Hi 12-1-15

Hi 

Not a great start to the month for me, but I think I'll be ok

I have to have drops in my left eye every hour for the next week and then every two hours, every three, every four etc for the next 6-8 weeks 

I have iritis 

Makes everything very blurry and my eyes and head are very sore

Yuck

I'll be ok

How are you?

I hope you are well

I hope you are having a good time in school

I miss you 

It was horrible all day at the hospital yesterday

Worse I went to the wrong one initially 

Oops

Sat Nav for you 😎😎

Wish I was there to get a hug 

To hold you 

I love you 

With all my heat and soul

Always have and always will

Daddy xoxo

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Hi 11-30-15

Hi

Wow

Almost December

Wow

Who would have thought that the last 11 months would go so quickly

Amazing

Soon December will be done and it will be another year

I hope you had a good time at Pala

Sounds like you did

As you said it's always good to be back in your own bed

I've been sick

Something happened to my eye when I was at the beach on Saturday

Wow

It hurts

Driving in to the office today was a nightmare 

Just can't get my left eye to focus

I've sprayed optitrex on it and hope that will help calm the irritation 

Everything is blurry 

It's horrible

Fortunately my right eye is ok

I will try to see the doctor this morning 

Aunt Sherry is good

She's worried about me 

Naturally 

One of the people in the office. Hazel, she got engaged over the weekend 

That's cool

She's a lovely person

Hope you are well

Hope you are happy and had a great week off school

Miss you 

Love you 

Dad xoxo

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Hi 11-29-15

Hi

How are you?

Hopefully you are enjoying Pala

Or you did.

Are you having fun?

I hope so

I hope you got to swim in the pool 

It always looked so inviting 

Did you get any pictures of yourselves 

I would love to see more of you 

That would be brilliant

It's so windy here today

I think we've got stuff coming off the roof 

That's not so good

The drive way is saturated with water and I'm worried it's going to collapse

It will be the landlords issue 

But could still hurt the car

Yesterday I went to the beach

It was lovely 

Cold and windy but very very good

I think however it gave me a sinus problem

Around 8 last night my left eye started to water 

It's still watering but in the night i couldn't function 

It was that bad

I took some pills and feel better somewhat now

Just in pain 

Hate things to do with my eyes

Everything else I could live without ... Not the eyes

I took some great sea shots and will upload them from the office tomorrow

I will test the link

My friend and one of the clients left her job on Thursday

That's sad

She was lovely and a nice person

We still talk but I guess not as much now

Aunt Sherry is well

She's wrapping things for Christmas and being her usual self

Miss you 

Love you 

Always have and always will

Dad xoxo

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HI 11-28-15

Hi

Hope you are having a good time with Aunt Tina at Pala

That's cool that she's taking you 

Is mom going with you

Or mom getting a short break as well?

Hope she's happy

Are you ok

Are you happy

As happy as you can be without me?

I hope so

I hope you are coping better than I

I have had to have some pills 

Anti depression pills 

Sorry but I just needed some help

They've made me loose a little weight 

Maybe that's why they are happy pills 

Lol

I've been taking the, for 10 days and feel much much calmer 

That's a great thing 

I'm tired though

Omg they are tiring and knock me out 

But again sleep is good 

What are you doing?

Have you had a good break from school

Do you see Shyla? Or Little Tina?

I hope so

They were always so nice

Other mummy said she's sick

What's wrong do you know

I saw some pictures on Facebook 

They all looked happy too

Maybe next year we'll be together again

One hopes and prays 

I miss you 

I love you 

Always have and always will

Daddy xoxo

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Hi 11-27-15

Hi

How are you?

Hope you had a good day yesterday for thanksgiving 

I did get a turkey sandwich 

As close to thanksgiving as one is going to get here 

Lol

Anyway no matter

Next one hoped you we'll be together

Did you go anywhere?

Hope you got out of the house for a little while

I was at work

That's ok though

Went home just got in bed and chilled for a while 

My neck has been hurting

Getting old I guess

😎

Thank you for texting grandma and grandad that's great

Nikki too

They we all excited to hear from you 

😎😎

I miss you

On holidays that is even harder 

I know you feel,the same too

I love you

Always have and always will

Don't forget I've not given up on getting home 

I will be there again someday 

Hopefully sooner rather than later 

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Hi 11-26-15

Happy Thanksgiving

I hope you have a great day today

It's a special day

Time for family and friends

I wish I could be there with you

I wish I could see you and hold you 

I will

Soon

I've applied for an expedited visa to return

We'll see if they let me in

Who knows

It's a game to the us government. 

But it's our lives

We'll be there for one another again soon

I still have great memories 

I have it inscribed in my brain 

4 years ago we headed to the Grand Canyon

Things weren't great with mom and I but it was still a great trip

We all enjoyed it 

Do you remember?

I hope you do

These are memories that keep me going through the dark times

These are the memories that keep me awake and sane

I miss you

I miss every second I'm not there 

I love you 

With all my heart and soul

Always have and always will

Dad xoxo

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Hi 11-25-15

Hello

How are you both

I hope all is well

I hope you are having a fun week off 

What are you doing?

I know Pala soon, unless you are already there

Grandma says hi

She's lonely 

Granddad has gone back to work

Maybe you could text her?

That would be really nice

Thanksgiving tomorrow

England does not have thanksgiving 

It's kind of the day that England lost America

Muppets for losing the worlds biggest super power

Lol

Oh well

Can't be helped

How's mom

I hope she's ok

I hope she's treating you well

I miss you all

Including mom

Aunt Sherry and I are working harder than ever to get me home

We will start filing paperwork and more in the new year

She wants to get married and then we'll be able to show living together

And more

That will help me get home

I've told her to get the costs of this

I miss you

I love you 

Always have and always will

Daddy xoxo

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Hi 11-24-15

Hello

How are you?

Hope you are having fun this week

No school

Awesome

Yesterday snow and ice on the car ❄️❄️

Today rain ☔️☔️

Weird weather in this country

Lol

Aunt Tina said she's taking you to Pala

That's awesome

I hope you gave a great time there 

I know you will

It's a great place

She said that she treats you like her own

That's fantastic

You are blessed to have her 

I miss aunt Tina and the kids as well

I can still remember being in the house with them all 

Where they live how to get there etc 

That's cool

Diana (Yum Yum) lives in the same street

She's sick

She has so,eyeing wrong with her

Fibromyalgia I think

That's an ugly disease 

I was going to try to get a massage this past weekend

But it turns out that the thought is bad enough 

Lol

Next Wednesday 12/2 I will be having coffee with my cousin

That should be nice

Hopefully 

This Wednesday I will have a small thanksgiving pizza dinner

Lol

They dint really do thanksgiving in England 

That's not a surprise 😎

I miss you 

I love you 

Always have and always will

Dad xoxo

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11-23-15

Hi

It was so nice to talk to you yesterday

That's cool 

Love FaceTime with you both

Glad that you've got the studies out Sebastian

Kaitlin I'm hoping you feel better today as well

Asthma was my fault 

Sorry Princess

It will get easier as the asthma goes away as you grow older

Hopefully anyway 

Mine did

Grandma's too

I miss you 

I hope you had a fun Sunday after we stopped talking

Sebastian I hope she didn't beat you up too much and play drums too much on your back

Sounds like fun but also sounds harsh 😎

It's so cold here that even though I drove 35 miles to work the ice is still on the roof of the car

Wow

That's pretty darn cold

Or the Lexus IS well insulated 

I worse a scarf 

I saw Millie and Ben yesterday

They are doing good

😎

I miss you

I love you

Always have and always will

Dad xoxo

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I wish it were ☀️☀️ but it's ❄️❄️

11-22-15

Hello

Hope you had a good Saturday

Hope you managed to do some fun things

Mine was ok

I went to Wimbledon and got a great sandwich

That was the highlight of my day

Lol

It's all good

After that Siobhan who I work with and used to rent a room in her house asked me to come help install the bed frames for her New beds

I did

Once we'd done that she realized that we did it backward and we had to do it again

That was funny

She was quite mad

After that I just came back to my place

This morning (Sunday) I'm going to meet Nikki, Oliver and Annie for coffee / breakfast 

That should be fun and traumatic 

Fiona is upset because we'd said we'd meet and I forgot and I just don't care 

I forgot 

That's life 

I wasn't even supposed to be around this week

I was supposed to be in Yorkshire

Oh well

She will get over it

And if not saves me some ££

I miss you 

I love you 

Always have and always will

I hope you have a great Sunday 

Daddy xoxo

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It's ❄️❄️ here this morning 

A least no ☔️☔️

Hi 11-21-15

Hello

How are you?

I hope all is well

I was dreaming last night of the store

And the fun we used to have together there 

How you used to dance and build forts and so much more

I also remember the arguments with homework 

I wish I could have that time back with you

But it's awesome that I have memories

I hope you still have good memories of me

I still keep in touch with Sandrine 

Remember the owner of Vista Valley School

Where Sebastian you first went

She was a nice lady

Chelsea was nice as well

Sandrine has lost a great deal of weight 

She's on Facebook and she has another baby

I out olive oil drops in my ears last night 

The Dr said I have a lot of wax 

So that softens it 

Hopefully next week I can get my ears cleaned by the nurse and I'll not feel so "odd"

I was going for a bug drive yesterday but I cancelled it

I couldn't handle the journey 

Today I will stay local and hopefully just chill 

Tomorrow maybe the beach 

I hope you have a good day 

I'm thinking I'll apply for a visa to allow me to visit but not stay - that might be quicker and doable in 2016

What do you think? 

Aunt Sherry will also need me to stay and see her 

I'll talk to the office as well and see if I could hold my job open 

I miss you

I love you 

Always have and always will

I'm proud of you as well

Dad xoxo

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Massive rain and sleet 

☔️☔️❄️❄️

Hi 11-20-15

Hello

How are you

I'm ok 

Kinda

Thank you so much for the cards 

They are excellent

It was so nice to get them

Wow

Unexpected 

😘😘❤️❤️😍😍

Grandma and grandad we're excited to see theirs too 😎

I have taken them home and also added them to Facebook

I so proud of you both 

Always 

I so sorry that I can't really be there right now

The government are playing hard

I'll play hard too but it's going to take time 

I miss every second that I am not there with you 

Trust me I'd rather be nowhere else than at your side

I love you 

Always have and always will

Daddy xoxo

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Hi 11-19-15

Hi 

How are you?

Hope you are well

Hope school is ok

I am ok

Strangely enough i ate out last night 

Juicy hamburger with avocado and bacon and cheese

Then I got home and felt so tired it was unreal

Oh well

I've cancelled my weekend plans

I was going on a 700+ mile trip

But I think with the pills the doctor has given me I should cut that down

Life 😎

I miss you so much

I hope that you realize that there's not a second of the day that I don't think about you

I saw the iPad Pro on the weekend 

That's a 12.5" iPad screen

Quite cool tbh

I'd like one

Not sure what the reason is but I do like it 

Lol

I'm a gadget guy i know

I not getting one by the way 

Just looking 

Love you 

Always have and always will

Dad xoxo

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Hi 11-18-15

Hi Sebastian and Kaitlin

1/2 way thought the week

Happy hump day

Grandma is in hospital today

She's having angioplasty surgery

That's her heart

It's genetic

Likely we have it too

But it's a lifetime of worry away for us 😀

How are you?

Hopefully all is fine

Hopefully school is good

Are you doing well

Are you still enjoying school

I hope so

I miss you

It's really hard now

I don't know how much longer this will be 

But each day is worse and worse for me

I have started to take the antidepressant 

The doctor prescribed me cellexa - it's ok

It's anti depressant and and anti anxiety

So should help

She said it will take weeks to kick in and I'll feel worse before I feel better 

Joy

Love you

Always have and always will

Daddy xoxo

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Hi 11-17-15

Hi

Hope you are well

I am ok

I saw the Dr yesterday 

She was a nice woman

She gave me some pills to stop making me feel sad

Plus some ear drops 

I have to soften the wax

She was surprised I could even hear!

Oops

I clean them all the time 

Don't know what happened tbh

I was talking to Marc at the office last night 

He said that I should just come to Mexico now

Tell sherry that that's the plan and not worry

Take the chance

I'm considering it 

Overnight (mine) Sherry has found some information on K visa's

That could be something worth looking at 

Hopefully 

That's where I can come back and then adjust my status after getting married

We'll see how that pans out with the attorney and what he says 

He's said he's going to answer today 

I miss you 

So much 

I love you

Always have and always will

Forever & ever

Daddy xoxo

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Hi 11-16-15

Thank you for the pictures today

They were so cool

Glad that you are having fun

I told Aunt Tina and Other Mummy what the attorney said

That's not good news

But you are in good hands with them

That's good

I expect mom is jubilant that I can't come back for a while longer 

Sorry

😢

Aunt Sherry is mad at me now as well

She's only interested in herself and will use whatever she can to make life worse

She's a mean woman at times and I'd thought I'd be able to love her

Turns out no one will

She's going to make life hell for a while 

Good for her 

But eventually it will stop

I'm sick and  tired of fighting
Eventually I hope it will be less and less 

Oh well 

Never mind

I have a doctor appointment today

I'm going to see him about my ear, depression and more 

Hopefully he'll help

I miss you 

I love you 

Always have and always will 

Dad xoxo

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Hi 11-15-15 - Attorney news - Texted ro SnK and J

Hi Sebastian & Kaitlin

Daddy had some bad news today about coming home
The attorney doesn't think I'll be coming home early and I'll have to wait at least until 2017
Even then there is no guarantee

It's hard news to take and very hard for me to tell you but I think it right you know where we are and what's happening

You are both strong
You are both amazing
There is nothing that will ever take away our love of one another

It's only an ocean between us:
Maybe I can one day come to Mexico and perhaps mom will let you come visit me.

Only perhaps
Mom & I will need to work on this and plan it - we will discuss it further in early 2016

I miss yo bro much it hurts
I love you with all my heart
Always have and always will
Daddy xoxo

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Hi 11-15-15

Hi Sebastian and Kaitlin

How are you both

I hope all is well

I hope you had a great day yesterday

Mine was awesome

It was wet and cold but I did get some really great pictures for you

They are awesome

Aunt Sherry and I are fighting 

I've told her I don't want to spend Christmas with her here

I just can't do it 

However this morning I've had very bad news from the attorney

I suspect that this will end very badly for Sherry and I.

Never mind

It's life

It's kinda over 

The attorney had said that the chances of winning the petition to return to the USA are slim to none

That's something that I will now need to wait on

That's something that categorically means I can't come home for another few years

I'm 1/2 way through the exile here - not sure that I'll make it all the way

I'll discuss this with you further 

I'll see what we can do about me living in Mexico and trying to be in the same time zone as yourself 

I miss you so much

I can't stay in England and just rot 

I have to do something to be with you 

Love you 

Always have and always will 

Daddy xoxo

Ps

Britney sent me a text 

It's their boundary and she's received the card we sent 😃

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I really feel

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Hi 11-14-15

Hi

Hope you are well

Hope your parent conferences went well

I heard from K's teacher

Wow

You did great princess 

That's amazing

Waiting in hearing from your teachers Sebastian

But I'm sure you did great too

I'm going to the beach today 

I need to see the ocean

It's necessary for me 😎

Might indulge in a cheese sandwich with Starbucks too 😎

Aunt Tina told me that you were having the conferences 

Wish I knew that stuff before hand 

But that's ok 

You're busy with life 

I miss you 

Really badly 

I had dreams about us being in the store 

That was cool 

Way cool

With Erik there as well

That was great dreams

Love you

Always have and always will

Dad xoxo

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Hi 11-13-15

Hi

Happy Fri 13th

Lol

Hope you are well

Hope you have a good night

Did you have a good day today

How was school

How was home 

Is mom ok?

Hope so

Miss you 

Miss mom too

I hope that life without me isn't too bad

I know we are trying to get closer

Aunt Sherry and I are still working together on this

Although sometimes she and I fight 

But that's what life is for when you are a couple

You fight 

Oh well

We'll get over it

Aunt Sherry wants to be here over Christmas 

I guess that's fine

I will have to be fake and smile more 

That's what she'll want 

It's all good

After Christmas likely she and I will get married

That's good it will help with us getting back to America

😎

Going to the dr on Monday

Scary 

Lol 

It will be fine

I have a couple of things to discuss with the Dr

So that's cool

I miss you 

I know it's hard for you too

Really I do understand 

I wish none of this happened 

It did and I can't take it back 

But I will try to fix it 

Sorry 

I will always be sorry

I hope you will forgive me 

One day

Love you 

Always have and always will

Dad xxx

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