Hello 8-14-14

Good morning Sebastian and Kaitlin

How are you 

Only a few more days of vacation left 

Wow

That's exciting and sad

Exciting to start a new school year sad that the summer vacation is over 

How was playing with Kelly 

Did you have a good time Kaitlin?

I hope so

How is everything 

Is mom still threatening to drop you off at coco's?

I hope that you are being good and that mom doesn't need to make that threat

I worry about you both all the time

I miss you so much 

I miss being able to stand up for you to be there for you 

I know I messed up and if was forced to leave and one day you'll be able to understand and hopefully forgive me 

I had a 1/2 day from the office yesterday - kinda

I wasn't there but I did work

Anyway I also got a manicure 

It felt so good 

Shame that is the only human contact I have 

Oh well when Sherry comes here I'll have some to hold my hand 

I replaced the door mirror on the car on Monday night but yesterday it came off 

I bright glue temporarily but then swing by dad's he has something that stuck it back better 

:-) 

It should I hope be fixed now 

If not I will get a cable tie and just keep it in that way 

Don't want to tell dad if it falls off 

He'll feel bad 

Hopefully work will be ok today 

I have meetings and more meetings 

I really don't care about work anymore 

It is depressing to think that once a long time ago I loved work - I loved being in the store with you and building forts and playing - those were and likely always will be the best days of my life 

I love you 

I miss you 

Forever your daddy xoxo