Hi 7-1-15

Hi

Good morning

How are you 

Hope all is well

Wow

July already

Time is flying this year

That's great

Closer to being home with you

Sherry is getting very excited about Mexico and marriage 

That's great news 

She's good like that 

She's worried about the commute to / from SD via TJ

But she's going to get used to that for sure 

I do it now

I went to Gengiz's house on the way home last night

Traffic was so bad that seemed an idea

His wife was 40 minutes late

Lol

Just had a beer and little bit of food

Quite hungry this morning 

Dying for a sausage sandwich 

Lol

I am having new brakes on the car today

That will make it a lot safer

Lexi will be happy 😎

I miss you

I love you 

I hope you are ok

I can't wait to see you 

Love always and forever 

Daddy xoxo

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Hi 6-30-15

Hi 

How are you?

Hope you are well

Hope you are having a fun time with the summer

It's warm here - finally 

75-80 degrees today

Mmm

Lovely

90-100 there with you 

Better 😎😎

What have you been doing?

Glad that you liked your pictures from a long time ago

That's cool

They are cool pictures 

You are adorable

Back then and now

I miss you 

I love you 

I wish I could hold you

Sherry and I will be getting married

She is in love with me and I with her

That's what matters

I think we'll get married in Mexico

Mom won't let you come so don't worry we'll do something special for you 

Once married we'll petition for me to get home and be with you 

It's a long trek and an arduous one

So keep with me and I will make everything right for you 

You and you alone are what matter to me 

Sherry is second 

It's the way it is it is the way it will always be 

I love you 

Nothing will ever change that 

I will love you until my dying breath 

Love a,playas and forever 

Dad xoxo xoxo

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Hi 6-29-15

Hi

How are you doing?

Hope all is well

Hope you've had a good weekend

Mine was nice

I can't find the paperwork from the SD Court

Oops

I need that for the immigration attorney 

That's not good

I hope I have an electronic copy

Or I'll need to get them to send me copies

Whatever that costs

Lol

Darn it

What have you been doing this weekend?

How are you doing?

Brian has an iPhone now

That's cool

He's been texting not using iMessage this morning

He can still use the 424 number

That's easier for him

I wonder which one he got

Hopefully a good one

I miss the B's

Not as much as I miss you of course

I did go to the American Car show yesterday

Due to the rain it was a poor show 

But all in all some nice rides 

Cadillac - old ones 

Lovely

How is mom?

I hope all is well

Did she get a new boyfriend?

Aunt Sherry and I will get married

Soon

That way she'll sponsor me and bring me home to the USA

Hopefully

Or we'll live in America

It's not ideal 

But it's a way that you and I will see one another again

The USA immigration department think I will over stay my visa if I come back to see you

I won't but that's is what they think

Sherry and I will do everything with an attorney now 

It's better that way

More expensive but that's life 

I miss you 

I love you 

I want to be home with you 

You'll like Sherry 

She's cool and fun

Love always 

Dad xoxo

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Hi 6-28-15

Hello

How are you

Have you had fun this weekend

I hope so

I hope you are having a hood summer vacation and that all is going great

I stayed in a castle last night

That's kinda awesome

I'll send some pictures later today

I hope that I'll get to see an American car show this morning

But it's rained overnight so not sure if that's going to happen or not now 

It will be fun if I go

I also went to a proper castle and walked around and saw the towers etc

That was way cool

I send the pictures for you soon

Didn't get to the beach this weekend 

But that's not too bad

I'll go next weekend

Next Saturday I'll be spending the day with granddad

That will be cool

We have lunch on the river boat 

Awesome

😎

I miss you 

I love you 

I hope you are ok

It's way humid here today 

Like wow

But it should be fine in the car later

Love you with all my heart and soul 

Daddy xoxo

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Hi 6-27-15

Hi 

Good morning 

How are you?

Hope all is well

Hope you are having fun

Are you at 2280?

Or have you gone to Aunt Tina's? 

I hope wherever you and whatever you are doing you are having fun

That would be cool

I am with Fiona, Ben and Millie

It was an arduous drive up here today 

Wow

So bad

Traffic 

Oh well

No matter here now

I left at 4 and got here at 830

Long time to do 125 miles 

Life

😎

I did 30 miles in 3 and a bit hours and 100 miles in 70 minutes 

I kinda put my foot down after the tailback

Major pain

Immigration have lost my paperwork

That's amazing

They've cashed the check

Surprise 

Anyway 

The attorney said that if sherry and I marry then we'll be able to come home

So we will do that

Hmm

She's very happy 

Sorry that we'll need to do that in Mexico

I don't want her to give up her job and we'll loose so much money 

So that's the plan

It's life

I hope she's not going hurt you guys and ban me from seeing you once married

She'll ban me from having any contact with anyone else

It's going to be fun 

I miss you

I love you

I wish I was with you 

I wish I was spending Saturday with you 

I wish I was spending everyday with you 

Love always and forever 

Dad xoxo

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Hi 6-26-15

Hi Sebastian and Kaitlin

Sorry that I am not there with you and not able to help you grow up and enjoy our lives 

It looks like the USA is not going to allow me in

It looks like they will only let me back if I am married to a citizen

That's Sherry

So sherry will be a major part of our lives if she wants to be

But she's going to want to not be in our lives 

She's going to want to always be her 

Nothing else will matter

So in reality I will have to marry her and then I'll be allowed back home

Whether I'll be allowed to see you or be with you is irrelevant

That's going to have to be worked out

Sherry is like mom

Very very controlling 

I'm sorry

I wish I could make this better and make this work for us

But right now the options are drying up

I'm so sad 

😢

It is however what it is

I almost got a speeding ticket this morning

That's not good 

But that's life

I shouldn't have driven so fast

Oops

Was no more than 90

It's coz I was sad and angry

I found out that Starbucks are open at 630

That's awesome

Sweet 

Got one this morning 

Won't go every day

That's too much money 

I just need some heat and warmth 

I need sun

I need you 

Love always and forever 

Daddy xoxo

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6-25-15 - Birthday and Immigration

Hi Sebastian and Kaitlin

Today was my birthday

But so much more than that 

I've hated my birthday for 3 years

The day the date the time 

All of it.

For the first time ever I asked how big I was

6 pounds 11 ounces 

Not for the first time I wish I'd never survived 

I know you are young 

But no happy birthday text even?

I understand 

You have more important things to say

Like I love you

And that matters most 

Thank you ❤️❤️

It was harder because an immigration attorney told me that I am unlikely to ever to get back to America

Ever

Even if I married Sherry I might not get back in

I just heard that today

It seems like I managed to get my filing for the 212 wrong 

I cold refile - the attorney can anyway 

If I am successful I might get 90 days there

The fact that I have a reason to stay - you

Is held against me 

Omg 

I'm so sad 

I just want to cry

But I can't

I'm devastated with this news 

Truly devastated 

My heart is leaping from my mouth 

My brain is sick

I need to lay down

I'm sorry

Today was really really bad 

Love you 

Always and forever 

Daddy xoxo

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Hi June 25 2015

Good morning

How are you

It's been a long time since we held hands

3 years to be exact

Do you remember

At East Mesa facility

You were there with mom 

She was crying

You were crying.

I was crying

It was a long time ago

It seems like back in an age when the dinosaurs were around

So long 

I'm so sorry that we've not been able to hold hands or to be together for these 3 years

I'm hoping that we can be together sooner again

It is paperwork and hold ups for me to get home

If I can't get home I'll go to Mexico

That's a good solution 

We'd be on the same time zone

We'd be able to talk 

We'd be able to text 

We might get to hold one another through the border - mom might bring you 

I miss you

Every second of every day 

It's not like that will ever change

As we grow older we grow closer

We are one

We are a team

We are special

Nothing will ever come between us 

No one will ever stop our thoughts 

Our love is pure for each other

My children

My body

My life

Every second you grow stronger

Every second you are more able

Every second you are thought of missed and blessed

I'm so sorry that I can't be there 

I wish with all my heart that I could 

One day 

I love you 

Always and forever 

Dad xoxo

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Hi 6-24-15

Hi

How are you both

Thanks for thinking of me with the slim Jim

That's cool

That's great you remembered how much we liked these

They are still $1 in dollar tree?

Do you still like lunchables's?

I do

But they only do the ham one here

Pepperoni one would be awesome

I miss you

It's hard getting up every day and being without you

Mom has no idea how lucky she is to see you everyday

To be with you

To listen (when she does) and to just be a part of your life

I trying to get home 

But they aren't letting me 

It is certainly hard work here 

And it's certainly a long wait to get back

Sherry and I are ok

We had a talk 

We have to have a talk once every now and again

Reel her back in so to speak

Granddad managed to mess up his iPhone and his laptop

Changing passwords

Silly old fool

I'll go help him tomorrow after work

Love you 

Always and forever

Daddy xoxo

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Hi 6-23-15

Good morning 

How are you

I'm glad that you are getting to stay with Aunt Tina

That's great

I hope you are both behaving yourselves 

I know you are really 

You are two adorable and well behaved children

I am always proud of you 

I am always there in spirit with you 

I love you 

I miss you 

I wish I could be a bigger part of your lives

I wish I could be there with you 

I wish I could hold you, hear your laughter, feel your pain and see your wonder 

That's what a dad should do 

But I can't 

The immigration department will not respond and don't want me to see you 

Mom won't let me see you either 

That's a terrible shame and I am sorry 

I am so sorry that they took me away from you and that they are not letting me return

I'm going to try to get to Mexico next year

To move there 

To see if I can get work there 

To be with you (at least on the same time zone) and to be with Sherry

If she wants that

Not sure she does

Not sure she knows what she wants either 

Too many women in my life

Oh well

That's the way that it happens 

Feast or famine 😎😎

I hope all is well

I'll be working this weekend 

Just some server installs 

Nothing major 

May as well work

It's not like I have a reason to not work

Love you always and forever 

Daddy xoxo

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Hi 6-22-15

Good morning 

How are you?

It's morning here 

Just last 7

I am at the office already 

Thinking coming in that maybe this week I should start to be later?

Just get here after 8?

I don't need to be here until 830

But like to be early

Anyway

Just thinking 

Thank you for the Father's Day text

I also got one from Nhu 

That was nice

That's always nice

Sherry of course texted me 

But our conversation last night was strained

Her weekend emails were out of control 

That's how it is though 

I think she and I will not be together much longer 

I don't really care

I had a good day with granddad 

He was happy to have a Starbucks a couple of gifts

A card from you and I

Plus I had his car washed and waxed 

I did get my car done as well

Typical

It's raining this morning ☔️☔️

Never mind

It was clean for a few minutes

Uploading pictures that I took over the weekend 

I'll,send the link later today when you wake up

I miss you so much

I love you with all my heart 

Always and forever 

Dad xoxo

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Hi 6-21-15

How are you

Hope all is well

I had a good day yesterday 

It was fun

Went to the beach 

A new one

A long drive but it was good 

I had a long long walk on the beach 

That was lovely

There was little service on the phone 

Which is also lovely at times

Meant that Sherry couldn't continually get to me

She's been a horrible person recently 

I did get you some things when out

So that's cool

I wish I could take you to these places 

But soon we'll go exploring in California

And maybe Mexico and more 

That will be fun 

Very good fun

I went in a big church too 

That was cool 

Glad I did that

What are you doing 

What have you been doing 

I hope you are having fun

I miss you 

I love you 

I am going to take dad out for Father's Day today

That should be fun

Then see Nikki and O and A for a short while

But I won't interact with the children much

As they'll have fun and Nikki doesn't like that 

Shame 😢

Love you 

Always and forever 

Dad xoxo

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Hi 6-19-15

Hello

Thank you for texting me and sharing pictures with me

Those are great pictures with Stephanie and Tammy and Benton

I miss you so much 

I love you with all my heart and soul

You are my everything 

I was bad today 

I stopped and got a maple and pecan bar from the gas station

Breakfast 

Delicious

Omg wow

So much sugar!!

How are you?

What have you been doing with Aunt Tina?

Looks like food and fun

Sweet 😎😎

My week has been ok

But stressful

My eyes were blood shot yesterday and that's never good 

In fact they've been bad all week

I thought allergies but now I think stress

The office and the people here make life stressful 

They just don't like to work hard and efficient 

Their loss 

It's easy to manage when they are not muppets

I am thinking maybe I should relocate to Mexico?

If I leave England I leave a paying job though 

But if if don't leave England I will go insane and could end up in hospital

We'll see 

Sherry has the money to fund me but she's not going to do that 

She's said I need a job in Mexico 

Which I will but you'd think she'd pony up 3 months or so 

I'll try to see whether the job I have could be transferred to Mexico 

Wouldn't that be cool 

We'd be on the same time-zone and that's always great 

I miss you 

I love you 

I'll do anything I can to see you again 

Love always 

Dad xoxo

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Hi 6-18-15

Hi Sebastian and Kaitlin

How are you?

Are you enjoying being in Aunt Tina's?

Hope so

Having fun?

What are you doing?

How long are you staying?

Why didn't you let me know 

I've been worried about you 

I let Other Mummy know where you were as well

She misses you

She's said that she's not seen you for a while

I hope you get to see her soon

My car brakes were siezed on the back

That's not got 

We heated it up and remedied that issue

But 

It's a big but 

The discs all round need replacing

Joy

It shudders when you brake

That's ok I will live with it for now

You aren't in the car 

So it's not that critical

Just upsetting 

That's likely a $1000 repair 

Ouch

Sherry is constantly telling me that I have to marry her

I don't understand what the heck is wrong with it

I just don't 

But it is starting to upset me 

Adding to my stress

I just don't understand why everyone wants to add to my stress all the time

No idea what the heck 

It's so bad that I'm unable to see from one eye

Great

It makes driving a lot less fun

It really hurts quite a lot tbh 

I miss you 

I love you 

I wish I could hold you 

I wish I could make this better 

I wish I was whole and enough for you 

Sorry that I can't be with you 

I am trying to get home 

Love always and forever

Daddy xoxo

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Hi 6-17-15

Good morning 

I was asked yesterday how old I am

You know

I couldn't work it out

Strangely thought it was 2016 this year

Weird

I'm 44 in a few days

Wow

Getting old

Never as old as Sherry or Fiona

Lol

It was Sherry that asked

She was suggesting that I get a girlfriend with long tanned legs

It's like everything she says is a test

I'm so sick of it

How are you guys doing?

Brian texted me he's ok

He asked me my address

That's cool

Then he asked again 

Not so cool 

But it is hard to get the ones here right 

I bet that 

I did text Nhu

She didn't text me back

Nor had Tina.

Weird 

Usually they do

I spoke with an attorney

He can't help me with the initial filing and I just have to wait

But that is life

I've waited this long I'll be able to wait more

Soon we'll be together again 

That's the goal

That's my only goal

Hay fever is getting to me

I need some antihistamines- make it better for myself 

My right eye is so painful 

I had to have the a/c on 

Wow

Like here

Really??

It's only 60 degrees and I have the a/c on

Lol

I want to come home 

See you 

Hold you 

That's what makes me get up each morning 

The thought that I'll see you and be with you and hold you 

Love you 

Each day our live grows stronger 

Hugs forever

Dad xoxo

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Hi 6-16-15

Good morning

How are you?

Hope you are well

Hope you are enjoying your summer vacation

I heard from the USA embassy in London

They can approve a c1 visa ( maybe ) which will allow me to travel through the USA airspace I to Mexico

It will take approx 6 months

Wow

I will try to get a time slot for the embassy in the next few weeks

I will try to go to Mexico over Christmas maybe 

Then maybe your mom will allow other mummy to bring you to the border 

I'm not sure she will

But everything is worth a go

I miss you 

I fought with someone last night 

I was vociferous 

I turned on them as they suggested that I should be happy here without you 

I'm not and anyone who thinks I should be should just get lost 

They can remove themselves from my life entirely 

Not interested in the petty bullshit that these muppets want to suggest that I should feel

Like I should feel bad for them because I want to go home to my children

What the hell 

That's just annoying me 

Then Sherry sends me drivel

About how one should put their spouse ahead of their children

For God's sake why send that to me

It's like she just wants to fight and make things worse 

I've taken some pills this morning 

Hopefully it will take the edge off the pain

Gosh i certainly hope so

The allergies are horrible 

Oh well

I will get over it 

Lol

I love you 

I want to hold you, hear you, be with you 

Hopefully summer is going well and your playing outside a lot 

Love forever and ever

Daddy xoxo

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Hi 6-15-15

Good day Sebastian & Kaitlin

I hope you are well

I hope you've had a good weekend

I've just got into work after a longer weekend

Wow

They did nothing in my absence

Oh well 

Life

Lol

I'll catch up

I took of Friday to go ballooning which never happened

Shame as I've wasted a 1/2 day now

Won't get paid for that

The brake light warning came on this weekend.

That's not good

Was hoping I was timing it correctly 

I have the brakes being done on Wednesday

Don't stress they are fine.

At least 1000 miles in them left yet

But I want them changed 

I don't like red lights on the dash 😎

What have you done this weekend 

Hope you've had a fun one

Mine was ok

Fiona's party was ok

Not my thing but still all good

I didn't dance

I don't like to especially when Fiona would be mad if I did dance with anyone else

Never mind

All good

I'm still considering Mexico 

I'd like to come

I don't think mom will let you visit me there either 

But that's life 

She wants only money

That's always been her goal

I completely understand that by the way 

Just a pain in the butt 

But we'll survive 

You and I we are all survivors and we'll be together soon

It's hard right now

But better things are coming to us soon

Hopefully 

I love you 

I miss you 

You are in my heart and soul

Never a second passed without me thinking of you 

Always and forever 

Daddy xoxo

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Hi 6-14-15

Hi

How are you? 

Hope you had a good Saturday

Mine was ok

Not as exciting as your go karting 

Did you love it

Are you going to go again

Did you both do it

Or just you Sebastian?

It's brilliant fun isn't it?

I took Ben to see Jurrasic World

That was quite good fun.

Not as good as the previous movies but not bad either 

We'll go see Terminator when it comes out too

Plus Millie of course

Fiona's party was last night 

There were a lot of people there who I didn't know

But I did try to be socialable

Nikki was also there with Mike and her kids 

Fiona's step daughter Jess was there and she was on top form

And very pretty as well 😎

The rest were work friends 

Wow

They are some wild animals 

Lol

It ended at around midnight 

Not too bad 

Not too good

But nice 

I have to go get the car back this morning 

No big deal 

Just got to walk there 

About 15 minutes

There's lots of food in the trunk

So I'd better get that back sooner rather than later 

We're all meeting up with Nikki and her kids for breakfast in an hour or so

That will be fun 

Oliver will likely be very tired this morning 

He and Annie stayed up until 1030

They usually go to bed at 7 even on the weekend 

Nikki is a very strict mom 

Lol

I miss you 

I love you 

I only ever want to wake up again and see your faces and hear your laughter and voices

That's what makes my life go forward every day 

You 

love always and forever 

Dad xoxo 

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Hi 6-13-15

Hi

How are you

Hope all is well

Hope you had a good Friday

What did you do?

Anything exciting

Hope so

Hope you didn't just stay in watching games 

The balloon ride was cancelled 

That sucks

But life

Instead we went exploring

That was fun to

Way fun

Loved the day

Ended up tired 

Humidity killed us

But still way good fun

Today is just a chill day

Followed by Fiona's party

That going to be fun also 

Can't wait 

Well excited and trepidatious at the same time

There are some people that I know and some that I don't 

Not a big fan of parties as you know

Lol

It will be fine 

Hopefully 

Hope you get some sleep

Hope you have a great Saturday 

I miss you so much it hurts 

I love you with all my heart and soul

Daddy forever and ever 

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Hi 6-12-15

Hi Sebastian & Kaitlin

Good morning 

How are you 

What did you do yesterday 

I hope you had a good day 

Did you do anything exited 

I was supposed to go ballooning today 

But at the last minute it was cancelled 

Son of a ...

It's a shame

But it's better to be safe 

After all they said it could be lightening 

Not good to go in a balloon with lightening 

Lol

So that's disappointing 

More so that I took a day off from work

Darn

Oh well

Life ...

Fiona is upset at that too

We'll rebook

Shame 

Yesterday was perfect weather 

Such is life 

Instead we'll have to find something else to do

Not quite sure what yet

We might go to the water and see what that's like 

I can get you some gifts there as well

That would be nice 

If I go

She also wanted to try a restaurant called Turtle Bay

That would be cool too

Tomorrow is her party 

Not excited about that as you I do t like parties

Lol

I think Ben and I will be going to the movies

Seeing Jurassic park 

My eyes are not focusing this morning

Could just be the light and the way it's reflecting on my screen

But it's irritating 

Anyway all good

I miss you 

I love you 

I wish I could hold you 

Always and forever 

Dad xoxo

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