Hi 9-1-14

Good morning 

Happy Labor Day 

Hope you are well

Hope that you have a good day today

It's always nice to have a long weekend 

I wish I did 

Mind you I did last week

So that's fair

Weird the alarm just went off

I thought it was sherry calling me

I answered the phone 

Duh :-(

Lol

What are your plans for today 

What have you done this weekend 

I hope you have had a great weekend 

It was very nice to get texts from you

They mean so much to me

They make the day worthwhile

Yesterday and most of last week was for some reason harder than usual

I don't know why 

It just was 

I felt so sad

I've been feeling sad for a while 

But this is terrible 

Just so much worse

I even thought about bad stuff

I think I'm starting to come out of it now

But still it's been hard

I will try harder 

Netflix last night stopped working 

Both versions that I gave 

The USA and the uk one on the laptop

Yet on the iPad the uk one works fine 

So strange 

I hate technology sometimes 

Lol

Ok I hate it most of the time 

Best get ready for work

Love you 

Miss you 

Wish I were there to hold you to watch you get bigger

To steer you in a way that I think you should go

One day 

Hopefully sooner than later 

Daddy 

Today, tomorrow and forever xxx ❤️❤️😘😍

Hi 8-31-14

Good morning 

How are you both 

Inhale that you liked the pictures from yesterday

It was a nice day at the beach 

In so much it didn't rain!

Lol

It was so cold 

Wow

Like 50 degrees 

But I went anyway

Can't be inside on the weekend 

I have an air show that I am going to go to today 

You have a three day weekend 

That's cool

That's awesome really 

Very happy for you with that 

I hope that you have a good Labor Day

Ryland (Aunt Linda's son) ran away today 

I've been talking to Linda a lot 

She's ok but that's hard 

She's just texted me 

He's back 

Thank God

The Police wee looking for him 

So they are going to come and have a chat with him now 

He's not really in trouble as they are glad he's ok

But they will discuss it with him.

Sitting on my bed wishing I were with you

Do you remember waking up Sunday morning to a carls jr or similar 

I wish I could get that for you 

Not that I eat that kind of food anymore 

Well I do eat it occasionally 

Rarely 

There's no Carls jr in England 

I'd go there

McD and Burger King aren't the same though 

Plus I was never a big fan of those anyway 

Prefer Carls

Lol 😎😎

Have you been recently?

Wow

I even remember that Tina liked it 

Yesterday I was terrible with food

I didn't eat all day 

Just drank a rock star and a monster drink.

When I returned home I had some salmon and spinach 

But I should have eaten more 

I just couldn't face food 

I was so apathetic 

I've been hurting mentally 

The anguish of not being with my children and helping you grow up is sometimes to hard to comprehend 

It makes me feel sick with worry and dread 

I know that there's nothing we can do yet but God that is killing me 

More news 

I am likely to delay the filing of paperwork to apply to return until after the Judge in San Diego makes a decision as to whether or not she'll allow me to expunge my case 

That means that she will set aside the felony and allow me it proceed as before 

That could be a very good thing 

She's got 90 days 

So I will delay filing with immigration until I know the outcome 

I talked this through with Sherry as well

That also means ill likely delay the part of my return to Mexico by 90 or so days

Sorry

But it could mean that I get back to San Diego faster which is the ultimate goal.

I miss you so much 

I love you with all my heart 

I wish I was there with you 

I wish I could hold your hand 

See you smile 

Help you with homework 

And be a daddy that I always wanted to be 

Love always and forever 

Daddy xoxo 😍😘❤️🇺🇸👣

8-30-14

Good morning Sebastian and Kaitlin

How are you?

Hope all is well

Hope you've had a good week at school and learned lots of things 

My week was ok

Monday I was off 

But Tuesday thru Friday I was at the office 

It's horrible to be there all the time 

Hate it 

The people are just so vile

Anyway that's life in an office

I hope that you never really have to experience that rubbish style 

I'd worked with John to avoid that 

I might work with John again also

He wants it have a European office set up

If he can pay me I can do that :-)

No money and no way to do it 

It's not free 

I've given away so much and gotten nothing back from so many 

He's not getting more freely 

Life here is hard 

It would be easier if you were with me 

Alas that is not going to be the case 

Mom will never allow it 

She won't even allow you to come visit me in Mexico if I get there 

I might stay in London a little longer and get some more money b4 Sherry and I move to Mexico

We"ll see what happens

I'm going to go to a beach today 

But coffee first 

I still love Starbucks and it is one of the few things that I can afford 

It makes me happy 

Been using the iPad Air this week 

I love it 

It's so mud bigger than the iPhone and the iPad mini 

It great 

I wish I'd gotten one a long time ago

I can totally see the benefit 

It still spells like crap though 

Lol

I miss you 

I love you 

Have a great Labor Day weekend 

Love and kisses forever 

Daddy xoxo 

Hi 8-29-14

Good morning my children

How are you?

I hope that you are ok

I had a bad dream last night 

It's ok now

But it made me have sweats 

Yuck

Such is life 

Tonight I hope will be better 

Should be 

It's friday ;-)

I can't wait to come home tonight 

I am so sick of work

Oh well

It's all good

I have to make the most of it 

Nikki is heading home tonight 

She's on a ferry tonight 

She's returning 3 days early from France 

They say that they weather is going to be real bad for the crossing this weekend 

So she's coming back early 

Odd

I'd have come back later 

But maybe Oliver has school

I'm not sure 

Sherry sent me some cowboy boots 

Wow

They are so nice 

Tight though

But I think over time that they will get loose 

I hope so

They look good that's for sure 

And smell awesome 

The leather is so soft 

You'd love them 

I look like a Mexican with no hat though !! :-)

You said that school is going great 

That's good 

How's everything else

Are you making new friends 

Are you having a good time 

Do you have plans for Labor Day weekend 

Sherry I think is going to Texas this weekend or next 

Or maybe Donald is common to Oregon now

It's so confusing at times 

Donald and Paul got a new truck

Looks nice 

A gmc Sierra 

Will help them tow boats and things 

Last week they were looking at a range rover 

Yet they bought a gmc

Hmmm ...

Ben and Amelia May went swimming with dolphins 

Then Fiona and Ben went snorkeling 

They have enjoyed the last several days in Florida 

Which is great 

Hope that they have really enjoyed the entire time 

That is even better 

I miss you 

I love you 

I have applied to have my record expunged in America

That will help me trying to get back 

I think 

I have to wait 3 months at least to hear back 

That's going to be a long time

Hopefully that will allow me to return 

That and getting married to aunt sherry :-)

Love always and forever 

Daddy xoxo

Hi 8-28-14

Good morning Sebastian and Kaitlin

How are you?

How was school

Are you having fun in school?

I hope so

I decided that I got up too early the last few months 

I've been getting to work by 7

Now I'm aiming to get there by 715/720

I know not much of a change 

But enough 

I do to get any thanks being at the office early

Just extra work

So to hell with that 

It's totally not worth it 

Lol

I get up at 550: and leave the apartment by 630 if I can

Sometimes I'll be later 

I don't really care anymore 

Are you still getting up at 6am?

That's early for you guys too

But that's school 

School starts very early there compared to the 815 start here 

Always thought that odd 

Both end at the same time roughly I think 

Does Aunt Tina pick you up still?

I hope so

I hope you get to have fun some afternoons

How's the homework 

You still have lots and lots?

I miss you both so much

I love you with all my heart 

Hopefully today is a better day for me 

Yesterday was quite strange 

Started off with ripping my shirt and then things just went downhill at work very quickly too

Oh well

Thee has to be bad days to appreciate the good ones right?

Love you always and forever 

Daddy xoxo

Hi 8-27-14

Good morning Sebastian and Kaitlin

How are you?

Did you have a good Tuesday 

I hope so

Mine was ok

Aunt sherry sent me the iPad Air

She'd managed to really mess it up

I've fixed it 

Took 6 hours to get it right 

Wow

Anyway it's all good now

I'm going to keep it a while

It's takes getting used to 

The screen is so much bigger than the mini

The key board is so much larger 

Anyway it's a good thing 

Faster than the mini - as fast as the iPhone I have 

That's nice 

Just to get used to it will take a while

Especially now as it has to relearn spelling etc 

Lol

That could just be me of course 😎

How is school?

I hope it's going well

I did text Stephanie and Tammy yesterday 

They replied that was very nice 

I really liked it 

Miss them as well.

Work was ok

Frustrating but ok

Was supposed to get the car serviced today but that's been pushed back a week

I did 715 miles this weekend 

That's a lot 

Lol

Good job I like to drive right?

Do you still like cars

Do you still enjoy going for a ride

Do you even get to go for a ride anymore?

I hope you do

Lots of love 

Always and forever 

Daddy xoxo

Hi 8-26-14

Good morning 

How are you both

I am ok

I just woke up

I really am not looking forward to work today 

Yuck

But that's the ya that I have to go 

Lol

Just the thought is hellish

Oh well 

It's just work

It will be over soon

I sent some documents into the office of the public defender yesterday 

Hopefully they will send me a file back saying that the judge will expunge the felonies 

If that happens then I will be a step closer to returning to America

It will mean that I won't have to declare the felonies to potential employers 

Except in certain circumstances 

That could make life much much easier in the future 

It will also mean that you won't have to tell anyone that it happened

It's a start 

I hope that you're Monday was a good one 

Mine was ok

I spent most of it in the car on the freeway

There was an accident and that kicked the freeway into a standstill 

What should have taken 45 minutes took 4 hours 

Oh well 

That's life 

I did find Taco Bell though 

So that's a good start :-)

I'll go back there too 

Not this week as I just ate the quesadilla and burrito maybe next month one Wednesday afternoon

I did pick up some stuff on my travels 

So that's good 

I got you stuff from different places that I went to

I miss you

I love you 

I hope you have a good day

Love always 

Daddy xoxo

Hi 8-25-14

Hi Sebastian and Kaitlin

How are you?

How was your day!?

I hope you had a good Sunday 

Mine was good I was with cars!

American ones

Even better 

It was a great day the 

Really had a good time

I received an email from your teacher Sebastian

That's nice that you took the British Wallet to school

That means a great deal to me

Wow

Loved it 

Think I'll cut this one shot and go out for the day today 

It's a holiday here 

Late summer (that's a joke) bank holiday 

Pouring rain

I'm back at 28 later 

Which is great stuff 

Andy's cats are like children 

Constantly following you 

Can't even use the bathroom

Lol

Found one of them I the wash band basin

Then the same one later was in the bath

Wow

Last night that one (Logan) woke me up

He wanted to be petted 

So he bit my hand 

Seriously !!

I miss you 

I love you 

I wish you were here with me 

Lots of love always 

Daddy xoxo 

Hi 8-24-14

Good morning 

Happy Sunday

Hope you are well

I am ok

Yesterday I went to four major beach cities

Dover

St Margaret's 

Sandwich (yep there is a place Called sandwich)

Broadstairs

The last was the best beach so far in England.

I love it the 

Wow

It was awesome so many good pictures 

I hope that you like them

I shared via iMessage the link

How was your day 

What did you do?

Did you get to go anywhere?

I'm up earlier than I wanted for. Sunday today as I'm going to go to a car show 

It's 2 hours away 

Usually they are closer

But it's a bank holiday weekend so I should be good 

I have to leave earlier for that 

I hope that you get to do some fun stuff this weekend 

Tomorrow I hope I get a lie in

That will be nice 

Very nice 

I need it 

Andy's cats are noisy and want food at 6am

Yuck 

But tomorrow is the last day on my own

That's fine 

I don't mind 

It's actually nice 

Next week Siobhan is away 

So I'll have the house to myself there as well

That's always nice 

It means that I will be able to eat without having to watch her make a huge mess

I love you 

I miss you 

I wish I were with you 

Love always 

Dad xoxo

Hi 8-23-14

Hi Sebastian and Kaitlin

How are you 

Hope that you are ok

It was very good to see you tonight 

Glad that I could fix the iPad for you 

It was good to see Nhu and Ma too

Glad that they are happy to speak to me

That means a lot 

Hope that you enjoyed the rest of the day 

I know that I enjoyed the rest of my dreams

Lol

I am cat sitting this weekend 

So at Andy's place

Omg they are noisy creatures 

Plus the traffic here is horrendous 

But it is all good 

It's like having my own place 

I like it 

I might get Nikki's apartment later this year 

Sherry will share with me I hope

She's coming over in a few months to stay 

.

I think as it is a Saturday I will head to the coast 

Surprise 

Surprise

Lol

I loved being at Brighton yesterday 

BUT there was no sand 

I miss the sand 

I wish I'd been on the sand like in Oceanside

If it is too busy I will go to a castle or museum 

I always like those too 

But it's not raining 

Which considering the rain we had yesterday is pretty darn amazing

I love you 

I hope that you are ok

I hope that you have a good day today 

Enjoy the weekend 

Again as always it was very nice to hear from you and see you 

Love 

Today tomorrow and forever 

Daddy xoxo

Hi 8-22-14

Good morning Sebastian and Kaitlin

How are you - I hope that you are ok

I hope school is going well

I herd back from K's teacher 

She's happy to email me

I haven't heard back from your teacher though Sebastian 

That's weird 

But she's likely very busy with the new school year 

I also heard from Mary Ann - Sami's mom 

Do you remember her?

Anyway she's asked me to help Tara and assist with words to get her free from jail

I have declined 

I am not lying for Tara

I have no intention of putting any time or money toward that 

My time and  money go toward getting to Mexico 

What little money i have for that 

I am quite pissed that Mary Ann or T think it right to involve me again 

It cost me you both last time they involved me 

I had today off work and planned to remain in bed 

That was a stupid idea 

Darn it 

Up still at the butt crack of dawn 

Lol

I wish that I could sleep 

All night long with no hassle 

That would be bliss 

Alas no way that will happen

Oh well

It's the way that it goes 

Part of the punishment for being here 

I really miss you 

I love you with all my heart 

I wish I could just snap my fingers and get back there to be with you

I hope that you will want me to be there with you 

Aunt Sherry and I will try to start a life together in 2015 

Hopefully in Mexico by mid-year

That will be nice as we'll be on the same time zone 

I love you 

Daddy forever xoxo 

Hi August 21 2014

Good morning Sebastian and Kaitlin

I sent emails to your teachers they have not responded 

But at least they know that you have a father

They also,know that I am in England

I emailed and received a reply from Mrs Mortin however

She thinks that you are both awesome 

Yesterday I also emailed Nhu

She's doing well

The store is slow though 

But the kids are good

I have texted Dave (Tara's husband) and inquired about Kate & Hays

They are fine

I had dinner with mom and dad last night

They are always eager to hear from you 

Which is good 

They had a nice meal with me 

Which is also good

Glad that you got the stuff I mailed

I was starting to get worried that it had got lost in the mail 

How is school 

Is it great 

Are you making new friends 

Seeing old friends 

Your 1/2 day is a Monday now right?

That's odd

But cool 

At least you still get one right ?

I hope all is well

I hope everything is going great for you 

I really miss you 

This week is hard work

Going back to school and I want to be with you 

Just makes me miss you more and more 

I love you so much 

Love always 

Daddy forever xoxo

Hi 8-20-14

Good morning

How are you?

Hope you are ok

It was good to text you last night

Glad that you are ok in school

Thanks for the name if your ted her Sebastian 

I'll send her an email and introduce myself 

That way she knows that you have a dad and that he cares 

I hope that is ok

I really miss being next to you

I miss being there for you 

I miss that people, think you don't have a dad 

That's not good 

I think it's important that people know you have a dad 

That's very important to me 

Anyway I hope it is ok that I tell Ms Navara that you are my son 

Perhaps that way this year I'll get report cards and the like 

Hopefully on Friday I will have paid restitution off 

Tarts $12.109 that I will have paid 

Then I will start on making bigger payments to the credit cards 

Then finally mom will allow you to come visit me 

Maybe 

I had to pay of the restitution first as that could allow me back 

Even if it is just a visit 

I miss you so much

MaryAnn thinks that I feel sorry for myself being trapped here 

But that's fine 

She's got no idea 

She thinks that I am relying on people too much 

Again what she thinks is of no consequence 

It's just a shame that she feels that way 

She's going to cause me issues with things 

But that's life 

I'm thinking that when Nikki's apartment comes up for rent that I might move in there 

It's a little more expensive 

But 

It means that sherry and I will be able to live there 

She's gong to have to have to help pay the apartment rent 

As I don't think I'll be able to

But that's life 

Well see 

If not well need a place anyway 

It's only a year at most I hope 

Just want to get on with life and try to get it better 

Try to make something and try to get to Mexico

Once I am in Mexico I can visit you (well you could likely come there)

I miss you so much 

I love you with all my heart 

You are the reason I wake up in the mornings 

I can't wait to be with you 

I wish I was able to hold you and see your smiling faces 

Do you want to FaceTime sometime?

We could talk and see one another 

Anytime to FaceTime is good for me 

Love always and forever 

Enjoy school 

You're the best kids a dad could ever hope for 

Daddy forever xoxo

Hi 8-19-14

Hood morning 

How are you?

How was the first day of school?

Was it good

Are your teachers cool

What are the teachers names?

What are your room numbers 

Or do you have all different rooms and teachers now?

Did you make new friends 

Meet up with older friends p?

I truly hope that you had a good day 

I hope all goes well this year in school 

I hope that you maintain the great grades that you had last year

No matter what and how well you do

I am always proud to call you my children 

You are all that matter to me 

You are everything that matters 

I will always be your daddy 

I will always want only the best for you 

I hope one day that I will be able to show you that 

I really and truly mean it when I say that there is never a day that I am not proud yo say that you are my children

Nothing else matters to be honest 

I wish I had a couple of pictures of your first day

But if you didn't send or didn't take any that's ok

It's just that I miss you coz I'm not there and pictures make things easier 

I love you 

From the second you were born I loved you 

You are all that I ever wanted in life 

Love you 

Daddy forever xoxo