Hi 8-8-14

Hi Sebastian & Kaitlin

Thank you so much for the pictures 

It is amazing to watch you grow up via the pictures 

I know it's not the same as being there with you but it brings me a connection 

That's what I needed

That's what keeps me going through the day

I love to see you 

I can't wait to hold you 

I can't wait to be next to you 

To take you shopping and so much more 

Even basic stuff like that

Do you remember going to Kohls with me 

Stuff like that?

How I miss Target 

Or Ralph's etc 

God I miss all that 

I have dreams of the store occasionally 

Do you remember dancing in there

Eating the Lunchables and so much more

Playing with the Lego

Building the Lego Ferrari set 

Stuff like that?

I do

It amazes me that we did so much in such a short space of time

Like wow

That's amazing 

Who'd have thought that 

I miss you being my shadow

I miss Starbucks with you 

I miss taking you to see uncle Bill or uncle John

Those ewe fun days 

Do you remember the last thing we did together?

Going to see Uncle Bill near Palm Springs 

That was a nice day 

Wow

Loved it 

I love you so much 

I miss you every single day 

You are everything to me 

Just because I am far away for now doesn't mean that my want and need to be with you has changed in any way 

I love you with all my heart 

You will always be my only children

I could and would never replace you ever

You are all I need and want for the rest of my life 

I will spend the rest of my life trying to get back 

Trying to see you l

Trying to be with you 

It's all I ever want.

Love you always 

Daddy 

Today tomorrow and forever xxx