very long day for me
Wow
Didn't get home until 10pm left at 6am
Long 
Just so much work

I miss you 
I love you 
I am running late this morning 
I wish I the was more time
Oh well that's the way that it goes sometimes 

I'll email more on the weekend 
Love you both with all my heart 
Mailed off money to you yesterday 

Daddy xoxo

Wednesday, May 28, 2014

Hi 5-29-14

Good morning Sebastian & Kaitlin

How are you?
I hope all is well
I hope that you enjoyed school today 
And that home was good too

I miss you 
I love you

Work was horrific today (my yesterday)
Omg
The people that I work with wee acting like little kids 
They see pathetic
Thankfully is a new day 
Hopefully they will be better 

No Eamonn or Julian today 
So I am the "man"
If anything goes wrong it will be down to me 
Joy
Hopefully nothing will go terribly wrong

I will be mailing the cash to you today 
Sorry I didn't get it done sooner 
I haven't been able to get to the bank and post office 
But will today for sure 

The weather has finally stopped raining 
I was starting to think it never would 
But it did and now it's just drizzle and cold
Not bad for May

Apparently everyone now thinks we'll have an Indian summer
Highly unlikely 
India has an Indian summer 
England will have less cold

Lots of love 
Daddy xxx

Tuesday, May 27, 2014

Hi 5-28-14

Good morning 

How are you
Hope that you are both well
Hope that you has a good day at school

I sold my iPhone 5 yesterday 
I bought an iPhone 5s instead
It's a white and gold one 
64gb
Speed burst camera and much faster chip
Very nice
The people at the office gave me shit for it being white and gold
Whatever 
Like I care about their opinion
:-)

I saw X-Men last night with V and her brother 
That was an ok movie
We went to the early evening show so it was nice and cheap
Fortunately I was already planning on leaving slightly early

Oh I sold the old iPhone to Fiona
Set it up for her
But she and the kids had to hover next to me as I was setting it up
I almost walked away from them
I can't stand being crowded 
Ignorant is the best way to describe them sometimes 
Disrespectful for the car too 

Oh well won't see them again until the end of June

It's rained her since Sunday 
Torrential downpours 
It's horrible 

Lots of love 
I miss you so much 
Daddy xoxo

Monday, May 26, 2014

Hi 5-27-14

Good morning 

How are you both?
Hope you have had a good weekend 
Back to school for a week or so right?
Kaitlin said that you cut yourself Sebastian 
Are you ok?
I hope so

I miss you both so much 
I went to a castle yesterday 
I saw the knights in the armour and that was cool
I didn't see the prince and princess 
That's coz you two are there and I was here 

I might get a new phone today 
Mine is getting old and I can sell it to Fiona 
She dropped hers yesterday 
I can get a new one from a guy at work
I have to make sure that my chip works in it 
That's the only thing 

Hopefully it will be a good one 
5s 64gb 
That is supposed to be real fast 
Hopefully anyway 

Off to work now 
I love you 
I miss you 
I can't wait to see you 

Love always 
Daddy xoxo 

Hi 5-26-14

Good morning 

How are you?
Hope all is well
Hope your weekend is going well
Mine is ok
I woke up,at 4am
Hate being awake at that time
Really upsets me
I'm so tired now
Yuck

I miss you 
I love you 

I hope that you have a good day today 
Are you doing something special for Memorial Day
I hope so
I hope you get time with mom and your friends 

How is mom?
Is she ok?
Does she have a boyfriend still?
I hope that she is ok
I hope she is treating you well

I miss being a family 
But I am working in it 
Hopefully 2015 I will be back and we'll have time together 
I know mom isn't going to let you see me every day 
But there is a chance right?

Hopefully by the end of the year I will have the credit cards paid off 
I also hope that I will have the restitution paid 
That might allow you to visit me 
It will always be dependent on mom
Never think I don't want to see you 
I do 
With all my heart 

I asked mom to bring you to Mexico and she said no
But at least the passports were done
Perhaps she'll take you to Vietnam?
Do you want to go?
I hope that you get to do something soon

Love you now and forever 
You are the focus of my life 

Daddy xoxo

Sunday, May 25, 2014

Hi 5-25-14

Good morning Sebastian and Kaitlin

How are you?
I hope you are ok
I hope that you enjoyed the beach with other mummy and the B's the other day 
It's a shame that I didn't get to see pictures 
But I understand what other mummy says 

Did you see I ate Vietnamese food last might 
It was quite yummy 
A little dry on the wrap but good enough for me 
I hope that you still try foods that other mummy and mom cook

It's memorial day weekend there 
Here they call,it spring bank holiday 
Not sure why we have a holiday 
But that's good
I am off to a car show today 
Can't wait 
In fact I am going to jump in the shower and then go
It's USA muscle car day 
So that should be cool
Hopefully they will have so,e good rides 

Did you like the jaguar I saw for granddad
Wow
That was a nice one 

Did you like the beach pictures 
I even saw a bunny rabbit 
That was cute 
Took that shot for Oliver 
So he could see that we think about him too

I miss you 
I wish you could come with me 
Do you remember we went it a car show in Coronado?
That was a hot day too
Here hot is considered at 65
Omg it's cold always 

Yesterday I got soaking wet and had to walk around in wet clothes for hours 
In fact 4 hours later and my clothes were still soaking wet 
Horrible really 
They have dried overnight though
So that's good news 

I love you 
I miss you 
Love always 
Daddy xoxo 

Saturday, May 24, 2014

Hi 5-24-14

Good morning 

How are you 
Hope all is well
Hope that you are having a good time

Thank you for the texts 
As,always they make me feel so much better about myself 
I love hearing from you 

You should get some more stuff in the mailbox soon
Like sending you stuff too
I will send money early next week
I haven't been paid for May yet 
I should get paid on Wednesday 
Which will be helpful as I have bills to pay also 

I miss you 
I miss you so much 

It's pouring rain here right now 
Which is just awful 
But that's the way that things go right 
So,e weekends it's ok and some not 
This is one of the nots!!
Lol

Hopefully ok tomorrow for a car show 
American muscle cars tomorrow
Can't wait 
Will see Fiona and the kids on Monday 
Possibly Sunday might too 
Not sure yet 
I'm not really bothered either way to be honest any,ore

Sherry's divorce from Scott is coming along 
She thinks that she could be divorced by July
If she is she'll be in England in August 
All good
She and I will marry after that and the on she'll sponsor me to return home to the USA 
Hopefully she'll be ok with me
God it's a big chance 
But still if she and I are even 1/2 as happy together as most people we'll be fine
You'll be fine
You'll certainly like her a great deal 
I know if 
Can't wait for you guys to all meet 
We'll get married in England and then have a second wedding in America

I miss you 
I love you 
I really want to just wake up and make you breakfast and chill with you 
Take you to the nature park
Take you to the beach 
Take you anywhere really 

Love always 
Dad xoxo

Thursday, May 22, 2014

Hi 5-23-14

Good morning

Daddy loves you 
Just wanted to say that first

How was your day?
What did you do
Where did you go after school

Aunt Tina told me she has no phone anymore
That's sad 
Wow
She's waiting on insurance to get it back
Oops
Guess she broke it 
Bummer :-(
Fortunately she still have Facebook message
That's a bonus

I also sent a message to Britney Britanya and Brian yesterday 
They didn't respond
But that's ok
At least they know I'm thinking about them too 

Symbolic in La Jolla took delivery of their brand new Lamborghini Huracan 
Darn that looks nice 

Aunt Sherry has the Denali XL waiting for me when I get back
That's a sweet ride basically an Escalade 
She also had the the Camaro 
So forget the Hummer we'll keep the Denali
Hope that's ok for you 
We'll make memories in that 
I still love the Hummer but it's ok that I won't get one 
At least the Denali is practical 

This weekend I am going to see American cars hopefully 
There is a car show unless it pours with rain 
It's rained so hard recently thought we might drown
I put the Denali picture on Facebook

I miss you both so much 
I love it that you've texted me Sebastian at night
That's great 
Thank you so much 
(My night) 

I wish I could hold you both in my arms physically not just in my mind
Do you remember the good times we used to have?
The places we used to go?
I hope you do
I hope that you know that we'll have some of those times back
I hope you know that I miss you with all my heart and that without you it kills me

I sent off the bears on Wednesday 
I hope you get them soon
Plus some sweatshirts and some candy for you 

Love you 
Daddy xxx 

Wednesday, May 21, 2014

Hi 5-22-14

Good morning

How are you 
I hope you are well

I kits saw that you get a haircut Sebastian.
That's cool
You look great
So happy 
That's awesome
I am happy that you are happy 
Even though I miss you I'm glad that you are enjoying life and doing things 

I went hiking yesterday 
That was one heck of a cliff to climb
Good photography though 
:-)
I liked it 
Glad that I am able to do stuff like that and share with you 

Soon (a year or so) we'll all be back together 
Aunt Sherry will be with us too
That's cool
I hope you'll like her 

I love you both 
I miss you both so much 

The night before last I dreamed that you wouldn't want me 
Last night no strange dreams so hopefully that will be ok

I started to do squats 
Or what I think squats are 
I need to make my belly get smaller 
The people in the office are making fun of me
I might even have to start to run
Yuck
But I do walk every (almost) again 
That's good right?

Hopefully you'll be able to see me again soon
I hope to go to the beach on Saturday and Sunday there is the USA car show that I will go to
Maybe I should get a new car there !!

Lol
I love you 
I miss you 

Daddy forever 
xxx

Tuesday, May 20, 2014

Hi 5-21-14

Good morning 

How are you 
Hope you are well
Hope you are enjoying the last few weeks of school

I had a dream last night that it was your birthday 
I was the watching over you 
But you didn't want to come to me 
It was so sad 
There were cards everywhere but I could t see the one that I sent you 
Made me want to cry 

The good news is that you sent me in real life a text that that said "love"

Thank you

Are you both ok
Doing good
No asthma from the fires 
I hope all is ok

I haven't heard from Aunt Tina in a while since last Thursday again 
Did she get a new phone number again?
Is she and Stephanie, Benton & Tammy ok
How is Uncle Ted

How is other mummy and the B's
I hope all is ok with them
I did talk with them durning the fires though 

I miss you 
Being without you is like being without air 
It is so hard to breathe 
It is so hard to want it get up and be alive 

I will make it as I need to see you again 
I hope and pray that you want to see me 

Love you 
Daddy xoxo

Monday, May 19, 2014

Hi 5-20-14

Good morning Sebastian and Kaitlin

How are you both
You're almost done with school
That's cool
Wow

Which school are you going to next year Sebastian?
Hope that you've visited it and it looks great 
Hope you'll tell me

Have you had report cards yet?
I'd like to see them

I ordered three beats for you guys as K requested 
Should be her next week
I'll send them once I get them
Ok
I love you 

I saw grandma and grandpa yesterday 
They are ok
The house / garden looks good
Grandpa is working on building an extension for the kitchen
He loves to do that stuff
You'll see it one day 

Grandma was nice
I was surprised 
Since she and I had harsh words last week

Hopefully soon the tax information from Kim will get there 
That would be good 
But I am not too sure 
Who knows 
Anyway if it does not I will have to re-apply for a code 
Such a silly way to do business that they give you another code 
Instead of emailing it to you 
Dumb 
But that's Britain
Who cares
Lol

I miss you both so much 
Each day is harder and harder and it takes more and more effort to get up and get out of bed
Shame
But I do

Yesterday one of Kim's friends killed herself 
That's awful
She (Kim) walked in and and found a friend dead
Gunshot wound
So,sad

Kim is the lady that works at the garage cleaning company 
You went there as a small child with me several times Sebastian

Hope you have a good sleep
And that you have a very good day tomorrow 

The guys at the office called me fat
I noticed that I am a little extra heavier 
I will start to do squats as well as the walking or alternate the exercise each day 
I need to loose the stomach fat 
Shame that I let this happen 
But I do like junk food 
Lol


Love you 
Daddy xoxo 

Sunday, May 18, 2014

Hi 5-19-14

Good morning 

How are you 
Hope that you are all well
Hope that you have has a good weekend 
Mine was ok

Of course missed you so much 
So it was great that I got a couple of texts from you
That is always nice 

Yesterday I hung out with Ben
We went to the roof of the library in Birmingham
That was cool
Great pictures 
As you saw
Cool one of the BT tower
You sent that one back to me which was about to fall over

I will see grandma tonight 
First time since she and I argued 
Hopefully it will be ok
If not so be it 
I am  if going to worry about grandma
  
I did no work over the weekend 
That felt great 
I did see the emails that came in and I tried hard it get them off my mind 
This morning there was issues at 1235 but I ignored them
Not my problem
Lol

Love you
Miss you 
Daddy forever
xxx

Saturday, May 17, 2014

Hi 5-18-14

Good morning 

How are you?
Hope all is well
Hope you are having a good long weekend 
Another one soon for memorial day 

Hopefully all the fire stuff is under control
The SD tweets tell me that the fires are expected to be 100% contained this morning
That's great news
Hopefully they'll get the people who did this 

What have you done this weekend 
As you saw on Facebook I took some pictures and went to a castle
Quite liked the castle

Did you get to have a bacon burger burger over the weekend 
Hopefully you did 
That will be nice for you 

Kaitlin didn't get the picture so I needed to resend it 

I found a lovely area to spend time in 
Wow
So pretty 
I could have gone to a nuclear bunker but I couldn't find it 
Would have been cold and claustrophobic anyway 
Lol

Love you always and forever 
Dad xxx 

Friday, May 16, 2014

Hi 5-17-14

Good morning

How are you?
The fires and everything ok
K can you breathe ok with the asthma
I hope all is well
S are you ok?
I know you are the man!

I am going to hang out with Ben today
And tomorrow Ben & Millie
That will be nice
Finally in England it is a non rain day and we should all be good
Lol

I really miss you
I love you with all my heart

Last night 150 miles took almost 3 hours
That sucked 
Ouch
But it was worth it 
I enjoyed the drive tbh
Lovely 
The M25 was at 40mph
But the M40 was at the usual 80
Lol
That's great 
England had slightly higher speed limits that California
It's nit unusual for most people to be doing between 80-95mph on the freeway

Paul at work got upset with a client yesterday and refuses to deal with her now
That's not easy to deal with for me either 
Oh well 
It's life 

I love you
I miss you 
Love always 
Dad xxx

Thursday, May 15, 2014

Hi 5-16-14

Good morning 

How are you?
Enjoying the forced vacation right?
Hope that the fires are dying off

Kaitlin how is your asthma
Hopefully all is ok
When talking to you earlier you looked ok
That's a good thing

I argued with grandma last night 
She was mean to me so I was mean back 
Just could t stand it anymore 
I apologized but I think that she and I shouldn't see one another for a while 
No matter 
Whatever
People just don't get to say whatever they want to me whenever they want

Off to work shortly 
Going tongi and see Ben & Millie after work
Go to a movie 
We want to see Bad Neigbor 
That looks good
I need some laughter 

Aunt Sherry texted you 
She is ok to text back if you want 
She's very nice 

Love you 
With all my heart
Now and forever 
Daddy xxx

Wednesday, May 14, 2014

Hi 5-15-14

Good morning 
Well my morning your night 

I just heard that the schools are closed tomorrow (yours) looks like you might have a nice long weekend but I hope that the air quality doesn't affect your asthma too badly - you should have a mask ok and have the nebuliser to have pro active steroids in your system.

I texted Aunt Ann and she said that everything near you was ok
I also texted Other Mummy and she said the same 
That's a relief

Uncle Kevin and Aunt Annie just added pictures to Facebook and said that they are safe 
That is a good thing 
The fire was very close to them

Ruth and Mara are ok 
Their house in Carlsbad survived the afternoon so far
Hopefully it will survive the night 

It's good that these guys can tell me stuff 

Hopefully you are ok
I miss you and love you 
I will be off to work soon 
Yuck but that is ok I will keep my eye on the media and make sure that the fires are ok overnight for you 

I left the phone on all night to make sure that I heard stuff if necessary 

I love you so much 
I miss you with all my being and all my soul

Did I tell you I had dinner with grandma and grandpa on Tuesday 
That was nice 
It was odd on Sunday they said that they were upset that I did not go see them 
So I invited them for dinner 
That made them happy 

I hope you'll get to see them one day again 

I will be marrying Aunt Sherry 
We'll start a life here and then we'll move back to the States as soon as they let me 
She's lovely and will treat you as well as she treats her own children 

Love you 
Miss you 
Always and forever - Daddy xoxo