Hi 4-30-15

Hi Sebastian and Kaitlin 

How are you?

I am feeling about 60% better today 

That's a good thing

I'm considering asking the office for a day off tomorrow

Have a long weekend

That's likely to be a good idea 

But ... 

I hate asking 

And I hate asking at short notice 

I'll consider it 

See what Julian says

I wish I could get a manicure 

But don't think I could stand the smell right now 

The nail polish is strong and will make me cough in the salon

So guess that's going to wait 

Oh well

Will be better when I get it done in a week or so

Same for the haircut 

I just can't be bothered to sit in Andy's and get that done

All I want to do is hold you and go to sleep

I miss you 

How are you both doing

How's school?

How's life in general

What nights do you play soccer Sebastian?

I know you said 2 times a week right?

I wish I could take you 

Aunt Sherry is also very sick

Something with her gall bladder

Hopefully she'll get better soon 

She's not been to work most of this week

Darn

Oh well 

It's just money we'll always make more

Lol

Never let money rule you guys ok

It's not what matters in life 

The car is ok

But I was looking at a Cadillac STS on eBay 

Not sure why

But if I don't get to come home as much as I'd like an Escalade I might just go cheap and have the STS that way I can still afford to drive it 

We'll see

It will mean that I won't have a mechanic who can do things

But I'm sure that basic stuff like brakes can be done by a store or by Andy/Kevin

We'll see

I saw one for less than $2000

Newer than the Lexus and with a lot less miles on it 

Just looked for now

Haven't made up my mind or a decision

I don't want to be in debt so the escalade could be an issue

Or maybe I could get an older 300c 

Hmm

The Hemi one of those would be awesome 😎😎

I miss taking you to see cars

And I miss holding you 

I miss being in your everyday life

I hope we can get our lives back soon 

I love you 

I miss you 

Always and forever 

Dad xxx

Sending some stuff for you today 

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Hi 4-29-15

Good morning

How are you?

Glad that you (K) are better and not throwing up anymore

Always great S that you don't get sick

I am still a little sick thank you for texting me to ask

That meant a lot 

I'm at the office

No idea how I got here 

Or tbh why I am here 

Except I'm ultra competitive and can't let them win

Sob that means I can't let myself enjoy a sick day like normal people

Seems to be a curse

It's stems from mom saying that I was made of tofu and was always sick

Yeah so whatever right !! 😎😎

Anyway at the office 

FIRST

Despite leaving 10 minutes later than usual 

Despite being hit by traffic

There was another car fire on the freeway this morning 

Two days in a row

What the heck are the odds on that? 

I'll be fine

Think ill do a 1/3 day today and end up home early 

The coughing thing gives me a migraine and makes my chest sore

Best action - sleep😎😎

We all ow how good I can be at that 

I've been going to bed at 9pm this week

Had to

With the sickness it's debilitating and just crashing me out by then

Normally I go to bed at 1030

Lol

An extra 90 minutes is quite pleasing tbh

I miss you 

I love you 

I wish I could have a hug

I need a hug

Love always and forever

Have an awesome day at school 

Dad xxx

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Hi 4-28-15

Hi

I hope you are feeling better Kaitlin

How many times were you sick?

Hopefully it's under control now

I'm getting better

As much as working full time and extra and driving allows me to be

I could use a few days off

Lol

Like that's going to happen

Anyway

Hope you are ok

I'm coughing quite well

Praying it doesn't become a chest infection

Remember the last one I had in the states

I had to stay in bed

Mom hated me for that

But other mummy made me some ginger thing and it tasted awful but cured me

That was a good thing 😎

Even now I feel embarrassed to say I'm sick

That it will be used against me again 

Oh well it's all good just get past it and move forward

How is school?

Are you getting a book this week?

I hope so

Your teacher writes and asks if you want one

She said you need to take some $$ 

You have money I sent it monthly for you

If you need some more I'll send it to you 

Do,you still use the iPads 

Both of you?

Are you enjoying them?

Is the newer cover better for Sebastian?

That's the same as the one I have

I use the iPad in bed a lot for watching YouTube 

That's how the evening now goes 

YouTube 

Car crashes/ pranks and other stuff 

I watch all that as it makes me smile 

Lol 😎

Do you still watch it

Do you still like playing with cars and thinking about what you could drive?

I hope so

Hopefully when I get back I'll have Sherry's Denali for a while and then trade it for an Escalade or a Hummer - whichever you'd prefer (hopefully the escalade).  She's ok with that

I miss you 

I love you 

I hope you feel better and that you are both ok

Love always and forever 

Dad xoxo

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Hi 4-27-15

Thank you for texting me this morning (your night) that's awesome 

It's always great to hear from you 

I'm still sick

But forced myself up come to work 

Yuck

Don't know how I got here tbh

Anyway

It sux

Coughing so hard.

Oops

I'm so used to being defensive about being sick

That's it is hard to admit that i need to rest etc

I did take some great video and pictures on Saturday though

So that was a bonus

Plus fixed the radio thing in the car

So even bigger bonus

Today my head hurts

A lot

It's not fun at all

I hate it

My back also hurts

A lot

Yuck

It will be ok

I think depending on what the office says I will take a 1/2 day

But then again Kevin just called out sick

So that might not be practical 

Joy

He has a migraine 

Fun

Glad that you like the soccer

Are you good at it?

What position are you playing?

That's awesome buddy 

I miss the facts that I am not there to cheer you on

To show that you have a dad when you win or lose 

I wish I was there 

How's mom

Is she ok

Does she like taking you to the game?

Is other mummy still helping you both lose weight

Once you add it it is so hard to get rid of it

I'm at 160 pounds now

That's ok

I think

Much less and the charts all say I'm under weight

Lol

Unlikely 

But remember I was a big fat dad

Now I'm a skinny dad

😎😎

I miss you 

I love you 

Always and forever 

Daddy xoxo

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Hi 4-26-15

Hello

How are you both?

Yesterday I went to the beach

But I had some issues

Oops

I climbed a hill of pebbles and thought I was having a heart attack

Wow

I was so sick

I came hack to my pad and went to bed

I've only just got up 

I've been in bed 13+ hours

For me that is amazing 

I'm just going to get some Gatorade and then head home

Can't face the world today 

I'm sick

Flu

Or the plague 

But likely flu

Sherry went to a Mexican wedding last night 

Sounds like she enjoyed herself.

That's great

Good for her 

I saw a really nice old jaguar yesterday

It was from Germany

Wow

1945 era car

Amazingly good condition 

I bought a new fm transmitter for the Lexus so as I can play music via the iPhone

It worked great all day in Dorset second I came closer to London it sucks 

Oh well

Life 

Ill give the old one to Nikki 

She can use it to charge her phone 

rather than play music 😎

I miss you 

I really need a hug

Love always and forever 

Daddy xoxo

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Hi 4-25-15

Hi Sebastian and Princess

How are you?

Hope you are well

Hope that you had a good Friday 

I seem to have acquired a cough

Joy

Making me lethargic and just not feel right 

Never mind 

That's life

I'll be ok

Planning a drive to the beach later

I haven't seen the beach in a while 

All good 

I miss you so much 

It's so amazing how every day we get a day closer but a day further apart

I have such great memories of you 

Last night I was dreaming of when you were in Sandrine's school and came back to the store after school to hang out with me 

That was awesome

And then when Kaitlin was here and you had a fort in the window

That was cool as well

I miss those days 

I miss hanging out with you 

I miss hanging out with the B's and the T's too

Taking you to the park after school was always great

The beach

McDonalds

Wherever you wanted 

It was a great life

Just being there for the two of you 

I miss all that 

How's the weight loss going with other mummy 

I'll loose some weight too

That way the three of of us are doing that together 

I had salad all week for lunch this week

No meat in it most days 

Today though I'm starving 

I might eat before I set off for the beach

Might not though 

Going to jump in the shower 

I miss you 

I love you 

I live every second for you 

Always daddy

Forever and ever you are the reason for my life 

Love 

Dad xoxo 

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Hi 4-24-15

Good morning Sebastian and Kaitlin

It's dress down day at the office

Every Friday 

I love dress down day

Not that I wear a suit and tie anyway

But jeans and a polo is more comfortable for me 

I'm in a red polo and blue jeans

I like this color combination

How are you?

I hope you are both well

I hope you are sleeping ok

I hope school is ok

Did you learn anything fun this week?

I hope so

I didn't 

Lol

I have learned that some people go out of their way to make life as hard as possible

Sherry

Fiona

It's amazing

Fiona is mad that I have a chance to come home because she's going to miss me

Whatever

Sherry is mad that I'm breathing and don't say the right things constantly

Oh well

That's life 

She's mad this morning because she was flattered last night by a stranger and I wasn't jealous

Wow

If I were jealous I'd be controlling now I'm not I'm scum anyway

It's all good

She'll get over herself at some point

I close to ending everything with everyone except for the two of you 

I can manage being 100% single 

I don't need others

I just need you

The car is also playing up

The tape player won't play the cassette thing to play the music from the phone.

So no sat nav 

No country radio

Hmm

Awesome 

I'll need to get a new car or get that fixed as soon as possible

I did ask the guys in the office but they never responded 

Never mind

I also think I should check the oil

But the hood doesn't stay up on its own and I need a helper

That's when I need someone 

Oh well

I'll figure that out

Maybe dad 

But then sherry will be mad that I am not spending the moments with her 

Pathetic isn't it

I miss you

I love you 

I wish I could hold you 

I wish I could hear your laughter 

I wish I could be with you 

Hugs and love forever 

Daddy xoxo

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Hi 4-23-15

Good morning Sebastian and Kaitlin

How are you?

Are you having a good week at school

I hope so

It's just past 7am and I'm at the office

As always 

I try to get her right about now

It makes sense with the traffic

And gives me some quiet time to write to you both

It's nice that way

How are you doing other than school

Are you still losing weight with other mummy

I'll try to loose some with you too

The Google voice app died this morning 

Strange

I wonder if I need to re-sign in to the office network and get that to work that way

Weird how technology just stops working

I bought a tape head cleaner for the car

Today it played the music nicely all the way here

Not sure whether to just keep going with it or buy a new piece

Right now I think I'll keep going

Got to have music in the car

I hate to drive silently 

I was doing appraisals this week with the people in the office

Awesome

They didn't invite me until the last second

So I was totally unprepared 

Waste of time

Oh well

Life ...

I miss you so much 

I live you with all my heart and soul

You are everything to me

And I go to bed thinking of you wake up thinking of you and spend all day thinking of you

I miss our life 

I miss being with you, shopping, lunching, driving, at the beach, the park etc

So sad that other mummy said that you guys didn't go anywhere now 

When I'm back we'll rectify that 

Love you always and forever 

Daddy xoxo

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Hi 4-22-15

Hi

How are you?

Hope all is well

Aunt Tina sent me the presentation 

That was cool Kaitlin

Love you 

You are amazing 

Aunt Sherry said the same as well

She's very thrilled to get to see that: as was Grandma and Nikki

Yesterday was hard work with Sherry and her demands

I almost caved and let her win

Then I fought back

Now we compromised 

She will do what she wants and I will do what I want and she'll suck it up

Lol

Sick of being told whom I can speak to 

Did that with mom for years

Eggshells

Walked on them trying not to break them for years and years

Failed miserably

Hated life

Not starting a relationship like that again 

Ever

I'd rather be single for the rest of my life 

😎

How is school?

How are your teachers 

How are you doing in your subjects 

You doing ok?

You both ok?

Not sick etc

I've been sick for a while

My eyes are hurting - likely allergies and lack of rest 

But that's life and there's nothing I can do about that 

Hopefully when I come home I'll be better 

Was t sick that much there 

Here everything is so cold and damp 

Never dry

Glad that you can go and play with the B's and other Mummy

That's awesome 

Glad that she's able to be in your lives again 

That's great news 

I know you love her and missed her 

I love you 

I miss you 

I am thankful for the minutes that we get in FaceTime and the memories I have with you both 

The store, the house, driving, the beach etc 

Love always and forever 

Daddy xoxo 

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Hi 4-21-15

Good morning 

How are you?

It was so nice to see you all on FaceTime last night

Cool

It's been a long time since we saw one another

Good to talk to you

And good to talk to other mummy

I like the idea of you all coming to see me 

That would be cool

Do you want to do that?

Will you be ok going home afterwards?

We need to think that through 

Ok?

Seeing you and talking to you last night made a difference

I'm much happier inside knowing you are well and good

That makes all the difference to me

My eye still twitches but that's life

I did tell Sherry that I'd talked to you

So she knows

She has this thing now where she is required to know everything before anyone else 

Weird 

She's so controlling 

Weird 

Lol

Anyway I will try to keep her abreast of the things that I do

I'll try to not break her eggshells, Fiona's eggshells, and more

Strange life 

They all seem to care about me but only if they have control of me

Granddad texted me this morning as well

That's odd

Rare he does that 

He's ok he just wanted to say hi

It's been a while since I have seen them

It's aunt Linda's birthday this week

I'll try to get the card to her by the end of the week

Can't guarantee that though 

Lol

I'll mail it today from us

I'll get you some chocolate this week as well and mail it to you 

Along with a pink dragon 😎😎 if I can find one lol

Sebastian I'll send you some Jaffa cakes if you want xx

Lots of love always and forever 

I'll ask Aunt Tina for the video of your presentation Kaitlin

Strange she's not sent that to me yet 

Love today tomorrow and forever 

Always 

Daddy xoxo

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Hi 4-20-15

Hello

How are you?

Have you recovered from your weekend with Tina and the kids and Ted at Pala

I hope you had a great time

Sure looked nice there 

Do you remember that I used to take you with the B's and T's?

It was brilliant

I love it there

The food is awesome as well isn't it?

The buffet to die for 😎😎

Glad that you are having a great time

Hope that you always say thank you to Aunt Tina and Uncle Ted

I found some caves to explore

That was awesome

They were cool

You'd have liked it

Cold as heck but well worth it

I am uploading the pictures to shutterfly now

It's amazing that I still use that account 

It's still gascoinetran as well 

Lol

How is mom

Is she ok

Is she treating you well?

I hope all is good with her 

It's good she's changed her mind on Pala

She didn't like the idea of us all staying there in the past 

But she's gotten over that now 

Or she just wanted time away 😎😎

That's good,to

She needs it to recharge 

It's a shame that your mom and I didn't work out 

Worse that she and I can't make it work again

But I understand 

I hope that you both understand as well

Thank you for your texts this morning 

It's lovely to receive them

I really miss you 

I miss being there and being a part of your life 

One day again 

Love always and forever 

Daddy xoxo

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Hi 4-19-15

Hi Sebastian and Kaitlin

How are you 

How was your Saturday

I was exploring a little

I found some caves and went to them

They were way cool

Way cold as well

Plus on top of the mountain when you got out of the caves here was thing Church which was lovely

It was a really good morning 

In the afternoon I went in search of some Mexican food

Couldn't find any

Bummer

I'm at a hotel in Oxford this morning 

No water with the house

I hope that this afternoon the water will be on

God that would be hell if it's not 

No matter

Life right!! 

I'll deal with it 

What are your plans for the weekend 

What did you do Saturday

Have you been with Stephanie Tammy and Benton

Hope you have had fun

I miss you 

I love you 

My hands and feet hurt a lot today 

They are not working right and are swollen

It's from the cold and the RA and it sux

Lol

It will be better in America when I return 

I hope so anyway

Love always and forever 

Daddy xoxo

I miss you so much 

I just want to curl up and cry to sleep 

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Hi 4-18-15

Hi

Hope you are both well

Did you have a good day yesterday ?

How was your presentation Kaitlin

Did it go well

Did you like doing it

How is the modeling coming

Have you found an agent

Is mom taking care of that?

Have you seen anyone for it?

You'll do well

Remember daddy when you are famous Princess!

Sebastian 

Have you played more soccer

Did you love it 

Do you want to do more?

I hope so

I can play too 

Not well but I can play 

I miss you both 

I love you both 

I wish I were thee to see you 

To hold you 

To hear you 

I miss being a daddy 

I miss being there for you constantly and always 

You are what matters to me 

Nothing else

I have bad days where I sometimes think that I'll never see and hold you again

Then the next day I feel a little better 

I've had a bad week 

I've been missing you so much 

It's very hard work to continue to be great with others when inside you are crying constantly.

I am going to explore some caves today 

I hope it's fun

I'll text you later 

Love always and forever

Dad xoxo

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4-17-15

Hi Sebastian & Kaitlin

How are you

Hope you are well

How exciting you played football

Great that you like it 

Hope you'll always like it 😎

Shame you lost

But the 1st game that is ok

How are you?

How is everything else with school for you both?

It's going ok?

Hope so

I had a conversation with Sherry last night

She's annoying and fine

She hates the fact that I have other friends 

It's ridiculous 

She's too insecure

My God what fun

Lol

She's wants me to never text Jess again etc

It's hard work for me 

Lol

I like Jess and I think she's a great person

My friend left her keys in the car overnight 

One of our clients 

Duh duh duh

Lol

Another client died 

That was sad

But the office couldn't care less

Sad 😢

My eye is hurting again

It's been bad this week

Pollen and allergies I'm guessing 

Aunt Nikki is ok

Uncle Mike snores and she's mad at that 

Annie is starting to get up early 

Oliver loves school 

Hmm

Good for them

Their car broke down and she's not going to get a new one for a while 

That's sad

Not sure how they'll cope without a car.

I think this morning as a joke I will add some liquid soap to Paul's tea

Lol

😎😎

Love you 

Miss you

Always and forever 

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Hi 4-16-15

Hi

How are you

Are you ready for your presentation tomorrow Kaitlin?

Did you rehearse your speech last night?

Hope you did

Hope you are doing great

How's school

How's everything else

Do you still miss me

Do you still want me

Aunt Sherry wants me to make decisions for our future

But she's forgetting you

Silly woman.

I have just told her that I suspect that we will be together but that she needs to know and like you and you need to know and like her first

That's more important to me

She is so controlling

She wants me to only have her and no one else in life

So I'll be expected to report to her everything we say and everything I do

Don't think I can go back to that feeling again

That's what mom needed as well

Just like being trapped again

Oh well

Life 

If it's right it's right and if it's not it's not

I can't. Ha he what happens, only do my best to avoid it

What else is happening?

Is mom seeing anyone again?

If she is I hope they treat you right and you like them

She deserves happiness 

Never forget that 

She's a good mom mostly 

A better mom than I am a dad anyway

Never forget that she's always there for you and always will be as will I.

I miss you so much

I love you with all my heart and soul

I'm having issues with my eye

It hurts

Pollen/allergies perhaps

Yesterday I could hardly see

Today is better but I'm having issues 

I maybe need glasses 

Who knows

I will try to get to an opticians

Hopefully that will be ok

It's the expense 

I did think about relocating back to Siobhan's and giving up the apartment 

It's expensive and time-consuming to live there 

But ... 

It's peaceful and a happy place 

Just cold inside 

I'm not sure 

I'm thinking about it 

Yesterday I laid in on the deck and just soaked up the sun

It was the first time in years that I have been able to just be outside in the sun

So I haven't decided yet

It would save money

And that's important

But living like a student is not a good thing as a 44 year old 

I can skip meals if need be and just eat crap

😢

Who knows

I'll make a decision at the end of the week/month 

I'd just like to save more than $5 a week

Hmmm

I love you 

Always and forever

Dad xoxo 😘😘😍😍😎😎💑💑👣👣🇺🇸🇺🇸❤️❤️💖💖💕💕👫👫

Hi 4-15-15

Hi Sebastian and Kaitlin

Hope that you are both well

Hope that school is going well

How are you doing

You have projects due this week right?

Hope mom has helped you 

Or better yet B & B

They are so good at school

Nhu is so proud of them 

As I am you

I will always be proud of you

No matter how you do in school or where you go from there

Daddy is always so very happy for you and proud of you 

I'm sick

Really sick

My eyes are so painful i can barely drive

It was arduous to get home last night 

It was worse coming to work this morning 

I hope that I can go home and just relax today

I'll try

😎😎

Aunt Sherry's craziness is debilitating

She and I fought yesterday 

She's getting to be high maintenance 

Lol

Higher maintenance than usual 

😎😎

I miss you so much

I love you with all my heart 

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Daddy always and forever

Hi 4-14-15

Hello

How are you?

Did you enjoy school today?

I hope so

I just got the weekly newsletter from Ms Claudia

That will be nice to read

Hope that everything is going well for you both in school 

Aunt Sherry sent me a bogus link to a random topic

Like she's trying to get me mad

Lol

Dumb

Aunt Fiona had a nurse quit on her today

She's got even more headaches with the staffing schedule now

Poor her

Oh well

Hopefully she'll be rid of that job soon as well

My work has sucked recently

I think we've brought Hazel back to replace me 

But Im not sure

If we have we have

It's not the end of the world

But I just have a bad feeling 

Aunt Sherry has made Jessica (my friend) her friend 

So now I can't talk to Jessica as much

As that would mean that aunt Sherry will know what I am doing all the time

It's like no privacy at all

Just feel stalked sometimes

Aunt Sherry has major issues 

We accommodate them but at times I just want to walk away from her 

The insurance on the camaro and the Denali in Oregon is $100 a month

That's not too bad

Hopefully sherry will not be dumb and she'll take it

But knowing her 

Who is sure ??

Lol

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If she doesn't it will end up costing more

Always does 

I've not heard from Sami in a very long time

I don't know how her baby is doing 

Mary Ann, Roni and Jason no longer talk to me

I've not had a call returned in 4 months

Guessing that because I didn't lie for Tara I am scum

Oh well

Their loss

I don't give a 💩 for them if they can't be bothered to give one for me

Rude

Tara speaks and Mary Ann decided that I am to blame for her ill gotten wealth

Hmmm

Oh well

I have sent Tara a letter in jail

She did to me and that is only fair

It's good that she'll hear from someone on the outside 

My thumbs (both) hurt 

Weird

My feet are killing me as well

Like the muscle is locked 

It hurts so much

This morning again was like being shot back into bed

Cold and RA

Life for Daddy 

I miss you 

So much that my heart is broken into many many pieces 

There's no love in my life except for you both 

There never will be room for anyone else 

I love you

With all my heart (broken or not) and soul

Every second is a second closer to you 

Every Dady passing is a day nearer to you 

Love always and forever

Daddy xoxo

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Hi 4-13-15

Hello

How are you

I hope all is well

I am ok

Just

Thank you for texts overnight Sebastian

Good you remember walking with me at the car lots

I miss those days too 

I hope we will rekindle those soon

Truly

I love you

Why did the hotel look so forlorn

Is it abandoned?

Hate that idea

But that's life

I'd love a hotel

I was thinking when / if I come back this year I could ask symbolic in la Jolla if they would give me a job

Would be cool,to work with those cars right?

I hope mom finds a model agency for Kaitlin

Hopefully Princess you'll like that

You should 😎

It will be fun

Would be cool,for you and mom to have a great bonding time together 

Even better if you get to model internationally as I'd be able to see you in other countries

We were going to do this when you were younger 

But ... I didn't want it too effect your schooling 

I love you both

Yesterday Fiona told me that she and Millie were sad to see me leave 

That's a first

I hide it well

I'm always sad to go

But I have to

Ben was in good form

He was annoying as always 

Cool 😎😎

Without that it wild boring

Millie looked great for both the movie and dinner

We saw Fast7

It was good

But not brilliant 

Could have been better 

LOL

The ending is nice

Yesterday we just went for lunch and Starbucks 

That was nice too

I then came back to my place

Since I'd gotten in early I was able to do laundry and air the house a little

I'm tired this morning

Makes no sense

But that's life

Maybe I'll nap after work

God, I hope work is better today than Thu & Fri of last week

I almost quit last week

Love always and forever

Dad xoxo

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