Tuesday, March 31, 2015

Hi 4-1-15

Good morning

Happy April Fools Day

I miss you 
I love you 
Just so you know

Omg 
You'd be impressed with my parking today 
I just got to the office and there's a space outside 
I took it
Literally it's a shoe size bigger than my car
I'm impressed that I got in the space
Wow
Lol

Aunt Sherry and I talked last night
We are ok
She just needs reassurance on fake love
Oh well
She's reassured now 
We'll be fine for a few more weeks and then she'll need it again

Bummer she's unhappy 
But I didn't cause nor can I fix that

It's cold here
Surprise
❄️❄️⛄️⛄️
Think I saw some icebergs on the way in
Yuck
Yesterday was so windy that I could feel the car move 
Even worse

How was school 
I hope you had a good one?
Did you miss you friends
Who are your friends 
Do you see them out of school?

I miss you so much.
I miss being a part of your life every day and seeing you grow up
I hope I'm there soon and that I get to see you again everyday or a lot more than now

It's coming in for the anniversary of my arrest
Yuck 
That's not good
But it's ok
Just another day 

Love always and forever
Daddy xoxo
πŸ˜˜πŸ˜˜πŸ˜ŽπŸ˜ŽπŸ‘£πŸ‘£πŸ˜πŸ˜πŸ’–πŸ’–❤️❤️πŸ’‘πŸ’‘πŸ˜„πŸ˜„πŸ‡ΊπŸ‡ΈπŸ‡ΊπŸ‡Έ

Monday, March 30, 2015

Hi 3-31-15

Hi Sebastian and Kaitlin

I hope that you enjoyed spring break
Strange to think you are going back to school
Everyone here just broke up this week
We have Friday and Monday off 
4 day weekend
Lovely

How are you?
What have you been up to (yesterday)
When did you come back from Pala
I bet that was fun
Did you have a great time?
Hope so
Miss you 
Miss being there with you 
I always loved it there
It was so nice

Did you go with Tina? Or Vince?
Either way i hope it was fun

Do you still like the Hummer
Or would prefer an Escalade?
If I come home this year I'll try to trade the Denali for an Escalade
That would be nice for you 
But if you prefer - we can get a Hummer 
The escalade is more comfortable 
That's a good point that Sherry made 😎

She's ok
But she's acting weird again
Now not really talking well emailing me me
Odd
Some days 100's of emails and texts and others none
Strange
Chics
Lol

I got a letter from immigration 
Sherry received it 
Not sure why she's getting that mail 
But cool
Anyway they've acknowledged from what I can see the money
No other information 
We'll see soon
It's all good

Enjoy school today 
Miss you 
Love you 

Always and forever 
Daddy xoxo
πŸ˜˜πŸ˜˜πŸ˜ŽπŸ˜ŽπŸ‡ΊπŸ‡ΈπŸ‡ΊπŸ‡ΈπŸ’‘πŸ’‘πŸ˜„πŸ˜„❤️❤️πŸ’–πŸ’–πŸ˜πŸ˜πŸ‘£πŸ‘£

Omg
The storm overnight was terrible
Thought the roof would blow off
Wow

I saw a movie called Frankie & Alice
Wow
That was a good movie
About a lady who had three or four personalities in the 70's in LA
It was really good 
Really enjoyed it 
One of the ones that I wanted to see to the end
It's on Netflix

On Sunday I saw Edge of tomorrow with Tom Cruise
That was a good one as well
Action packed 

Love 
Dad xoxo 

Sunday, March 29, 2015

Hi 3-30-15

Hi

Good morning how are you both?

Did you enjoy Pala
It was always a great place to go
I loved it there with you all every time we went
Did uncle Vince and Aunt Vina take you
Or did you go with Uncle Ted and Aunt Tina
Hope you had a great time.

I miss taking you places 
I miss seeing you 
I miss your smiles
I miss everyone 
Even mom.

Wish I could be home
Hopefully soon
Very soon
I'm awaiting a response from the immigration people
If they say yes they might let me come visit you 
If they say no
I'll need to figure a way that you can come visit me 
I can't go 2 more years and not see you 
It's killing me inside
Outside as well

I'm still a little sick
The RA is kicking my butt.
My toes are smoothed and crocked 
That sux
Lol
You will hopefully never get that
You are in the warm and that makes a huge difference 
Or should 
I didn't have it in San Diego

Speaking of San Diego
I watched a bad driver compilation on YouTube and it was all in SD and La Jolla
I recognized the streets
Made me feel like I miss you more 

Oops

Yesterday the rain was awful
I took the video for you in the car
lol
Don't know why it went to slow-mo
Weird
But life
It's hard to take video/ pix and drive isn't it 

Over Easter I will be away
I'm going North
Harrogate and Whitby
Should be a fun weekend 
Then the following one I will see Fiona and Ben
After that I'm not sure what my plans are
I'd like to try to get yo a car show
But who knows
Fiona gets jealous if I am not spending time with her Ben and Millie
Crazy
But life 
She's mad as hell that I'm not spending Easter with them
Tough
I have a life outside of them.

Hopefully 😎😎

Aunt Sherry started new pills again
So back to Sq1 with her 
She's a stupid woman again
Now demanding that I give her Twitter access to me 
And all sorts 
She's insane and that's what irritates me the constant demanding nature of her
No wonder no one wants her around 
She's a terrible person in reality and just needs to be slapped back to reality
I like her and she's fun at times but sometimes I could easily never again see / speak to her

Aunt Tara is fighting her jail sentence 
That's good
She deserved jail due to the jury but the time was way harsh
I have sent her and Dave a letter
I did include a card for the girls 
I hope they are ok

RJ who you met at the store found me 
He and I have been talking 
He did not talk to me for 2 years
That's acceptable 
I get it 

I haven't heard from Sami, Roni or Jason in a long time
I'll stop trying again now
Once I am back perhaps they will want to see / talk to me 
Who knows?
I don't expect Mary Ann will ever again talk to me 
That's ok
It was family and that's lost now

I likewise never expect to speak to uncle Vince again
He won't want me back
I expect that he will do whatever he can to make sure you guys never see me again
I could be wrong but ...

Uncle Ted and Aunt Tina I know will welcome me home 
As will Other Mummy

How are the B's 
Have you seen them over this break?

Love you 
Miss you 
Always and forever 
Love - Daddy xoxo
πŸ˜˜πŸ˜˜πŸ˜ŽπŸ˜ŽπŸ‘£πŸ‘£πŸ˜πŸ˜πŸ’–πŸ’–❤️❤️πŸ’‘πŸ’‘πŸ‡ΊπŸ‡ΈπŸ‡ΊπŸ‡ΈπŸ˜„πŸ˜„

Saturday, March 28, 2015

Hi 3-29-15

Good morning Sebastian and Kaitlin

How are you both?
I hope all is well
I hope you have a good weekend 

Did you stay with Aunt Tina?
I hope so
You always have a good time there I think

What else have you done with your week off
Do you return to school this week 
Or are you off
I am off on Friday and Monday
They are holidays here in the UK 

I am going to see a friend 
She's called Sue
She's a client but also a friend

Sherry doesn't know about her
If she did there would be so much jealously and questions 
It would be a pain 
Sherry is already jealous of Jessica and Fiona etc
Probably Nikki and Oliver and Annie too
As they all in some way take a little time from Sherry
That's one of the reasons that Sherry and I aren't going to work out long term
Perhaps in San Diego she'll be better 
But I can't see it 
And she thinks that she is allowed to control me

Anyway
Yesterday was a good day with dad
He enjoyed the submarine your
It's a shame we couldn't do the skydive 
He was so lost getting to me
Oh well
I had to go rescue him
Find his little car and him and have him follow me back
It's not an issue 
Just somewhat funny 
When we got back to my place it was 45 minutes to get to the dive.
It's an hour away
I could have made it but risked a massive ticket 
So worth not doing that 
Instead took him to where he lived as a child and explored the submarine and more
It was a nice day
Hanging out with him was ok

He was a little scared in the car
But we only did 80 most of the time
He only held on once 
That's a bonus for dad 
Like me he hates to be driven

I miss you 
I love you 

I wish you could have been here with us.
You'd have both loved the submarine 
It was way cool 
Especially when they let the engines run.
That was awesome 

I hope that you are well
I hope you are having fun
I hope that you are enjoying whatever you can

I miss you 
I love you and I wake up each morning thinking about you and sleep each night dreaming of you 

Love always and forever 
Daddy xoxo
πŸ˜˜πŸ˜˜πŸ˜ŽπŸ˜ŽπŸ˜„πŸ˜„πŸ‡ΊπŸ‡ΈπŸ‡ΊπŸ‡ΈπŸ’‘πŸ’‘❤️❤️πŸ’–πŸ’–πŸ˜πŸ˜πŸ‘£πŸ‘£

Friday, March 27, 2015

Hi 3-28-15

Good morning Sebastian and Kaitlin 

How are you both?
I hope,all is well
I hope you had a great time at Aunt Tina's
She said that you were and are always great.
That's good
I'm always very proud of you and so happy to hear that you are well behaved 
It means a lot to me

What did you do?
Go anywhere
Or just play around with the T's

How is Stephanie, Tammy and Benton
I hope all are well
I bet that they all look great now
I haven't seen a picture in a while 
I'd like one 
I still have the one you sent me when I was in jail in 2012
Amazing 
It's almost 3 years since they came and took me
God what a memory 

No matter the time that passes 
It's the resulting time to come 
We'll be together again 
When we can
I hope you'll still want to know me
I hope you'll always love me and want me in your lives
That's all I ask 
That's all I've asked 

I know mom won't want me ever again.
That's ok
She and I are adults and we'll deal with it 
But it is you two who matter the most 

I've sent you some extra cash this month
Just to spend on yourselves
The exchange rate is crap
Wow
Soon it will be better again 
I hope 
Lol

I also send mom money every month as well
I a,so pay some bills 
Just in case you didn't know that 
She earns a great deal more than I as well
But that's ok
We're in it together for the two of you 

I'm taking dad skydiving today
Should be a blast
I hope
He should like it
Tbh we are both scared to death
But once there I'll enjoy it
I think he will too

Sherry sent me a small video of Sami's baby
She's called the baby Kayden
Quite 
It looks lovely
Almost but not quite as pretty as you 

I also friended RJ on Facebook 
Do you remember him
He came to the store
He's a good person
A good heart
He says hi to you as well

I miss you 
I love you 
Love always and forever
Dad xoxo
πŸ˜˜πŸ˜˜πŸ˜ŽπŸ˜ŽπŸ‘£πŸ‘£πŸ˜πŸ˜πŸ’–πŸ’–❤️❤️πŸ˜„πŸ˜„πŸ’‘πŸ’‘πŸ‡ΊπŸ‡ΈπŸ‡ΊπŸ‡Έ

Hi 3-27-15

Good morning

How are you?
Sounds like you are having fun with a sleepover with the T's
Benton texted me from your phone yesterday to tell me he was there and having fun
That's cool
Are they staying just one night or more?

Yesterday for me was hard
My toes seem to have squashed a little and it's very painful to walk or stand
Not a fun day 
This morning the same 
I'm actually considering the doctor
Likely I won't go but ...
It's hard work

Oh well
Life isn't it?

What have you done the rest of the week?
Are you on break next week as well?
The kids get off school today here I think 
I'm not 100% sure

Tomorrow (Saturday) grandpa and I go skydiving 
I told Sherry 
She was mad
She's scared something will go wrong 
She's crazy
It's indoor skydiving 
Simulated 
You just go out over the gravity field 
Sweet
Sounds like fun
I bet grandpa is crapping himself 
😎😎

You only live once so may as well do it 

What are your weekend plans?
Do you still have Vietnamese school?
How is that going?
Can you read, write and speak Vietnamese now?
I can't 
But then the last two years I couldn't have cared less about Vietnamese 

Maybe that will change again soon
I'm not sure 

I love you 
I miss you 
I wish we were together 
Love always and forever 
Dad xoxo
πŸ˜˜πŸ˜˜πŸ˜ŽπŸ˜ŽπŸ‡ΊπŸ‡ΈπŸ‡ΊπŸ‡ΈπŸ’‘πŸ’‘❤️❤️πŸ’–πŸ’–πŸ˜πŸ˜πŸ˜„πŸ˜„πŸ‘£πŸ‘£

Thursday, March 26, 2015

Hi 3-26-15

Hi 

I hope all is well
You are more than 1/2 way through spring break
Are you doing anything fun?
I hope you've been able to see and play with your cousins
Or better 😎😎

Have you been to the beach recently
The weather there is lovely 
Here it's a pigs butt
Lol
It's poured with rain since 3am
Yuck
Oh well
It just means we all get wet
Used to it now
Lol

My friends there tell me it's warm one day cold the next
It's relative 
It's always cold here
❄️❄️⛄️⛄️

I can't wait to come home
I hope soon
The sooner the better so as I can hold you 

I met with Miranda yesterday 
She's now dating
Good for her
I paid her for the telephone line at the house
It's in her name
So that's all good
Happy it's done until May now 
Yeah
Probably see her again in May
😎😎

I found that I like something called a Galette it's from Harry & David
It's so good
Shortbread with jam inside 
Mmmm
There's is or was a Harry and David store in the Carlsbad outlet mall

I've heard nothing from Sami regarding her and the baby
I assume she's ok
I don't know for sure 
Shame she used to be a good friend 

I tried to find Amber a while ago
But couldn't
Bummer 
I have talked to Adriana
Kaitlin do you remember we went to get the tutu at her house
She's the pretty Mexican lady 
she's always very nice
She wrote to me when I was in county jail 
She also sent a letter when I was in immigration but they wouldn't let it come through 
Weird 
Never mind 
I want to see her and thank her for writing me 

I haven't heard from Dave : I assume Tara is ok in the federal prison
She should be fine 
Her kids are undoubtedly fine as well
I think the sentence was a little harsh but she is going to have to appeal that

Mary Ann and Roni and Jason haven't spoken to me much since last year
Actually I've had nothing since last year
From any of them
Shame
But that is life I guess

MISS YOU
LOVE YOU
ALWAYS WANT TO BE THERE FOR YOU AND WITH YOU

Love always and forever 
Daddy xoxo
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Wednesday, March 25, 2015

Hi 3-25-15

Good morning

How are you?
Daddy is ok
Having a hard time seeing this morning.
Likely just the  cold
Wow
❄️❄️❄️⛄️⛄️⛄️
Way cold again

It's almost April for gods sake
And it was 30 degrees this morning
Yuck
Yuck
Yuck
Hate it here
Scraping ice from the car in the morning.
My feet are freezing too
😟

It's all good
Could be worse
Could be raining.
Oh wait.
Did that yesterday
Lol

I did get a manicure yesterday
The woman who did my nails is pregnant and asked for name suggestions for her daughter
I suggested Chloe
I think she's going to go with Abigale or Abi for short
Both very nice

I might have to take a Motrin
This is ridiculous
I feel so bad 
What gives
Wow

Ry (Linda and Scot's son is having heart surgery I think
That's scary
Hopefully he'll be ok

I will see Miranda later today
She's coming over for tea and cookies
Plus the money for the broadband
Good for her 
Good for me
😎😎😎
She's cute
It's always nice to have someone cute come over

What have you been doing for spring break
Hope that you are having fun.

I miss you 
I love you 
I wish we were together 
Love always and forever
Daddy xoxo 
πŸ˜˜πŸ˜˜πŸ˜ŽπŸ˜ŽπŸ‡ΊπŸ‡ΈπŸ‡ΊπŸ‡ΈπŸ’‘πŸ’‘❤️❤️πŸ’–πŸ’–πŸ˜πŸ˜πŸ˜„πŸ˜„πŸ‘£πŸ‘£

Tuesday, March 24, 2015

Hi 3-24-15

Hi Sebastian & Kaitlin

How are you?
I hope all is well
How is the first day of spring bank holiday?
Hope it's good
What have you done?

Sorry that I didn't hear your text / call last night
That sux
I miss you so much 
I'd fallen asleep last night on the couch 
Remember sometimes I did that bad at 2280
Lol
I miss 2280
I know I'll never have a life there again
But it is hard to not miss such a wonderful home
That's mom's home and yours
Never forget that 
Never think unhappy thoughts about it 
You don't deserve that 

The home we (mom and I) made for you was wonderful
She's a good person
Just that she and I did not see the same path after what happened with daddy
That's ok
We are on different paths with the same views
Both of you and your happiness and life

We'll each make a difference

I just interviewed someone for a position here at my office
Omg 
7am interview
He was here at 645 
Which is great as by 730 it was over 
Lol
He's a muppet
Not at all worth anything 
Never mind
We'll find another 
Hazel will return.
That's a given, we've offered her a job back
She's accepted 
Just waiting on when she's coming back

I hope that it will work out 
😎😎
At least she's cute to look at 
Lol
😎😎

I really miss you
I love you with all my heart
I hope one day soon we'll be together again 
That's what keeps me going and keeps me motivated 
Love always and forever
Daddy xoxo
πŸ˜˜πŸ˜˜πŸ˜ŽπŸ˜ŽπŸ‡ΊπŸ‡ΈπŸ‡ΊπŸ‡ΈπŸ‘£πŸ‘£πŸ˜πŸ˜πŸ’–πŸ’–❤️❤️πŸ’‘πŸ’‘πŸ˜„πŸ˜„

Cold here again
⛄️⛄️⛄️❄️❄️❄️

Monday, March 23, 2015

Hi 3-23-15

Good morning Sebastian & Kaitlin

How are you
1st day of Spring Break today 
That's cool
I hope you have a good time

It's cold but fortunately dry here
When I say cold 
I mean
45 degrees high
❄️❄️❄️⛄️⛄️⛄️

I did have a nice Sunday
That was good
I heard that you called Nikki
Shame she didn't hear the phone
Bummer
Hope that you were ok

I miss you
I love you 
I wish you were here 
I wish I was there more though
I want to come home
To see you 
To hold you
To be with you

I'm waiting in hearing back from the immigration department 
I've asked them to allow me to come back earlier
That way I'll be able to see you 
I'm not sure whether they will say yes or that I have to wait again until 2017
It's a long wait
But we're 1/2 way  through that period now
Thankfully 

It's hard to be away from the two people I love the most
But we will make it 
We will be fine

I love you 
I miss you
Always and forever 
Love you so much
Dad xxx
πŸ˜˜πŸ˜˜πŸ˜ŽπŸ˜ŽπŸ˜„πŸ˜„πŸ‡ΊπŸ‡ΈπŸ‡ΊπŸ‡ΈπŸ’‘πŸ’‘❤️❤️πŸ˜πŸ˜πŸ’–πŸ’–πŸ‘£πŸ‘£

Sunday, March 22, 2015

Hi 3-22-15

Hi Sebastian and Kaitlin

I miss you 
I love you 
I wish I was there this morning waking up to your laughter and chaos
That would be awesome

Amelia May had issues over the weekend
I have helped as best I can
I wish I could make it easier for everyone
I wish I was able to help people more frequently 
That's what I need and want to do

Are you still doing Vietnamese class?
How is it going?
Can you understand what they say now?
Hope you can

I woke this morning and could swear that there is something in the room with me
It's an animal on the roof 
Lol
But it's not a good noise when 1/2 asleep
Old building - lol
I found a giant spider in the tub the other morning 
He had to leave 
Lol 😎😎

Yesterday I went for a drive
I met up with Susan.
She's a friend and a client of the company
It was nice to spend the day with someone
No pressure
No expectations
Lovely place to meet
Turns out it's 142 miles each way and I had to use a toll road
Joy 
Oh well 
$15 in tolls
Once you're on it you're on it 
Lol

I did speed on that road though 
Quite significantly speed
Not quite 100 miles an hour but real close
Shouldn't charge me to use the darn road
😎😎
I have to remember when I return home 
I will have to stop going fast 
It's too easy to get a ticket

I hope I can return home this year
I'm praying for that 

I hope you'll want to see me and be with me 
Well I know you do
I know that we'll all need to sit and discuss what's best for you, mom and I
And how we approach that 
We'll figure it out 
She'll need to be reasonable or I'll go to court and get custody 
She'd lose if they asked you where you wanted to be

I love you 
I always think of you 
I always think I wish you could see what I see
I wish that you experience nothing but good 

Love always and forever 
Dad xoxo πŸ˜˜πŸ˜˜πŸ˜ŽπŸ˜ŽπŸ‘£πŸ‘£πŸ‡ΊπŸ‡ΈπŸ‡ΊπŸ‡ΈπŸ’‘πŸ’‘πŸ’–πŸ’–❤️❤️πŸ˜πŸ˜πŸ˜„πŸ˜„

Friday, March 20, 2015

Hi 3-21-15

Hello

Happy Saturday
The 1st day of spring break for you 
😎😎
Awesome

Hope you are well
Hope you have some plans for today
I do
I'm going for a drive soon
I am also getting a Starbucks 
It's a nice morning 
Amazingly 

I've not slept well again.
Damn

Millie was upset that a moron of a boy is bullying her
She texted me at 2am and we were texting until almost 3
I'll help resolve that 
Just as I would for any of the B's and T's
She should not have to read what this guy is sending her 
It's unacceptable 

Then at 430 Linda sent me a text
Like wow
So early for a Saturday
Wow
But Ry had a mini stroke / heart attack
She's very worried about him of course 
Damn 
Poor guy

At least the three of us are healthy 
Relatively anyway 
I have migraines all the time now 
But that is more from lack of sleep and stress 
Next week could be easier
Eamonn at the office is away and that's a relief

I'm off for a drive this morning
Meeting a client and friend.
We're meeting 1/2 way.
I haven't told Sherry or Fiona as they will be get jealous
Ridiculous 
But that's women for you 

Sherry had to be put back in line and she's ok now
She's getting you both frozen pillows 😎😎

I miss you 
I love you 
I wish I was there for you 
I wish I could hold you 
I wish I could make you breakfast lunch and dinner 
I wish I could take you places
All soon

Do you still like the Escalade
We are trading the Denali (Sherry) and getting an Escalade
I think that's more comfortable than the Hummer 
It will also be less gas costs 
The escalade will be for us 

Love always and forever 
Daddy xoxo
😘😘😎😎😍😍❤️❤️πŸ’–πŸ’–πŸ’‘πŸ’‘πŸ‘£πŸ‘£πŸ‡ΊπŸ‡ΈπŸ‡ΊπŸ‡ΈπŸ˜„πŸ˜„

Hi 3-20-15

Good morning Sebastian and Kaitlin

How are you today
I hope all is ok
I am ok
Tired - up way too early these days
Oh well life

Did you like the app that showed the Ferrari on fire
My friend at the office did it
Lol

Went out last night for a burger with Siobhan
That was nice
Especially as it was free
She paid
Mexican burger
Hot,  spicy loads of cheese
Love it 
Wow
You might think it too hot 
Just right for me 😎😎

I going to a marina tomorrow
Want to have a nice drive
So off to meet a work friend (client) 1/2 way between where we live
Should be a nice drive

What are your plans for spring break?
Fun
Going anywhere
Will you stay at all with Aunt Tina.
It would be cool,yo FaceTime when you are there as well

How is everything with school
How was the field trip
Did you have a good time
I hope so
I want to know what you saw and where you went

Aunt Sherry is crazy
She's quite insane
But that's her life
In honesty I think she's bipolar
One second she's normal the next insane
Oh well
I'll deal with it

I miss you so much
I love you with all my heart
Daddy 
Today, Tomorrow and always / forever
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Love you xoxo

Thursday, March 19, 2015

Hi 3-19-15

Good morning

How are you
Hope all is well
I miss you 
I love you

Kaitlin I hope today you have a good field trip
Ms. Diaz was looking forward to it

I assume you have your iPad now
Sorry that you don't have the games on it anymore
But you can be outside and enjoying fresh air and the like

Got to the office this morning logged in and the system crashed
Frustrating as hell 
Oh well
I'll have to wait 90 minutes now for a technician to log me out 
God that's irritating 
Maybe the disks are out space, who knows

Sherry's granddaughter asked me to take pictures with her flat Stanley
They sent it to me - that's nice 
I'm doing that for them!
I hope that you don't mind

I despise coming to the office these days
I hate the people the place everything about it 
The technology is so old 
It's unworkable
The fact that this is the third day this week that the email isn't work is just amazing
Why?
I don't understand 
I hope to God clients don't have these issues
Yesterday the internal network went down
So no phones for 45 minutes 
God 
Oh well
I'm paid to sit around and do nothing now
Lol

What are you learning at school?
I hope that it is interesting.
I always loved school - well mostly 
That's what grandma says
She says Nikki hated it 
That's Nikki used to run out and play hookie 
Lol
That's funny
I did get caught taking a day off once 
I never did it again

I love you 
I miss you 
I wish I were there with you 
I wish I were able to hold you 
To see your smiles everyday 
To wipe away your tears
To take you to school / pick you up and so much more

Remote life isn't life
But it's the best that we can do 
We will get past this soon 
I love you 
Always and forever 
Daddy xoxo
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Wednesday, March 18, 2015

Hi 3-18-15

Hi Sebastian and Kaitlin

How are you both?
I hope all is ok

I sorry that the tests that we had last nigh of were not good
Mom wasn't always the way that she is and she is rightly hateful of me
Mom and I will work out a custody plan together 
If she won't I will go to court
It's that simple
So don't worry about where you'll live when I return.
That's is a far off of situation and one that we will remedy when the time comes

Aunt Sherry will also fight to help
I mistakenly sent Fiona a bit of our text and was made to feel worse
I'm a terrible dad 
We three know this 
But I am trying to be better
To be there for you as best I can when I can given the time difference
We will survive this
We will be stronger
We are strong now
We are awesome and amazing 
You both have endured more than most kids and more than most adults have ever had to endure
So you know that you are strong and positive people

I'm so sorry that I am not there for you in person
I'm sorry that mom took away your games 
Took away your fun
I hope she doesn't take away the iPad and not let you see me with it
But if she does that is what it is and we'll deal with it 

I love you 
I will always fight for you.
I will always be in your corner
Even when I have no family and friends and they have all turned against me I will always be there for you

You have me
You've had me since the second you were born
You will always have me 
I might be there physically right now but I will be there in spirit forever 

How is school?
Are you looking forward to spring break
I'm hoping that mom will let you have some fun
But I won't hold my breath.
Sorry guys
I wish I could take you out for a day again

Palm Springs was awesome 3 spring breaks ago
Wasn't it
So lovely and warm even late at night 
Do you remember telling the car guy what one you wanted 
Both of you knew 
It's good that you knew 
I miss spending time with you 
Taking you to see things and do things 

We'll have time again
It's just going to take time to get time.

I love you 
Always and forever 
Dad xxx
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Tuesday, March 17, 2015

Hi 3-17-15

Hi Sebastian & Kaitlin

How are you?
Hope all is well

Kaitlin your teacher said you are doing a book report 
That's cool
On who?
When?
Awesome baby girl
I hope you picked a good person to write about 

My office email is broken this morning 
I can't get it to open
Fantastic
Just a brilliant start to the day :-( 
It's going to be a very long hard day 

Oh well all good
No one will care 
I certainly won't care if I can't do work
I think I need some time off 
God I hate work these days 
Lol
😎😎

How is school?
Are you excited for spring break
Do you have plans 
I hope you get to do something fun soon
That would be cool
Remember a few years ago we went to Palm Springs
That was a lovely day with bill and Millie
The cars too 😘😘

Didn't we take the Murano?
We went through a Fjord and got it slightly wet right
Cool
Should have taken the Hummer
But mom hated the Hummer 
Undoubted she still hates the Hummer

What do you think of the escalade 
I'd like to get one in my return
I hope I'll be able to do so

I miss you 
I love you 
I wish you were here with me 
Or better I was there with you 

Love always and forever 
Dad xxx
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