Monday, August 31, 2015

Hi 9-1-15

Hi Sebastian & Kaitlin

How are you both
I hope all is well
Did you sleep?

I miss you
I love you

Did I tell you that this week I'll see Sam and his wife
The barber from Vista
Wow
Been a while since I saw anyone from America
That's kind of exciting I think 
I hope you do as well

I was at the beach yesterday
It was lovely there 
I miss the beach already
Up again so early today
Wow
Disgusting to wake up at 530
Lol
It's life right

How is school?
Are you still enjoying the school and grade?
Hope so
Are the teachers still awesome
Hope that they remain that way forever

The office email this morning isn't working
That's very weird
It just went down at around 6am I'm guessing
Never mind 
Not my issue
It's the crew here

I love you 
Always and forever 
Daddy xoxo

πŸ˜ŽπŸ˜ŽπŸ˜πŸ˜πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ‘€πŸ‘€πŸ˜ŠπŸ˜ŠπŸ˜„πŸ˜„πŸ˜˜πŸ˜˜❤️❤️πŸ‘£πŸ‘£πŸ‡ΊπŸ‡ΈπŸ‡ΊπŸ‡ΈπŸ‘«πŸ‘«☀️☀️πŸ’‘πŸ’‘πŸ’–πŸ’–πŸ’‹πŸ’‹

Sunday, August 30, 2015

Hi 8-31-15

Good morning 

How are you?
Hope you are ok

Nikki sent me another picture of you at the soccer field
That's a good one too
Glad that you also talk to Nikki 
That's awesome

I miss you
I miss everything about us
Remember we used to do things 
We were shadows 
What one did the other was there too
I miss having my shadow 
Really miss you

It's a holiday today 
Bank holiday Monday
And as usual in England the weather is atrocious 
I'm so bummed with the rain

Ill still go to the beach or something
But really yuck
Very very yuck

Oh well
That's life 
Right?

Hope soon I'll be home and able to see you 
Hopefully we'll be going exploring 
At least we'll go back to Palm Springs and up the tram and more
Do you remember that last outing we had in Palm Springs
I'm so,glad that we got to do that 
Really glad

I love you 
I love everything about you 
Even if I don't hear from you I know we are connected and love one another 

Love always and forever 
Kaitlin & Sebastian. The two best children in the universe

Daddy will live you always and forever 
Love 

πŸ˜˜πŸ˜˜πŸ‡ΊπŸ‡ΈπŸ‡ΊπŸ‡ΈπŸ’–πŸ’–πŸ’‹πŸ’‹πŸ‘«πŸ‘«πŸ˜ŽπŸ˜ŽπŸ‘€πŸ‘€πŸ’‘πŸ’‘πŸ‘£πŸ‘£❤️❤️πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ˜ŠπŸ˜ŠπŸ˜πŸ˜

I sure could use ☀️☀️ but I have ☔️☔️

Hi 8-30-15

Hi

How are you
Hope you are well
Hope that you had a good day
Sure looks like you did 
Awesome soccer game 
That's cool
Glad that your team won

That's cool

Shame about other mummy's car
Can you take the picture off Facebook though please
I didn't think you'd put that up there 
Bummer
Brian is mad 
Other mummy might be mad later 

I had a good day at the beach 
It was lovely 
I visited several beaches
They were (first 2) rock beaches - no sand.
You saw the fish that were washed up on the shore 

The other 2 beaches had sand
One was red sand
Sand mixed with clay 
That was quite cool 

The last was in a place called Exmouth
It was lovely there 
But when the sun went down it cold in a minutes 

I also went in the caves and they were cool 
Very cool 
You would have liked that
Great history 

I love you 
I miss you 
I wish I could hold you and see you 

Love always and forever 
Daddy xoxo

πŸ˜˜πŸ˜˜πŸ˜πŸ˜πŸ‘«πŸ‘«☀️☀️πŸ‘£πŸ‘£πŸ˜„πŸ˜„πŸ˜ŽπŸ˜ŽπŸ’‘πŸ’‘πŸ’–πŸ’–πŸ’‹πŸ’‹πŸ’•πŸ’•❤️❤️πŸ‡ΊπŸ‡ΈπŸ‡ΊπŸ‡ΈπŸ‘€πŸ‘€πŸ˜ŠπŸ˜Š

Friday, August 28, 2015

Hi 8-29-15

Hello

Thanks for texting me
That's awesome as always
Hope you are well
Happy Friday 
It's still Friday there 
It's Saturday here 
6am 

I'm up
Weird 
I want to sleep 
Alas no
Anyway I'm going to take a shower soon and head out the door
I'm going to a town called Beer
Should be fun.

I just want the shot of the sign
If I see something unique I'll get it for you 

I have sent you money already for September 
Mailed it yesterday 
For you both and mom

I hope that's enough
If I have more I will send it 

This week I also got you with Sherry $1000 worth of Disney stock
Each
That way you'll have it in your name and all will be good

I have also paid $1000 to an attorney to remove the charges that the DA in SD out against me 
Hopefully that will work out
That way daddy never has to say he was a criminal 
I'm not ashamed of what I did 
I have you both as a result 
I'm ashamed of being arrested and of being in jail 

I miss you 
I love you 

I wish I could hold you 
I wish I could take you to the beach 
I wish I was there with you and was you daddy always and forever in person

In a while I'll be back 
We'll be together and life will be good 

Love you 
Always and forever 
Dad xoxo

πŸ˜˜πŸ˜˜πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ‡ΊπŸ‡ΈπŸ‡ΊπŸ‡ΈπŸ‘£πŸ‘£πŸ˜„πŸ˜„πŸ˜ŽπŸ˜ŽπŸ‘€πŸ‘€πŸ’–πŸ’–πŸ’‹πŸ’‹πŸ˜ŠπŸ˜Š❤️❤️πŸ’‘πŸ’‘πŸ‘«πŸ‘«πŸ˜πŸ˜☀️☀️

It's not raining 
Holy crab
☔️☔️

Thursday, August 27, 2015

Hi 8-28-15

Good morning

How are you
Hope all is well
Hope your week in school is a good week
Mine at work was hectic but will end ok
I hope
Today is short staffed day so could be insane
Hopefully not 

It's a long weekend here
That will be nice
No need to get up early in Monday
Oh wait
Sherry will require me to be texting by 6am
Darn it
No rest for the wicked 

Never mind

I might go to a new place on Saturday
I'm not sure yet

Last night I went to bed mad
This morning I've woken up mad as well
Sucks
But it will get better 

It's so cold today as well
Wow
40 when I left the house
It's like winter 
But this is summer (apparently)

Grandma and grandad are well
They send their love
They are getting some pictures of your framed 

Love always and forever 
Have a great school day 
Hope you have made new friends 

Love you 
Always and forever 
Dad xoxo

πŸ˜ŽπŸ˜ŽπŸ’‹πŸ’‹πŸ˜πŸ˜πŸ‘£πŸ‘£πŸ˜„πŸ˜„πŸ˜˜πŸ˜˜πŸ‡ΊπŸ‡ΈπŸ‡ΊπŸ‡ΈπŸ’–πŸ’–☀️☀️πŸ‘«πŸ‘«❤️❤️πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’‘πŸ’‘πŸ‘€πŸ‘€πŸ˜ŠπŸ˜Š

Wednesday, August 26, 2015

Hi 8-27-15

Hi

How are you?
Hope you had a good day at school
Hope you are having a great week
Mine is ok

I miss you 
I love you 

I will always love you 
No matter what 

Aunt Sherry was a little upset with me overnight
She'd forgotten some things and when I reminded her she wasn't thrilled
Oh well
Her issue
I think she's resolved now
Lol

Ok I was wrong
Just got this long text!
I'll deal with it 
I always do

She's always bleating on about marriage 
And how Jenny and I did that and what it was like to be chased
Blah blah blah
Butt oh well
She is just so insecure it's unreal
Her issue I think

I can't make that better 

Amazingly overnight whole sleeping I managed to cut myself
On what 
No idea
But how strange
Blood on my hand 
Weird 

Other weird things
The laptop will be paused on a movie and will start up again even though I'm no where near it 
That's very strange
Starting to wonder 
Lol

Yesterday the rain was so bad
Omg 
I waded through puddles and more 
Even the inside of the car got wet
Wow
All good
Got back safe and found 
Got to work today no issues 
But that was apparently two months of rain in 10 minutes
Wow

I love you 

Have a great day at school

Daddy xoxo
Always and forever 

πŸ˜˜πŸ˜˜πŸ‘£πŸ‘£πŸ‘«πŸ‘«πŸ‘€πŸ‘€πŸ’‘πŸ’‘πŸ˜ŠπŸ˜ŠπŸ˜ŽπŸ˜ŽπŸ’–πŸ’–πŸ˜πŸ˜πŸ’•πŸ’•☀️☀️πŸ˜„πŸ˜„❤️❤️πŸ’‹πŸ’‹πŸ‡ΊπŸ‡ΈπŸ‡ΊπŸ‡Έ

Tuesday, August 25, 2015

Hi 8-26-15

Hi 

Hope you are well
It was so cool to FaceTime last night / this morning
Thank you
That meant a great deal
I didn't expect that mom would want to talk to me 
So it's ok she didn't 

I did take some pix while we were talking
😘😘

I talk to other mummy too on text 
She's ok
She's missing you as well
Shame that you don't get to see her

I always tried to make the family a unit 
All of us playing and having fun and being together 
Now that's not happening
Sorry

Who is the guy who came in as we were taking?

I hope Andrew and his mom are ok too

I miss you
I love you 

I'll take grandad out on 9-12
He wants to go see a building 
So why not 
Will be cool
I think.

Love always and forever
Daddy xoxo

πŸ˜˜πŸ˜˜πŸ’‘πŸ’‘πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ˜„πŸ˜„πŸ˜ŽπŸ˜ŽπŸ˜πŸ˜πŸ‡ΊπŸ‡ΈπŸ‡ΊπŸ‡ΈπŸ‘€πŸ‘€☀️☀️😊😊❤️❤️πŸ‘«πŸ‘«πŸ’–πŸ’–πŸ‘£πŸ‘£πŸ’‹πŸ’‹

Monday, August 24, 2015

Hi 8-25-15

Hi 

How are you?
Hope all is well
Hope you had a good Monday at school
Learn anything brilliant and interesting?
Hope so

Thank you for texting me Princess
How did the reading go?
Well?
Do you like reading?
Sebastian, do you like reading?
How's your math?  You used to love that 

I miss being there for you 
I miss holding you
I miss making food for you 
Driving you
Talking to you 
I miss it all
Being a father was the best job in the world
Now I'm so far removed I feel like a failure
It's ok
We'll be together once again soon 
Just have to wait
A daddy's job is never done

I wasn't well last night 
Not so well this morning either 
Never mind 
I will get better 
Just sinus and eye pain
(Probably linked to massively long hours)

Love you with all my heart
Dad xoxo

πŸ˜˜πŸ˜˜πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ‘£πŸ‘£πŸ’‹πŸ’‹πŸ˜ŽπŸ˜ŽπŸ‘€πŸ‘€☀️☀️πŸ’–πŸ’–πŸ˜„πŸ˜„❤️❤️πŸ‡ΊπŸ‡ΈπŸ‡ΊπŸ‡ΈπŸ’‘πŸ’‘πŸ˜πŸ˜πŸ‘«πŸ‘«πŸ’©

Sunday, August 23, 2015

Hi 8-24-15

Good morning

How are you?
I hope all is well
I hope you had a good Sunday
Did you?
What did you end up doing?
Already a week has passed since the start of school
Wow
That's amazing

Hope you've really enjoyed it
The teachers certainly love you 

I baby sat do Oliver and Annie last night
Nikki and Mike returned at 11
I got home at midnight
Cool
The roads were closed on the way home
Surprised

Guess what 
Even more of a surprise 

It's raining this morning
Oh joy ☔️☔️

It rained so hard on Sunday as well
Omg I got drenched
Oh well
Life

I'm uploading pictures today
But it's not working 
Again
I hate that site
But it's the only I can I use without paying so much $
Never mind
It's crashed
It's life 

Now it won't load on Firefox 
I don't know the password to get in
Oh well
Won't upload Sunday's pictures 
No matter 

I miss you 
I love you 

I wish I could hold you
Always and forever 
Daddy xoxo

πŸ˜˜πŸ˜˜πŸ˜πŸ˜πŸ‘«πŸ‘«πŸ’–πŸ’–πŸ˜ŠπŸ˜ŠπŸ˜ŽπŸ˜ŽπŸ’‘πŸ’‘❤️❤️πŸ˜„πŸ˜„πŸ’‹πŸ’‹πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ‘£πŸ‘£πŸ‡ΊπŸ‡ΈπŸ‡ΊπŸ‡Έ☀️☀️πŸ‘€πŸ‘€


Hi 8-23-15

Good morning

How are you?
Sorry that you didn't win in soccer this weekend
That's ok
There's always next time
You look great in your team colors
Wow
Well done and I am so proud of you for making the team

Love you

Kaitlin
A little upset that you were mean to Benton over the iPad
Share Princess.
It's ok to share
Were you having a bad day like Daddy did yesterday?
Maybe you could feel my vibes and how I was feeling 

Anyway.
I apologized to Aunt Tina
She didn't respond
Oops
Hope she'll be ok
She doesn't always respond
Hope mom didn't take away the iPad

Sebastian said you make salmon taco's
That's amazing.
I hope they tasted as good as they sounded 

I got caught in the rain at the beach.
When I say rain
I mean downpour
There was also thunder and lightening
It was fun
Lol
Not

It was a long drive though
But i love driving 

I miss you
I love you 

I hope you have a good day today and that you aren't in trouble for being mean to Benton
It was great to get some texts from you and the video of K making food 
Love the hat princess 
Always do πŸ’•

Always and forever 
Dad xoxo

😎😎❤️❤️πŸ’–πŸ’–πŸ‘€πŸ‘€πŸ˜˜πŸ˜˜☀️☀️πŸ’‹πŸ’‹πŸ‡ΊπŸ‡ΈπŸ‡ΊπŸ‡ΈπŸ‘«πŸ‘«πŸ˜ŠπŸ˜ŠπŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ˜πŸ˜πŸ‘£πŸ‘£πŸ’‘πŸ’‘πŸ˜„πŸ˜„

Sent from my iPad

Friday, August 21, 2015

Hi 8-22-15

Hi Sebastian and Kaitlin

Hope you are well
I've just been texting with you
God its is good to text you 
Even better to FaceTime 

I've ordered your soccer ball from Man U Sebastian
Do you want anything else?
Hope you'll let me know

I also texted Other Mummy.
She is so sad that you can't talk to her anymore 
Wow
She said mom and her fight over money 
That's really sad
I hope soon you will see her again 

I miss you so much 
Oh God everyday I miss you 
Every second of everyday 
It's so hard 
You were my shadows now your not there 
No one understands 
No one 

I was told that I should count my blessings the other day 
Yeah for sure
They are what exactly?
Whatever 
Those people are idiots 

Even Fiona
She have an issue with me having K's teachers cellphone number
She said I was inappropriate 
How rude
I almost lost it with her 
Oh well 
Life 

I miss you 
I love you 
I wish I could be with you forever 
You are amazing 
Never ever forget that 

Love always 
Dad xoxo

πŸ˜˜πŸ˜˜πŸ’‘πŸ’‘πŸ‘€πŸ‘€πŸ‘«πŸ‘«πŸ˜ŠπŸ˜ŠπŸ˜ŽπŸ˜ŽπŸ’–πŸ’–πŸ‡ΊπŸ‡ΈπŸ‡ΊπŸ‡ΈπŸ‘£πŸ‘£πŸ˜„πŸ˜„❤️❤️πŸ˜πŸ˜πŸ’•πŸ’•☀️☀️πŸ’‹πŸ’‹

Thursday, August 20, 2015

hi 8-21-15

Hi

How are you both
I hope all is well
I miss you 
I love you

Kaitlin your teacher sent me an email today 
That's cool
I have her cellphone number as well
Should she need me or I her
Awesome
She loves you already 
That's cool Princess

I hope school is going well
The teachers love you both 

Of course they do
You are awesome

Really and truly thank God it's Friday
Wow
I am so sick of the office and the stupidity levels herein
Really and truly 
It's like being in kindergarten with the retard class
Really
They are that dumb
Oh well
One more day and Saturday 
Thank God

I love you 
Always and forever 

Dad xoxo

πŸ˜˜πŸ˜˜πŸ’‘πŸ’‘πŸ‘€πŸ‘€❤️❤️πŸ‘«πŸ‘«πŸ˜ŠπŸ˜ŠπŸ˜€πŸ˜€πŸ˜ŽπŸ˜ŽπŸ‡ΊπŸ‡ΈπŸ‡ΊπŸ‡ΈπŸ‘£πŸ‘£πŸ’‹πŸ’‹☀️☀️πŸ’–πŸ’–πŸ˜πŸ˜πŸ’•πŸ’•

Wednesday, August 19, 2015

Hi 8-20-15

Hello

Hope you are well
Hope school is still going well
4 days in
Cool 
You both sound like you are enjoying school
That's awesome

Mrs. Black will come see you soon Sebastian
She'll check that you are ok with the new school and that you are settling in ok
She's doing that for me
I have given her my details and she can contact me if anything happens 
Ok?

Kaitlin your school already knows me
They are in touch
But your teachers email didn't work
I've asked the principal to send it on for me 

I miss you both 
I love you both 
I hope you are ok
I know you are well and coping
Aunt Tina tells me

Good you sent Tammy a text and did some FaceTime with her
I texted her and sent a real card from us too 😎

It rained and rained last night 
Oh my
The house leaked 
And I had to put a towel to catch the rain
It was soaked this morning 
Never mind 
Just water
☔️☔️☔️☔️☔️☔️☔️☔️☔️☔️☔️☔️☔️☔️☔️

I miss you 
I wish I could hold you 
Soon
I hope and pray that it will be soon 

Aunt Sherry calmed down
I'll likely have to go through several more stages of what she needs / demands before it's all good but that is life 

Finally this morning I've had breakfast 
I bought the little cereal and had some at the office
Not sure why
Just felt like it
Usually I skip breakfast and on the weekends I general skip most meals
Hmm
Bad

I'll be ok

Fiona is moving
She's gotten her new place sorted out
That's a good deal for her
She'll be happier there 
Maybe she'll keep it clean?
Lol

Sherry wants to have a week together in Mexico
But I'm not sure that mom would be ok with that 
She might cut off the contact between you and I if I go to Mexico 
So maybe sherry can come here and we can have a week here
I'm not sure yet
I can deal with the cold and the wet
Just not sure she can
Lol

I love you 
I miss you 

Love always and forever 
Dad xoxo

πŸ˜˜πŸ˜˜πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’‹πŸ’‹❤️❤️πŸ‘«πŸ‘«πŸ˜„πŸ˜„πŸ˜ŠπŸ˜ŠπŸ˜πŸ˜☀️☀️πŸ‘£πŸ‘£πŸ˜ŽπŸ˜ŽπŸ‘€πŸ‘€πŸ’–πŸ’–πŸ‡ΊπŸ‡ΈπŸ‡ΊπŸ‡ΈπŸ’‘πŸ’‘

Tuesday, August 18, 2015

Hi 8-19-15

Hi

Thank you for texting me this morning - your night 
Good to know you are ok
I miss you and love you 

I wish I was there with you 
As each day passes we get closer to being together 
I hope

Sherry is trying to make the attorney hurry up
Of course 
She can't 
She's just doing her best to make it harder now
She'll never get good at waiting 

She's also demanded that we get married 
That we do it this weekend 
Whatever
Crazy woman

I've explained that we can do this once we have the analysis
The attorney is working on a criminal analysis
If he says it's worth while going to apply to come home great
If he says no
Then we'll cross that bridge then

It's so hard 
Trying to eek out an existence here 
Trying to eek out an existence there 

How is school
Is the week going well
I'm glad that you like it so far

I miss you
I miss everything 
Home, people, family and lucky too 

Wish I could see you and hold you 
One day 

Love always and forever
Dad xoxo
πŸ˜ŽπŸ˜ŽπŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ‡ΊπŸ‡ΈπŸ‡ΊπŸ‡ΈπŸ’‹πŸ’‹πŸ˜πŸ˜☀️☀️😘😘❤️❤️πŸ’–πŸ’–πŸ‘«πŸ‘«πŸ‘€πŸ‘€πŸ˜„πŸ˜„πŸ‘€πŸ‘€πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’‹πŸ’‹

Monday, August 17, 2015

Hi 8-18-15

Good morning 

How are you?
How was the 1st day  of school
Well actually I already k ow the answer to that
You lived it
Both,

K it was so nice to see you on FaceTime 
Wow
It's been such a long time
S would have been cool to see you too 
Next time? 

I love you both so very much
I miss you so much 
It's so hard living life without you by my side

Before you called and texted me last night I was so close to crying
Yep
Crying
It was just too much
The weekend without you 
The fact that you started a new school 
The fact you started a new grade
I just want to be there for you - forever 

I hope one day I can be again 
I hope you'll want me there with you 
All I will ever ask is that you give me a chance to see / be with you 

How is mom.
I hope she's ok
I hope she's having a better life without me in it now 
It's what she needs / wants - a better life 

I saw grandma and granddad last night
They are ok
Grandma is her usual self 
But she's ok deep down
She and granddad miss you a lot 

Love you 
Always and forever 
Dad xoxo

😘😘❤️❤️πŸ˜πŸ˜πŸ‘€πŸ‘€πŸ‘£πŸ‘£πŸ˜„πŸ˜„πŸ˜ŽπŸ˜ŽπŸ‘«πŸ‘«πŸ’–πŸ’–☀️☀️πŸ‡ΊπŸ‡ΈπŸ‡ΊπŸ‡ΈπŸ’‘πŸ’‘πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’‹πŸ’‹πŸ˜ŠπŸ˜Š

Ps
Sebastian your assistant principal contacted me and she's introduced me to Kelli Black
She's your school counselor and you could see her and talk to her about anything and everything - she will update me if needed 

You can of course always talk to daddy 

Sunday, August 16, 2015

Hi 8-17-15. back to school day

Hi 

Welcome back to school
Wow
So fast
Summer over already 
Wow


Also happy birthday Stephanie
I did get a picture from Ted
That's cool
No pictures of you guys though
Bummer
Hope you had an awesome time

I had a good Sunday.
Took lots of pictures 
One day I can go through them with you and you'll see what I saw 
Will be a good weekend of stories 😎😎

I assume you want to see them.
Perhaps you don't 
I would understand that as well

I miss you so much 
I love you with all my heart and soul

I wish I could hold you 
I wish I could just hear you

Maybe this week we can FaceTime?
Let's hope so

Love you always and forever 
Have a good day at school

Dad xoxo

πŸ˜˜πŸ˜˜πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ‘£πŸ‘£πŸ‡ΊπŸ‡ΈπŸ‡ΊπŸ‡ΈπŸ˜ŠπŸ˜ŠπŸ˜„πŸ˜„πŸ˜ŽπŸ˜ŽπŸ‘€πŸ‘€πŸ’–πŸ’–πŸ’‹πŸ’‹❤️❤️πŸ˜πŸ˜πŸ’‘πŸ’‘☀️☀️πŸ‘«πŸ‘«

Saturday, August 15, 2015

Hi 8-16-15

Good morning 

Well here it's morning 
How are you?
Hope you had a good Saturday 
Mine was ok

I saw some shipwrecks
Wow
That was cool
I sent you a picture 

I miss you 
I love you 

I wish I could come home and hold you
I wish that with all my heart
Alas not today 
Soon 

I think today I should have breakfast
Gosh 
I'd love a Carl's Jr breakfast burrito 
Or an Armando's one
Mmm
That would be awesome 
Have you had one recently?
I hope you get American food often
Really do
I suspect that you don't 

Did you ever get the iTunes card to work?
Or have you given it to someone else
Let Brian use it if you are not allowed still 

I'm sorry that as I'm not there I can't make that better for you 
Wish I could 
Really wish I could 

Yesterday was the 3 year anniversary of me moving to England
3 years 
A heck of a long time
But I'll be back to America soon 
I hope you always know it wasn't my choice to move here
I would have stayed with you forever if they'd let me 
I hate what happened 
And I am so very sorry that it did happen 

I miss you so much
Love you with all my heart and soul 

Always and forever 
Dad xxx

πŸ˜˜πŸ˜˜πŸ‘«πŸ‘«❤️❤️πŸ’–πŸ’–πŸ˜€πŸ˜€πŸ˜ŽπŸ˜ŽπŸ‡ΊπŸ‡ΈπŸ‡ΊπŸ‡ΈπŸ’‘πŸ’‘πŸ’‹πŸ’‹πŸ‘€πŸ‘€πŸ‘£πŸ‘£πŸ˜πŸ˜πŸ’•πŸ’•☀️☀️😊😊

Friday, August 14, 2015

Hi 8-15-15 3 Years since being exiled here

Good morning

Thanks for the texts overnight (my night)
It's amazing to get them and to be remembered 
Thanks 

Especially today
It's 3 years today
3 long years that I have been back in this awful country
It's not awful if you've never experienced anything better
If you've only ever been here or your are from the 4th world 
This place is amazing 

The people who try to get here for benefits every day prove that
But I am not from the 4th world
This is the 3rd world

No dryers
No garbage disposals 
No side by side fridge / freezer
No double garage
Heck no garages 
No fun
No life
Everything is to work
Everyday is all about work
No one here would dream of going to a lake for the weekend 
No one 

It's so disparaging 
Just hateful 
If you smile you are treated like a criminal
Weirdest feeling ever

Yes there are great parts of this country.
The roads, the greenery the fact that one is alive
But unless you are an alcoholic there is very little point to you being on this island

Oh well
It's 3 years
The remaining days could be faster
I have an immigration attorney
I have Sherry 
Both are helping me return home
Or to Mexico 
That might be a valid solution 

In the interim
I must be happy for those that need me to be
Mom, Dad, Nikki, Oliver, Annie, Fiona and Ben / Millie and more
I not allowed to say what I feel about the rain, the perpetual cold and more
They are offended 
They've experienced nothing better ever

I love you 
I'll never give up on coming home and I will never give up on you 
You are and always will be the best that has ever happened to me 
You are amazing 
You are magnificent 
You are what matters 

Love you 
Always and forever 
Daddy xoxo

😘😘❤️❤️πŸ’–πŸ’–πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ‘€πŸ‘€πŸ˜ŽπŸ˜ŽπŸ˜πŸ˜πŸ’‘πŸ’‘πŸ‡ΊπŸ‡ΈπŸ‡ΊπŸ‡ΈπŸ˜ŠπŸ˜ŠπŸ˜€πŸ˜€πŸ‘£πŸ‘£πŸ‘«πŸ‘«πŸ’‹πŸ’‹

Right now for the first time in 4 days there is no rain.
Omg 
Amazing ☀️☀️

Thursday, August 13, 2015

Hi 8-14-15

Hello

How are you today
Hope all is well
Wow
Last Friday before school
Amazing how the time has flown by
Summer vacation almost over
Summer most absurdly over in England

What have you accomplished this summer
What was the best bits
The worst buts?

Other mummy says she's not seen you in over a month
In sorry
Wish I could make that better

I miss you so much
I live you with all my heart
Yes, I say it every day so as you know and remember 

You were and still are the very reason I exist 
I miss your interaction and I miss seeing you, hearing from you and being near to you 
Gosh it's hard to be alone

Soon I'll be home
One hopes

Have a good day

Love always and forever
Dad xoxo

πŸ˜˜πŸ˜˜πŸ‘€πŸ‘€πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ‡ΊπŸ‡ΈπŸ‡ΊπŸ‡Έ☀️☀️πŸ˜ŽπŸ˜ŽπŸ‘«πŸ‘«πŸ’‘πŸ’‘πŸ’–πŸ’–πŸ’‹πŸ’‹πŸ˜€πŸ˜€❤️❤️πŸ‘£πŸ‘£πŸ˜πŸ˜πŸ˜ŠπŸ˜Š

Massive ☔️☔️

Wednesday, August 12, 2015

Hi 8-13-15

Hello

How are you?
Good to get a couple of texts this morning 
Thank you 
It's always good to speak to you

I miss you 
I love you
You know that 

Happy that you are excited to go to Roosevelt school this year
That's awesome
Stephanie will be there to look out for you
Tammy will be your side by side buddy
And you have a 1/3rd of your classmates from Temple Heights
Amazing 
Awesome
I wish I was taking you to your new school
I remember the first day of school at Sandrine's
Wow
That was nervous and exciting for you and I
The first day at Temple Heights too

I hope mom does something special for you 

I miss you both 
Never a second passes that you are not in my thoughts or my prayers

Love you forever ever 
Dad xxx

πŸ˜˜πŸ˜˜πŸ‡ΊπŸ‡ΈπŸ‡ΊπŸ‡ΈπŸ’–πŸ’–πŸ˜πŸ˜☀️☀️πŸ’‹πŸ’‹πŸ˜€πŸ˜€πŸ˜ŽπŸ˜ŽπŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’‘πŸ’‘πŸ‘£πŸ‘£πŸ˜ŠπŸ˜Š❤️❤️πŸ˜’πŸ‘«πŸ‘«πŸ‘€πŸ‘€

Oh it's raining again 
Summer ha ha 
☔️☔️☔️

Tuesday, August 11, 2015

Hi 8-12-15

Good day

Hope you are well 
Hope you are having a good summer
It's almost over for you
Wow
That's gone fast
Wow

Other mummy texted me today
She's lonely and misses you 
You should go say hi
You are only next door

I hope you can go see her 
That would be good for her and you 

What are your plans for the rest of the summer vacation
I hope they are good

I know you had a good time in Vegas
That's awesome
Glad you are ok

I miss you 
As you know

I love you
With all my heart and soul

I hope I'll get to see you soon 

Love always and forever 
Dad xoxo

πŸ˜˜πŸ˜˜πŸ‘£πŸ‘£πŸ‘€πŸ‘€πŸ˜πŸ˜πŸ’‹πŸ’‹πŸ˜ŽπŸ˜ŽπŸ’–πŸ’–πŸ’‘πŸ’‘πŸ‘«πŸ‘«πŸ˜„πŸ˜„πŸ’•πŸ’•❤️❤️πŸ‡ΊπŸ‡ΈπŸ‡ΊπŸ‡Έ☀️☀️😊😊

I replace the light bulbs on the car this afternoon
I also replace the cassette player and hopefully I can play the music via the phone again
That would be awesome