Hi 6-1-14

Good morning 

Wow

1/2 way through 2014

That's impressive 

Wouldn't have thought it would be so quick

How are you?

It was good to talk to you yesterday via text 

Hope we can see one another soon 

I miss you so very much

Yesterday I went to the helicopter museum 

That was sweet

Those birds were great

Long drive there though

Almost 3 hours 

And I was done in 45 minutes 

Oops 

So went to the local beach

It was kind of overcast but was good anyway 

After that on the way back I found another beach

That was much better 

Way less people

And fresh sand not just mud

Awesome 

That I liked more 

I will get the Jaffa cakes this week and mail off to you 

I hope you love em

I will get you a couple of packs

Off to a car show today 

That will be soft tops I think 

It's at Goodwood so that is a great drive there and back 

I love it 

So thrilled that you get student of the month Kaitlin

That is awesome 

I am very proud of you Princess 

I'm always proud of you both 

You are amazing children 

You've been through so much 

Love you 

Daddy xoxo

Hi 5-31-14

Hi Sebastian & Kaitlin

How are you both?

How is school?

Are your grades ok?

Are you enjoying school still?

Not much more to go and it's over for the summer 

That's so amazing 

Another year past

Wow

I'm amazed it went so fast 

Next year you go to the new school right Sebastian?

That will be exciting and I imagine if like me you'll be a little scared too 

Aunt Sherry talked to MaryAnn 

MaryAnn was rude about me 

It's ok

She's mad that I didn't lie for Tara with the Judge

But that's not going to happen

They will get over it or deal with it 

Whatever 

I just want to come home 

To see you 

To be with you 

It's all I want 

Aunt Sherry and I will make that happen hopefully 

If not we'll go to Mexico and she'll get a job in San Diego and I'll work from home 

Hopefully that will work out

We'll see 

I'm trying to get closer 

To be there for you 

I miss you so much

With all my heart 

Aunt Sherry is lovely 

You'll see that when you meet her

She's caring and kind and wonderful 

Good for us all 

I'm going to look at helicopters today 

Old ones in a museum 

I'll send pictures later 

I love you 

Love and hugs forever 

Daddy xoxo

5-30-14 Hello

Good morning

How are you?

Hope you are both ok

Hope school is ok

Yesterday was a very long day for me

Wow

Didn't get home until 10pm left at 6am

Long 

Just so much work

I miss you 

I love you 

I am running late this morning 

I wish I the was more time

Oh well that's the way that it goes sometimes 

I'll email more on the weekend 

Love you both with all my heart 

Mailed off money to you yesterday 

Daddy xoxo

Hi 5-29-14

Good morning Sebastian & Kaitlin

How are you?

I hope all is well

I hope that you enjoyed school today 

And that home was good too

I miss you 

I love you

Work was horrific today (my yesterday)

Omg

The people that I work with wee acting like little kids 

They see pathetic

Thankfully is a new day 

Hopefully they will be better 

No Eamonn or Julian today 

So I am the "man"

If anything goes wrong it will be down to me 

Joy

Hopefully nothing will go terribly wrong

I will be mailing the cash to you today 

Sorry I didn't get it done sooner 

I haven't been able to get to the bank and post office 

But will today for sure 

The weather has finally stopped raining 

I was starting to think it never would 

But it did and now it's just drizzle and cold

Not bad for May

Apparently everyone now thinks we'll have an Indian summer

Highly unlikely 

India has an Indian summer 

England will have less cold

Lots of love 

Daddy xxx

Hi 5-28-14

Good morning 

How are you

Hope that you are both well

Hope that you has a good day at school

I sold my iPhone 5 yesterday 

I bought an iPhone 5s instead

It's a white and gold one 

64gb

Speed burst camera and much faster chip

Very nice

The people at the office gave me shit for it being white and gold

Whatever 

Like I care about their opinion

:-)

I saw X-Men last night with V and her brother 

That was an ok movie

We went to the early evening show so it was nice and cheap

Fortunately I was already planning on leaving slightly early

Oh I sold the old iPhone to Fiona

Set it up for her

But she and the kids had to hover next to me as I was setting it up

I almost walked away from them

I can't stand being crowded 

Ignorant is the best way to describe them sometimes 

Disrespectful for the car too 

Oh well won't see them again until the end of June

It's rained her since Sunday 

Torrential downpours 

It's horrible 

Lots of love 

I miss you so much 

Daddy xoxo

Hi 5-27-14

Good morning 

How are you both?

Hope you have had a good weekend 

Back to school for a week or so right?

Kaitlin said that you cut yourself Sebastian 

Are you ok?

I hope so

I miss you both so much 

I went to a castle yesterday 

I saw the knights in the armour and that was cool

I didn't see the prince and princess 

That's coz you two are there and I was here 

I might get a new phone today 

Mine is getting old and I can sell it to Fiona 

She dropped hers yesterday 

I can get a new one from a guy at work

I have to make sure that my chip works in it 

That's the only thing 

Hopefully it will be a good one 

5s 64gb 

That is supposed to be real fast 

Hopefully anyway 

Off to work now 

I love you 

I miss you 

I can't wait to see you 

Love always 

Daddy xoxo 

Hi 5-26-14

Good morning 

How are you?

Hope all is well

Hope your weekend is going well

Mine is ok

I woke up,at 4am

Hate being awake at that time

Really upsets me

I'm so tired now

Yuck

I miss you 

I love you 

I hope that you have a good day today 

Are you doing something special for Memorial Day

I hope so

I hope you get time with mom and your friends 

How is mom?

Is she ok?

Does she have a boyfriend still?

I hope that she is ok

I hope she is treating you well

I miss being a family 

But I am working in it 

Hopefully 2015 I will be back and we'll have time together 

I know mom isn't going to let you see me every day 

But there is a chance right?

Hopefully by the end of the year I will have the credit cards paid off 

I also hope that I will have the restitution paid 

That might allow you to visit me 

It will always be dependent on mom

Never think I don't want to see you 

I do 

With all my heart 

I asked mom to bring you to Mexico and she said no

But at least the passports were done

Perhaps she'll take you to Vietnam?

Do you want to go?

I hope that you get to do something soon

Love you now and forever 

You are the focus of my life 

Daddy xoxo

Hi 5-25-14

Good morning Sebastian and Kaitlin

How are you?

I hope you are ok

I hope that you enjoyed the beach with other mummy and the B's the other day 

It's a shame that I didn't get to see pictures 

But I understand what other mummy says 

Did you see I ate Vietnamese food last might 

It was quite yummy 

A little dry on the wrap but good enough for me 

I hope that you still try foods that other mummy and mom cook

It's memorial day weekend there 

Here they call,it spring bank holiday 

Not sure why we have a holiday 

But that's good

I am off to a car show today 

Can't wait 

In fact I am going to jump in the shower and then go

It's USA muscle car day 

So that should be cool

Hopefully they will have so,e good rides 

Did you like the jaguar I saw for granddad

Wow

That was a nice one 

Did you like the beach pictures 

I even saw a bunny rabbit 

That was cute 

Took that shot for Oliver 

So he could see that we think about him too

I miss you 

I wish you could come with me 

Do you remember we went it a car show in Coronado?

That was a hot day too

Here hot is considered at 65

Omg it's cold always 

Yesterday I got soaking wet and had to walk around in wet clothes for hours 

In fact 4 hours later and my clothes were still soaking wet 

Horrible really 

They have dried overnight though

So that's good news 

I love you 

I miss you 

Love always 

Daddy xoxo 

Hi 5-24-14

Good morning 

How are you 

Hope all is well

Hope that you are having a good time

Thank you for the texts 

As,always they make me feel so much better about myself 

I love hearing from you 

You should get some more stuff in the mailbox soon

Like sending you stuff too

I will send money early next week

I haven't been paid for May yet 

I should get paid on Wednesday 

Which will be helpful as I have bills to pay also 

I miss you 

I miss you so much 

It's pouring rain here right now 

Which is just awful 

But that's the way that things go right 

So,e weekends it's ok and some not 

This is one of the nots!!

Lol

Hopefully ok tomorrow for a car show 

American muscle cars tomorrow

Can't wait 

Will see Fiona and the kids on Monday 

Possibly Sunday might too 

Not sure yet 

I'm not really bothered either way to be honest any,ore

Sherry's divorce from Scott is coming along 

She thinks that she could be divorced by July

If she is she'll be in England in August 

All good

She and I will marry after that and the on she'll sponsor me to return home to the USA 

Hopefully she'll be ok with me

God it's a big chance 

But still if she and I are even 1/2 as happy together as most people we'll be fine

You'll be fine

You'll certainly like her a great deal 

I know if 

Can't wait for you guys to all meet 

We'll get married in England and then have a second wedding in America

I miss you 

I love you 

I really want to just wake up and make you breakfast and chill with you 

Take you to the nature park

Take you to the beach 

Take you anywhere really 

Love always 

Dad xoxo

Hi 5-23-14

Good morning

Daddy loves you 

Just wanted to say that first

How was your day?

What did you do

Where did you go after school

Aunt Tina told me she has no phone anymore

That's sad 

Wow

She's waiting on insurance to get it back

Oops

Guess she broke it 

Bummer :-(

Fortunately she still have Facebook message

That's a bonus

I also sent a message to Britney Britanya and Brian yesterday 

They didn't respond

But that's ok

At least they know I'm thinking about them too 

Symbolic in La Jolla took delivery of their brand new Lamborghini Huracan 

Darn that looks nice 

Aunt Sherry has the Denali XL waiting for me when I get back

That's a sweet ride basically an Escalade 

She also had the the Camaro 

So forget the Hummer we'll keep the Denali

Hope that's ok for you 

We'll make memories in that 

I still love the Hummer but it's ok that I won't get one 

At least the Denali is practical 

This weekend I am going to see American cars hopefully 

There is a car show unless it pours with rain 

It's rained so hard recently thought we might drown

I put the Denali picture on Facebook

I miss you both so much 

I love it that you've texted me Sebastian at night

That's great 

Thank you so much 

(My night) 

I wish I could hold you both in my arms physically not just in my mind

Do you remember the good times we used to have?

The places we used to go?

I hope you do

I hope that you know that we'll have some of those times back

I hope you know that I miss you with all my heart and that without you it kills me

I sent off the bears on Wednesday 

I hope you get them soon

Plus some sweatshirts and some candy for you 

Love you 

Daddy xxx 

Hi 5-22-14

Good morning

How are you 

I hope you are well

I kits saw that you get a haircut Sebastian.

That's cool

You look great

So happy 

That's awesome

I am happy that you are happy 

Even though I miss you I'm glad that you are enjoying life and doing things 

I went hiking yesterday 

That was one heck of a cliff to climb

Good photography though 

:-)

I liked it 

Glad that I am able to do stuff like that and share with you 

Soon (a year or so) we'll all be back together 

Aunt Sherry will be with us too

That's cool

I hope you'll like her 

I love you both 

I miss you both so much 

The night before last I dreamed that you wouldn't want me 

Last night no strange dreams so hopefully that will be ok

I started to do squats 

Or what I think squats are 

I need to make my belly get smaller 

The people in the office are making fun of me

I might even have to start to run

Yuck

But I do walk every (almost) again 

That's good right?

Hopefully you'll be able to see me again soon

I hope to go to the beach on Saturday and Sunday there is the USA car show that I will go to

Maybe I should get a new car there !!

Lol

I love you 

I miss you 

Daddy forever 

xxx

Hi 5-21-14

Good morning 

How are you 

Hope you are well

Hope you are enjoying the last few weeks of school

I had a dream last night that it was your birthday 

I was the watching over you 

But you didn't want to come to me 

It was so sad 

There were cards everywhere but I could t see the one that I sent you 

Made me want to cry 

The good news is that you sent me in real life a text that that said "love"

Thank you

Are you both ok

Doing good

No asthma from the fires 

I hope all is ok

I haven't heard from Aunt Tina in a while since last Thursday again 

Did she get a new phone number again?

Is she and Stephanie, Benton & Tammy ok

How is Uncle Ted

How is other mummy and the B's

I hope all is ok with them

I did talk with them durning the fires though 

I miss you 

Being without you is like being without air 

It is so hard to breathe 

It is so hard to want it get up and be alive 

I will make it as I need to see you again 

I hope and pray that you want to see me 

Love you 

Daddy xoxo

Hi 5-20-14

Good morning Sebastian and Kaitlin

How are you both

You're almost done with school

That's cool

Wow

Which school are you going to next year Sebastian?

Hope that you've visited it and it looks great 

Hope you'll tell me

Have you had report cards yet?

I'd like to see them

I ordered three beats for you guys as K requested 

Should be her next week

I'll send them once I get them

Ok

I love you 

I saw grandma and grandpa yesterday 

They are ok

The house / garden looks good

Grandpa is working on building an extension for the kitchen

He loves to do that stuff

You'll see it one day 

Grandma was nice

I was surprised 

Since she and I had harsh words last week

Hopefully soon the tax information from Kim will get there 

That would be good 

But I am not too sure 

Who knows 

Anyway if it does not I will have to re-apply for a code 

Such a silly way to do business that they give you another code 

Instead of emailing it to you 

Dumb 

But that's Britain

Who cares

Lol

I miss you both so much 

Each day is harder and harder and it takes more and more effort to get up and get out of bed

Shame

But I do

Yesterday one of Kim's friends killed herself 

That's awful

She (Kim) walked in and and found a friend dead

Gunshot wound

So,sad

Kim is the lady that works at the garage cleaning company 

You went there as a small child with me several times Sebastian

Hope you have a good sleep

And that you have a very good day tomorrow 

The guys at the office called me fat

I noticed that I am a little extra heavier 

I will start to do squats as well as the walking or alternate the exercise each day 

I need to loose the stomach fat 

Shame that I let this happen 

But I do like junk food 

Lol

Love you 

Daddy xoxo 

Hi 5-19-14

Good morning 

How are you 

Hope that you are all well

Hope that you have has a good weekend 

Mine was ok

Of course missed you so much 

So it was great that I got a couple of texts from you

That is always nice 

Yesterday I hung out with Ben

We went to the roof of the library in Birmingham

That was cool

Great pictures 

As you saw

Cool one of the BT tower

You sent that one back to me which was about to fall over

I will see grandma tonight 

First time since she and I argued 

Hopefully it will be ok

If not so be it 

I am  if going to worry about grandma

  

I did no work over the weekend 

That felt great 

I did see the emails that came in and I tried hard it get them off my mind 

This morning there was issues at 1235 but I ignored them

Not my problem

Lol

Love you

Miss you 

Daddy forever

xxx

Hi 5-18-14

Good morning 

How are you?

Hope all is well

Hope you are having a good long weekend 

Another one soon for memorial day 

Hopefully all the fire stuff is under control

The SD tweets tell me that the fires are expected to be 100% contained this morning

That's great news

Hopefully they'll get the people who did this 

What have you done this weekend 

As you saw on Facebook I took some pictures and went to a castle

Quite liked the castle

Did you get to have a bacon burger burger over the weekend 

Hopefully you did 

That will be nice for you 

Kaitlin didn't get the picture so I needed to resend it 

I found a lovely area to spend time in 

Wow

So pretty 

I could have gone to a nuclear bunker but I couldn't find it 

Would have been cold and claustrophobic anyway 

Lol

Love you always and forever 

Dad xxx 

Hi 5-17-14

Good morning

How are you?

The fires and everything ok

K can you breathe ok with the asthma

I hope all is well

S are you ok?

I know you are the man!

I am going to hang out with Ben today

And tomorrow Ben & Millie

That will be nice

Finally in England it is a non rain day and we should all be good

Lol

I really miss you

I love you with all my heart

Last night 150 miles took almost 3 hours

That sucked 

Ouch

But it was worth it 

I enjoyed the drive tbh

Lovely 

The M25 was at 40mph

But the M40 was at the usual 80

Lol

That's great 

England had slightly higher speed limits that California

It's nit unusual for most people to be doing between 80-95mph on the freeway

Paul at work got upset with a client yesterday and refuses to deal with her now

That's not easy to deal with for me either 

Oh well 

It's life 

I love you

I miss you 

Love always 

Dad xxx

Hi 5-16-14

Good morning 

How are you?

Enjoying the forced vacation right?

Hope that the fires are dying off

Kaitlin how is your asthma

Hopefully all is ok

When talking to you earlier you looked ok

That's a good thing

I argued with grandma last night 

She was mean to me so I was mean back 

Just could t stand it anymore 

I apologized but I think that she and I shouldn't see one another for a while 

No matter 

Whatever

People just don't get to say whatever they want to me whenever they want

Off to work shortly 

Going tongi and see Ben & Millie after work

Go to a movie 

We want to see Bad Neigbor 

That looks good

I need some laughter 

Aunt Sherry texted you 

She is ok to text back if you want 

She's very nice 

Love you 

With all my heart

Now and forever 

Daddy xxx

Hi 5-15-14

Good morning 

Well my morning your night 

I just heard that the schools are closed tomorrow (yours) looks like you might have a nice long weekend but I hope that the air quality doesn't affect your asthma too badly - you should have a mask ok and have the nebuliser to have pro active steroids in your system.

I texted Aunt Ann and she said that everything near you was ok

I also texted Other Mummy and she said the same 

That's a relief

Uncle Kevin and Aunt Annie just added pictures to Facebook and said that they are safe 

That is a good thing 

The fire was very close to them

Ruth and Mara are ok 

Their house in Carlsbad survived the afternoon so far

Hopefully it will survive the night 

It's good that these guys can tell me stuff 

Hopefully you are ok

I miss you and love you 

I will be off to work soon 

Yuck but that is ok I will keep my eye on the media and make sure that the fires are ok overnight for you 

I left the phone on all night to make sure that I heard stuff if necessary 

I love you so much 

I miss you with all my being and all my soul

Did I tell you I had dinner with grandma and grandpa on Tuesday 

That was nice 

It was odd on Sunday they said that they were upset that I did not go see them 

So I invited them for dinner 

That made them happy 

I hope you'll get to see them one day again 

I will be marrying Aunt Sherry 

We'll start a life here and then we'll move back to the States as soon as they let me 

She's lovely and will treat you as well as she treats her own children 

Love you 

Miss you 

Always and forever - Daddy xoxo