7-31-15

Hi

Logan's you for the pictures 

You and the T's look awesome

Hella cool

I've missed you and them

It's awesome to get new pictures

Really

Thank you

That made up for a very shit week

I installed windows 10 on my laptop

Yuck

It broke so many things 

iTunes still doesn't work

Taking it off and hoping to reinstall it soon

Without iTunes it's a nightmare for me with the iPad and iPhone

I use them for more than text and email 

Oh well

What will be will be 

I upset Fiona 

That's great

I always forget that I am not allowed to speak unless it's pre-authorized and agreed

She, your mom and Sherry are all equally the same 

Never mind eh

Yesterday Sherry said that I needed to pick between her and you 

She lost

Dumbass

Her loss

Never mind.

We will survive for sure

I miss you 

I hurts that I miss you so much 

I love you with all my heart and soul

Love you forever and more

Dad xoxo

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Hi 7-30-15

Hi 

Good morning 

How are you?

Thank you for the texts yesterday 

It's always so cool to hear from you 

I live for those moments

It was also cool to see Stephanie 

She's growing so big

Wow

I shad those pictures with grandma and Aunt Nikki as well

They also said she's growing big

Aunt Nikki is taking Grandma to the beach today 

That's cool

When I ask Grandma if she wants to do anything she's always too tired

But it always after work as well

So I understand

Granddad wants to go to the top of another building in London

I can't do that in August, but maybe September

Cool huh?

I'll take some good pix for you

Aunt Sherry wants to come to England

That's cool

I've said that she can do whatever 

I said that we'll get a refund on the attorney and save money for her being here

Everyday she's talking about saving money and now she wants to spend $10,000 on being in this hellhole 

Good for her

She has the money

That's what matters 

I have been to a chiropractor the last two nights 

They have hurt me

They have also said that I sit incorrectly and need to adjust my posture

They also said that last 2 discs are fused together and that's inoperable 

Oh well

Life 

I can't change that 

But they can change my neck if possible 

I love you 

I miss you 

I had the old style Starbucks drink that Tina and I used to have 

That was so delicious 

I posted it on Facebook 

I like your new Facebook profile picture 

Awesome 

I miss you so much

I love you with all my heart 

Dad xoxo 

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Hi 7-29-15

Hello and good morning

How are you?

Hope all is well

Hope your summer vacation is going well

I miss you

I miss "us" 

I wish I could be there to help you, to see you, to take you places 

I hope soon I can be

I hope you will forgive me for being away all this time

But I've had no choice

It's what happened and I'm fighting what happened 

It's hard work though 

I had a Starbucks today like Tina and I used to get

Omg

Delicious

Memories in a cup

Triple espresso with 2 pump white mocha over ice with 1/2 and 1/2 

I had to use cream instead of 1/2 and 1/2 as that's not sold here 

Delicious

A great breakfast 

But of a shock to be honest that it tasted that great

The Starbucks ladies were quite surprised 

They also wanted to try it 

Good for them

Lol

They liked it

Work is ok

Well as far as work goes

Hopefully Sherry won't be obnoxious today

God I need a break 

Life 😎😎

What have you been doing?

Anything interesting 

I went to the chiropractor last night

Bad news on some of my spine

It's irreversible damage

Oh well

Again, life 

Can't fix that 

Can only move forward 

Another appointment tonight 

I love you 

I miss you 

With all my heart and soul

Daddy forever

Live always and to infinity 

Xxx

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Hi 7-28-15

Good morning

Happy Tuesday

Hope you had a good Monday

I considered getting Starbucks on the way to work

But let that thought go

I'd love what Tina and I used to get

Maybe she gets it still

Hope she does

Hopefully soon the California attorney will send the Oregon immigration attorney the records that he has for me - he's slacking 

I wonder if he is mad that he had to do that extra day?

Weird

Anyway we can hope and pray 

Hopefully get there this week

The attorney in Oregon (immigration) is called Yaschar 

Weird name

But he's sounded great so far

The attorney in California is called Anthony

Mom met him

He's a nice man too

I'm trying to get home 

But it's a long road

An arduous one as well

Sherry is fraught with demands as well now 

I fear that she'll be a pain in the butt 

But that's life

My eyes are hurting again

Stress

Worry

Anxiety

It's all in me

Bummer 😢

I need to relax and chill

It's a lot harder than I thought

Have you seen other mummy?

Have you been anywhere recently

Have you had a fun vacation?

I hope you are ok

I hope you are having fun

I hope you are doing some stuff with mom

Exploring and more

I miss you 

I love you 

I wish I could hold you 

I wish I could talk to you 

Life is more than wishes

Soon we'll be able to talk and hold each other again

Love you xoxo

Miss you 

Dad xxx

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7-27-15 (7-25 and 7-26 as well)

Good morning

Sorry I didn't write in the weekend

I went away in Friday and forgot the iPad

Life

How are you?

Good that you texted me

That was awesome

Even a single text is cool

Glad that you liked the medieval helmet 

That was way cool

I loved that 

I was impressed that I managed to get that on

Wow

It was like 20 pounds at least 

I can't imagine having that on all the time

Seriously wow

The weekend was a good

Saw some amazing things

Went on a long boat into a lock on a canal

The renters of the boat were happy to invite people on board

That was cool

I got a great video

I enjoyed it anyway 

I'm sure that Sherry will be pissed off seeing it

She'll assume that I was with the group

Nope

Nothing to do with them at all

She assumed that I was with friends for the helmet shot

Nope

Was alone

But the tour guide / clerk of the place took my picture for me

It's rained pretty much the entire weekend 

Saturday was lively

Friday and Sunday and again today are wet

☔️☔️☔️

It's all good

I don't really care

I don't want to be at work

I kinda hate it now

Siobhan is a war lord here 

She's on the war path 

That's oK

I just have had a enough

I sure that she'll be up and down to me and making life hell

Not my issue tbh

I will try hard to not care 

I miss you

I love you 

I wish I were there with you 

How's Aunt Tina

She doing ok after surgery?

Hopefully

Is mom ok?

She doing ok with you guys?

She happy?

I hope she's ok

I miss her too at times

But she and I aren't meant to be

Love always and forever 

Daddy xoxo

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Hi 7-24-15

Good morning 

Hope you are ok

Hope you are having fun

I am ok

Spoke with immigration last night 

They can't find my application

That's $585 wasted

Darn

I will have the attorney refile

It's likely better that way

He's looking at whether or not I can ever come back anyway

If no

I will go to Mexico

I don't want to stay in London

If yes

I'll be home as soon as I can be

Sherry wants to be with me and I with her.

So that's a great bonus 

I miss you 

😢

It's hard without you 

Sometimes I just get so sad

I love you

❤️❤️

I hope soon we'll get to hold one another

Be with one another and have a good time

It's what I live for

I am off work today

I needed a break

So having a three day weekend

A rare one

I hope you have a good day

When do you return to school?

You should have most of a month left I think

Hope Aunt Tina is well

Love forever 

Daddy xoxo

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Hi 7-23-15

Hi

The tent at the house looks great

Thank you for sharing that with me

Glad that you are having fun with mom 

That's awesome

Strange that almost everything is in exactly the same place as it was when I was taken

Wow

The living room looks awesome 

I miss that house

I miss you more 

I looked as Sherry was under the impression that you didn't text 

So in June and July I got texts from you 12 times

That's cool

I didn't think so many to be honest

So thrilled I'm wrong

😘😘

I miss you 

I want so much to hold you 

To be there 

To help you

To watch you grow

I need you 

You are both all that matter in my life

Nothing else comes close

I went to Paul's house last night

He's the coworker with the crazy go-kart car 

He'd left something here so I dropped it off for him

He's got a nice home

Good for him

He's come a long way in a short while

That's awesome 

Today is my Friday

I am off tomorrow 

Thank fully 

I need a break

I'm going to see some friends and chill

I'll take pictures of course

I love you 

I wish I could be with you

It's what I pray for

But I don't like wasting Gods time asking for things 

I hope he knows it's what I need and what you need

Hopefully when I come home mom will let me see you

I hope she won't be that bitter that she will hurt you more

Love always and forever 

Dad xoxo

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Hi 7-22-15

Hi

How are you?

Thanks for your texts 

I'm glad that you got your gifts 

That's awesome

I hope you like them 

I hope the chocolate is good

I miss you

I know that I tell you this every day but it never changes

I miss you

I will always miss you 

Until I get to see you again I will miss you forever 

I can't wait to hold you 

To hear your voices

To be with you in the same room

It will be strange at first 

But it will be ok

I think mom will let you see me when I get home

Or at least I hope she will

If she doesn't well I will fight for you 

I will win. 

I will go to court and show how much malice she has toward you and I 

That should be enough

Sherry will be there to help 

That's great

We'll need help

I'm never prepared to let you go

I did think once that she telling you I died in jail would have been better 

But I glad that I didn't do that and I am very happy she didn't do that either

She did visit me in jail more than once 

That was 3 years ago now

But those loving days are passed

She hates me

She will always hate me

She thinks that Tara and I had some relationship 

Well we didn't 

I'd never have had a relationship with Tara

It was just work and friendship 

That's all

Then mom also thought that I had a thing for Tina

So weird 

But I hope she's happy now

I hope she finds someone to give her what she wants - money 

I hope and pray that you are ok every day and that you have a great life 

Even without me

I wish I could be there 

I wish I could see you play 

I wish I could be the father that I was 

Love always and forever 

Dad xoxo 

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Hi 7-21-15

Hi 

Hope you are both well

Did you sleep good

Have you had a good day 

Are you staying at Aunt Tina's in the tents still?

Sounds awesome

Hope you didn't let the rain spoil your fun

It doesn't spoil mine

Lol

Here you get now choice

It's ☔️ and ❄️ almost all the time

Although today coming to the office it was ☀️

Very rare.

No clouds

Could be a San Diego day

Lol

I miss those

The office systems all went haywire last night

So been up a while

Hard work to do everything 

Oh well

It will be ok

It always is

No one will die because our server was slow

The immigration department is being a pain 

They won't release any information 

Wow

It looks like they've lost my application to return

That's brilliant

Cashed the check

Deleted the file

Sounds great

Sherry's son is calling them - he might get to call again today

If not we'll need to write to to them and see what's happened

Awaiting the attorney to tell me some stuff

It might be a case that I will need to remain in Mexico forever

I hope not but if so at least I'll be closer to you 

I miss you 

I love you

I wish you and I were together

Being apart sux

It's so hard

I hope you are ok

I wish I could hear from you more often

Love always and forever 

Dad xoxo

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Hi 7-20-15

Good morning

How are you both

Hope all is well

I am ok

Well kinda 

Lol

I miss you

I love you

Dreamed about us last night

That was good

We were in the escalade and must have just come from school

You wanted to go to the park

That was nice

I hope that you sometimes dream of me

I'm uploading the weekends pix for you 

Hope you like the cars 😎

I did

I also enjoyed the walk and the weekend as a whole

Next weekend I am away

That's nice too 

What have you been doing?

How's the tent sleeping going with Aunt Tina

I hope you are having fun

Sounds awesome

My eyes and hands aren't working together this morning

Strange

But it's very hard to type

I have a massive pain in my back as well

I'm thinking I might take Friday off

I have a 1/2 day anyway as I am going to see a friend on the weekend

But I think a sleep in would be even better 

Lol

We'll see 

I miss you 

I love you 

I wish we were together 

I wish I could hold you 

Let's hope mom lets me see you again soon

Love always 

Dad xoxo 

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Oh it's ☔️☔️ and ❄️❄️ here again - summer in England 

Hi 7-19-15

Good morning

How are you?

Hope all is well

I miss you 

Glad that you liked the no shooting sign.

That was funny

Not something one sees every day

Fiona needs a power pack external charger

I'll meet her for lunch and drop that for her and Millie

It's a nice thing to do something nice

I won't be out long today 

Everything hurts 

Wow

I have a car show this morning 

Then I'll go to Oxford

And then I'll come home 

Watch the rest of the 100's that I found on Netflix 

Then be done for the day

Are you ok

What have you been up to

Tina said you were all sleeping in tents at her place

That's cool

That's amazing 

I hope you are having fun 

I hope you are being well mannered and respectful as well

As always 

We are always respectful 

Manners and respect cost us nothing and make me proud of you

I miss you so much

I love you with all my heart

I wrote to sherry's adult kids and explained why she and I are getting married

She's replied to them as well

That's cool

I expect that I'll get married by the end of the year or early next

Nothing will change between us

You will and are my only priority in life 

You mean more to me than anyone else and always will do

Love always 

Dad xoxo

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Oh it's ☔️☔️❄️❄️ here too 

Hi 7-18-15

Good morning

Hope you are both well

Hope you both have a good Saturday

Hope you get something good with the money that I sent you and mom

Do you both still use the iPad mini's or are they only used every now and again?

Hope you are getting lots of wear out of them

I use mine a lot 

I love it 

It's a Saturday morning here

I didn't sleep too well

But I did stay in bed a whole 2 hours extra 

Sweet

Wasn't sleeping 

Just resting

Will take a shower soon and get ready for the day

It's all good 

My toes hurt

The RA is kicking my butt 

Still I need exercise and will go for a walk soon 

I'll get a Starbucks as well

Starbucks on a Saturday morning sounds awesome 😎

It sounds great any day tbh

Do you ever get to have a frapuccino or a chocolate?

I hope so

The attorney is working on the case and trying to get me back

I'll marry Sherry and that will help

But it's not a guarantee 

Her kids now need to know why I'm marrying her 

So I'll email them later 

It's one of those things 

We are in love and we have a tumultuous relationship

Just the way that it is

Fiona is pissed off and has been since the start of this 

She knew I'd go back 

She knew there's no future here for her and I yet she's still pissed off 

Strange these women

Lol

I miss you 

I love you 

I hope mom is ok

Erik (remember him from the store) also sends his love

He said the only places in Mexico he knew would be too violent for me

So I'll end up in a hotel in November if I come then 

Love always and forever 

Dad xoxo

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Hi 7-17-15

Hi

How are you?

Hope all is well

Thanks for the text saying you got the stuff I sent you 

That's great

Awesome

Hope you like it

Did you get to use the iTunes card?

If not give it to Brian

I spoke with the attorney last night

Wow

Ouch

He's going to take the case

But it's a time consuming case

It could easily be another year before I can go home

I'm sorry

I wish I could make that easier and quicker

I can't 

He's a good person and he'll do what he can to get us together again quicker

If not

If there isn't a chance for me to return home

I'll move to Mexico

I'll be closer and we can talk more

Is that ok?

I miss you

I love you

I wish I was there with you

I wish I could go back in time and make this all right

I am so sorry to have this happen to you

Love always and forever 

Daddy xoxo

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Hi 7-16-15

Hi Sebastian and Kaitlin

How are you today?

Hopefully when you are reading these entries you will realize just how much daddy missed you during the time that we were apart.

It's hard work

Very hard work

To be missing you so much

You were and always will be the two most important people in the world to me

But I can't hold you, see you or be with you

Just a while longer one hopes

I have a conference with an immigration attorney tonight

Let's hope that goes well

It's to ask about the i212 and the possibility of marrying Sherry and whether that's the right thing to do

She's seen an attorney there

He's said that he's dubious about her and I and thinks I'll just take her money

He's wrong

But I have to start over tbh

Convince her that I want her and that she wants me 

It's arduous 

Anyway 

What have you been doing?

Where have you been

Anywhere good

Legoland again?

I really hope you are having a good summer

Hugs and kisses 

Remember me

Dad xoxo

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I am so sad without you 😭😭

Hi July 15 2015

Hi

Thank you for your texts yesterday 

That's cool

Well done Kaitlin

Wow

So proud that you got the Kumon award

That's awesome

😎😎😘😘❤️❤️

Sebastian are you still doing that too?

Did you get an award

Proud of you as well - reward or not

Always proud to tell people that you are my son and daughter 

Always

That will never change

Sherry spoke with her attorney and now she's second guessing me and her

Whatever

I'm so sick of drama

I am so sick of trying 

Just want to take the day off and no one know

Lol

I wish 

That would be brilliant 😎

Saw grandma and granddad last night 

They said hi

They miss you as well

I wish I could bring you here so they could see you

Grandma can't fly anymore 

She's too sick

Oh dear

Mom knows 

I have a 1/2 day today

Usually try to do that on a Wednesday

I go to the house do laundry

Chill and have a beer / Starbucks usually 

Not sure today 

Starbucks for sure, chores likely 

So no chilling

Tomorrow evening I have a call with an attorney to see about coming back

Hope you sherry still wants this

I did send her dates for a week or two in Mexico

If she and I could meet up there that would be brilliant 

I'd like to see you but mom isn't going to let that happen 

That's a heck of a shame 

But I will see you again soon

Love you 

Always and forever 

Dad xoxo 

😘😘💖💖👫👫💕💕😎😎👣👣🇺🇸🇺🇸👀👀❤️❤️💑💑😍😍💋💋

Oh and yet again it's raining here 

☔️☔️☔️

Hi 7-14-15

Hi

How are you?

Hope all is well

Sherry is depressed 

She found out that I can sign a prenup but that she can't enforce it unless I'm in America

Oh dear

So not sure what she plans on doing next 

Whatever

I will try to make this work

Sherry is also depressed that I can't just come there

She's just made me realize that even once I get there I won't get to see you straight away as I'll need to file to get some visitation rights 

Joy

So that could be a few more months 

She's a,so asked about a vacation to Mexico

I'm not sue what she wants now

Whether to vacation and then return to England and Oregon or stay in Mexico or both return to England (not feasible)

We shall see

How is your week going

I hope all is well

Thank you for sending grandma the pictures that you did

Would have been nice to get them myself as well

But I get the feeling mom doesn't want that

I have sent you pictures and texts over the last week and gotten hardly any replies

As long as you are ok

It is all good 

Love you 

With all my heart and soul

Miss you 

With every fiber of my being 

It's so hard to wake up each day knowing that yet again I'll not see you and likely not hear from you at all

I feel like I am still in jail and living one of hell of an excruciating existence 

Love always and forever 

Dad xoxo 

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Hi 7-13-15

Hi

How are you?

Are you having a good Sunday

Hope you are

Mine was good

I went to the the beach

The rain came though 

That's a shame

It's driven the sea salt and rain into my knees

So they have been hurting 

Quite a good workout though 

On the beach in wet sand with the wind and rain against me

Wow

I was so tired when I returned home

Fell straight to sleep 

Pathetic 

This morning my knees still hurt 

But that's ok

I'll be ok

Aunt Sherry and I will marry in Mexico

At last that's the plan

She wants to explore more here 

I want there

So there is where we will go

Lol

She had the hump yesterday 

As always as she wanted access to all y passwords

Fine

Go for it 

I don't actually care

It's all good

Just like mom 

Has to know everything 

No big deal

Don't become like me

Don't always sweat the small stuff guys

It's totally not worth it 

I miss you

I love you

I wish I could hold you 

Soon.

Hopefully very soon

Love always and forever 

Dad xoxo

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Hi 7-12-15

Good morning 

Good that you were with Kenton etc 

That's cool

Glad that you git to play and have fun.

Glad that Kenton and Lian like Easy 

That's cool 

The dogs are so cute 

Are you ok

Are you enjoying your summer vacation 

I hope so

I hope you have fun every day 

I wish I could be there to help you have fun

Remember we used to go to the park or the beach

Good times.

I miss those

I hope we can do those again

Soon

I hope to be able to move to Mexico this year 

Once there we'll be on the same time zone that will make calls easier for you 

As we'll be able to talk more often 

That will be cool 

I can't wait 

Sherry is assisting me hopefully 

She and I will get married at some point this year or early next and we'll try to set up a home where we will be happy and have some fun

That will be your home as well 

I saw the Ford lightening truck last night 

The one from Fast n Furious

It looked cool up close too

I also saw a Hummer as I was driving back

They are way rare here 

Most American cars are very rare here 

Weird but the way it is 

Miss you so much 

Love you with all my heart

Always and forever 

Dad xoxo

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Hi 7-11-15

Good morning 

How are you?

Hope all is well

Hope you have a good time today

Have you had a good time recently?

What have you been doing?

Other mummy sent me a text saying how sad she is that she doesn't see you anymore

That is very sad

Maybe you could text her and make sure she is ok

I hope you liked the poem I sent you sent you yesterday

I did

I really miss you 

I really love you

I hope that I will see you again soon

I am going to Birmingham today 

That should be a nice drive

It won't be a nice say however

I have to talk to Ben, Millie and dumbass Fiona 

She's made a huge deal about me going to Mexico and possibly marrying Sherry

Like I have hurt her

She's incredibly dumb and self centered and stupid 

I have no tolerance

That's her loss now

Once you've crossed the line and put yourself before the two of you then I'm done

My goal is to get back to you 

It always had been

Anything else was a distraction and a little fun

I will take Ben to a movie

Then after I get Millie from work I will talk to the three of them

Then I will head back to London

Not sure whether Fiona is an adult or not tbh

I miss you 

I love you 

Hugs forever 

Love always and forever 

Daddy xoxo

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Hi 7-10-15

Hi Sebastian & Kaitlin

How are you?

Thank you for texting me yesterday

That was lovely

So nice to read that you love me

It's great to see those words

I will never tire of that 

I love you too

What have you been doing

Did you go anywhere for Thursday

Mom is still off on Thursdays right?

I hope you get to do things that are fun

I am trying to work on getting to Mexico by October

That seems a good time to do things 

That seems a good way forward 

I'm not sure of the time line but it will be as close as I can make it 

I will need to get some money together for that trip

Trying guys really trying hard

Fiona and I argued over me moving to Mexico 

She thinks that she is more important than you

She's dumb

So very dumb

I have told her in no uncertain terms that she can go to hell

I am sorry but there is no way that I will be treated like that by anyone

Oh well

It was a nice friendship 

Now it's trash 

Move on

Survive

I miss you

I love you 

I hope you are ok

I hope that you will relish the time we get together as much as I will

Love always and forever 

Daddy xoxo

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