Hi Sebastian and Kaitlin
Today was my birthday
But so much more than that
I've hated my birthday for 3 years
The day the date the time
All of it.
For the first time ever I asked how big I was
6 pounds 11 ounces
Not for the first time I wish I'd never survived
I know you are young
But no happy birthday text even?
I understand
You have more important things to say
Like I love you
And that matters most
Thank you ❤️❤️
It was harder because an immigration attorney told me that I am unlikely to ever to get back to America
Ever
Even if I married Sherry I might not get back in
I just heard that today
It seems like I managed to get my filing for the 212 wrong
I cold refile - the attorney can anyway
If I am successful I might get 90 days there
The fact that I have a reason to stay - you
Is held against me
Omg
I'm so sad
I just want to cry
But I can't
I'm devastated with this news
Truly devastated
My heart is leaping from my mouth
My brain is sick
I need to lay down
I'm sorry
Today was really really bad
Love you
Always and forever
Daddy xoxo
😘😘💖💖🇺🇸🇺🇸💑💑😎😎👣👣😍😍💕💕❤️❤️👫👫👀👀
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