Hi 1/3/14

Good morning 

Happy March 1st

Another month down

Another month closer to when I can see you next 

Cool

I miss you 

This you know

Thank you for sending me the report cards 

Loos great 

I can't see well on the iPad 

But looks like you are doing well

Very proud of you 

Always am

I saw a great picture on Facebook too

That is great 

You both look happy 

Awesome

I miss you 

Again this you know

The back yard looks great too

Mother's Day here is coming up so I have a card for grandma from you 

Thought that she'd like that 

:-)

How are you 

How are your friends

Is everything there ok

Why did someone yell at the 4th grade?

What's happening there 

I am going to explore some caves this weekend 

I hope you have a great one 

I will text you later as well (like always)

Love always 

Daddy xoxo

Hi 2-28-14

Good morning 

How are you?

How is everything

It was good to get texts yesterday 

Yeah!!

Stephanie just bit herself a Facebook account 

She friend requested me

That's cool

Some person from my high school found me in Facebook yesterday 

That was odd

But I don't remember anyone from back then

I did talk to her 

I am none the wiser as to who she is

I have mailed cards and money to you 

I hope you get them shortly

I also managed to get iTunes to work via the USA account 

That means I can get iTunes Radio on my laptop

And I can get more country songs on my iPhone 

Sherry is also sending me her iPod which will get me even more songs 

I have to send that back

Miss my old one from the store 

That had so many good songs on it

Oh well

I wonder if Brian deleted them all?

Or sold it

I miss you 

I love you 

I wish I could tuck you into bed

I wish I could wake you up and take you to school

Simple things 

But things that I might not get to,experience again

Did I tell you that Erik from the store also found me in Facebook

He's good

He asked after you both of course

Do you remember him?

He was and is a nice person

Love always 

Daddy xoxo

Hi 2-27-14

Good morning 

Another month almost past 

Wow

Thank you for your texts 

That is so great

To know that you love me 

Means everything 

Makes the world better for me

Thank you again

One day when you read this you'll know how much I missed you 

How much I love you 

How much all this drama hurt us all

I hope mom is ok

I have written a letter to ask her to allow you to come to Mexico 

I don't really expect a response 

But I have asked 

I have asked several times 

Did you passports come?

Off to work now

It's 630

No idea why I go so early 

I just do 

I need to work

I have projects and bad stuff happened yesterday 

Hopefully this will not replicate today 

Who knows 

Hope school is good

Hope the grades are good

Surprise it's raining in London

I caught a rain shower yesterday wow 

It was a heavy one 

Such is life 

Soon back in the sun

Soon back there where I can tan

Love always 

Daddy xoxo

Hi 2-26-14

Good morning 

How are you this morning?

Thank you for the texts overnight 

That was nice to wake up to

Thank you again

Made my week

I go through stages where I think maybe you don't want me anymore 

So when I get a text it makes me feel better 

Forgive the spelling mistakes in my emails 

Using the iPad these days is a a pain

They are terrible with the predictive text and stupid spelling issues 

I hope apple will fix it soon

Sometimes I want to chuck the iPad out the window

Lol

Yeah not forgiving on technology am I

I hope Brian fixed his phone

Do you know what happened to it 

Plus last week he lost the iPod 

That had to suck

How is mom

I hope she's ok

I have written her a letter about bringing you to see me in Mexico 

I understand that she probably won't answer as is her way 

I hope she and her new boyfriend are well

I hope that they are enjoying the company of one another 

I have a meeting at work today 

It will be bad

It will involve me in doing more work

Or I will get fired 

Either way the outcome is not great 

Whatever will be will be 

Last week I almost went it Mexico 

I just had enough 

I need a break but I won't bother with one until I have you guys 

That's the way it is

I miss you 

I love you 

Always and forever

Daddy xoxo

Hi 2-25-14

Hi

How are you both?

Well I hope

Actually I know that you are ok

Aunt Tina texted me yesterday and told me how you are

That was nice

Glad that you are ok

Glad that you are doing well

She says I need not worry about you 

That's cool 

I do worry though

I will always worry 

I was invited to go in vacation 

I declined 

Aunt Sherry asked me to join her and Beca and Don

I said no

The money would be better spent on you guys 

I think she's mad that I don't want to do that 

I learned a long time ago you should never vacation with you're friends 

It will kill the friendship

How is school?

You doing ok

Grades good

Lots of friends 

Karate good

You look like you enjoy that 

Did you know that Leilani's son is doing very well at that 

He's a black belt already I think

That's awesome right?

Time for me to go to work

Think about you all the time 

I miss you

I love you 

I wish you were waking up with me

How's asthma K?

Blue and Yellow say hi

I sleep with them still 

I think I will always sleep with them - forever

I took care of Oliver last night

Nikki had to run to get something 

He cried like a little girl when she left

But I calmed him

Love you 

Daddy xoxo

Hi 2-24-14

Good morning 

Happy Monday 

I hope you had a good weekend 

I hope you did some fun stuff 

What did you do?

I went to breakfast with Nikki and Annie 

That was nice

Then I had dessert with Fiona

That was nice too

She was having a hard time 

She thought that Ben and Amelia May were unhappy 

She needed back up

I then went to the outlet mall

Got you both a little something 

:-)

I will mail of off soon

I miss you 

It's odd to tell you what I did and where I have been and not take you with me 

I wish you were here 

Or more better that I was there with you 

That would be ideal

Like before we'd go so many places

I love you

With all my heart 

Daddy xoxo

Hi 2-23-14

Good morning

I went to a place called cambersands yesterday and dungeness

Wow

The first was amazing

Such an expanse of land and sand

I did get somewhat cut off by the tide

So I got wet

Such is life

Loved the place

Will go again

Then after I went to a baron place called dungeness 

There is a giant power station there 

Plus a vast pebble beach 

But the boats were up on the rocks 

It was strange 

Two very nice lighthouses though 

Plus a very round house 

That was odd

I put pix in shutterfly

Having breakfast with Nikki and Annie this morning

That will be nice

Then dessert with Fiona later 

She had a very hard day yesterday so needed cheering up

Raining here again.

Surprise

I hope you had a good Saturday and have a wonderful Sunday 

I miss you

I live you 

Always and forever 

Daddy xoxo

Hi 2-22-14

Good morning 

Hope you are both well

Hope that you has a Good Friday 

Brian told me he lost his itouch

Damn

That sux

Anyway he said it download kix which I did

He can contact me on that 

So can you if you have it 

How was school?

Hope you had a good day 

I miss knowing about the day 

I miss picking you guys up and asking how the day was and what you learned

Guess I will always miss that 

I am fortunate to have experienced it though 

So there is a silver lining 

I just want to tell you today how sad I am that I don't see you everyday 

I'm jealous that mom gets your company and I don't 

But I know it is for the best 

I worry that you'll replace me

I worry that you'll hate me 

I can't help it 

I don't think you'll do either 

But it scares me 

It is a sunny but cold day right now 

So off to the beach 

Love you so much 

Daddy xoxo

Hi 2-21-14

Good morning Sebastian and Kaitlin

How are you 

Hope you are both well

I saw your picture in the yard and also at karate

How is karate going?

You enjoying it

I hope so

How is school

You enjoying that 

I hope so

You do know that I did not leave you right?

I was taken.

I was not supposed to have stayed in the USA but I did

It was and is home 

I love it in California

But they came for me 

They took me 

I know that it's hard to realize but I was bad for being there 

I should have been legal 

I wasn't and I have paid a dear price 

But never think I left 

I would never have left you 

I lived for you both 

You were and are my everything 

Nothing else in the world mattered to me or matters to me to 

I will always be your daddy and I miss you so very much 

I dream about showing up at school and you running to me

But I know it's a dream

When I wake up I am both happy and very sad

Happy that I have the dream 

Sad that it is not real 

That's the dream I have most nights - just after the one that reminds of being taken 

I wish I could go back in time and change this 

Change it all make it all better 

I can't 

But if I could I would 

Missing you very much today 

Missing you more and more every day 

Seeing rare glimpses of you growing up makes it harder and harder 

I can only wish that one day soon I will see you again

Hold you 

I want to hold you forever

Do you love me 

Do you miss me 

I hope you do 

I hope that you are both ok

I hope that everything at school and home is good

You can call / text me at any time 

Love always 

Daddy xoxo 

Hi 2-20-14

Good morning 

How are you?

You well

I talked to Aunt Tina she no longer goes to work

That's cool for her

She's lucky 

Just gets time with you guys in the days after school

Good for her

How is school 

How are your grades

Do you have lots of friends 

Do you have girlfriend (S) 

Hope so

Hope you like people and they like you 

The same for Kaitlin

I miss you guys so much 

I wish i could be there to hold you 

To hug you 

Life here without you guys is hard

There's no meaning anymore 

Just going through the days like a zombie 

I almost walked out of the job and country this week 

Mexico

Can't wait to go 

To see you at the border

Will you visit me there?

Love you

Miss you 

Daddy xoxo

Hi 2-19-14

Good morning 

How are you?

I hope all is well

Thank you for your text and the FaceTime call

That is always nice to get 

Sorry K I was so tired last night when you called 

But you can call anytime

I love to see you and to hear from you 

How was your day in school 

I hope it was good

I hope that your grades are still good

And that you are enjoying school 

The office was better Tuesday over Monday 

On Monday night I almost just left 

Couldn't stand it 

Yesterday not as bad 

Have to go now 

Work calls

There's lots to do this morning 

I miss you 

I love you 

You are awesome and amazing 

Daddy xoxo 

Hi 2-18-14

Good morning

I hope that you had a good Presidents' Day and enjoyed yourself

No school 

So cool,

We do not have that holiday here

I saw grandma and grandpa yesterday

Went to check that they are ok with the flood

They are fine

Said that the water came to the back patio doors 

It didn't come in though 

That's great 

They are very unsympathetic to anyone else

But that is them

They are incapable of being nice to people unless it benefits them

The office yesterday was a nightmare

Very hectic 

Very awful

Oh well today might be better 

I am in trouble for not having one thing done by one of the team who are no longer working for us

But I'll manage it 

I guess

I almost quit yesterday 

It's not worth it some days 

But I can't 

Jobs are hard to find 

So I will take the punishment and make sure that I am better prepared again in the future 

That is how life is 

I hope you are well 

I hope school is going great 

I miss you 

I live you 

Daddy xoxo

Hi 2-17-14

Good morning 

How are you?

I hope all is well

I hope you has a good Sunday

Mine was good but very tiring 

I returned home after Birmingham at about 715

I was so thirsty 

I think yesterday I drank 2 gallons of various stuff 

Wow

On the way home I was tired

I knew that I needed to get to the house and just chill

Which is did 

I was watching a YouTube on the London Underground and fell asleep with the laptop on my lap!

It was a good show too 

Apple has changed its predictive text again

It's even worse

The are times I want to throw the iPad out the window

Lol

The car was perfect of course

That's always the way with the Lexus

I really would like to put the cool wheels on the car

But it is so expensive here 

It's not worth it

What did you do

Anything exciting?

It was nice to get a text 

Thank you 

Love always 

Daddy xoxo

Hi 2-16-15

Good morning Sebastian and Kaitlin

How are you

Hope that all is well

I am ok

I had a good time with Ben yesterday afternoon

We went looking at cars

Ferrari

Maserati

Porsche

Mercedes

Jaguar

Audi

Range Rover

And Lexus

The last two are the best

We found a used 2009 Lexus LS600lh

Wow

That was amazing

The new Range Rover was amazing too

I would have bought the Lexus if if had the money 

Even though it's a hybrid

Last night i stayed in Birmingham

Fiona and I went see The Wolf of Wall Street

That was a great movie

Long but great 

Didn't get back until almost 1am

So that was a good day :-)

I miss you 

I love you 

I wish I were doing the car thing with the two of you 

I talked to Fiona about you and how much I miss you 

It's hard to not see you both

Lots of love

Daddy xoxo

Hi 2-15-14

Good morning

It was really great to hear from you yesterday and today 

That is so nice

You made my valentines day

Thank you 

Hope you are both well

Hope you are both having a good day in school

Are your grades good?

What are your plans for this weekend

Do you get to go anywhere 

How was home town buffet?

I hope you enjoyed it

My day at the office was a good one

I didn't feel like doing too much work

But that's ok

Somedays I work very hard and others not so much 

Kind of the same with school right 

I saw so,e of Sami's pictures 

Wow she looks amazing these days 

Being married really suits her

She got a very nice bouquet of flowers from Tim

That is always nice

I miss being there with you 

I wish I were there to hold you and make you feel good

And you to make me feel good too

Going to Birmingham today 

The wind is terrible 

But so what 

All night long it's been really bad

Gale force 2 here 

Major weather storm coming in

All good I think 

Lol

Love you so much 

Miss you all the time

Daddy xoxo

Hi 2-14-14 happy Vakentines Day

Happy Valentines Day Sebastian & Kaitlin

I hope you have a good one

I hope you are well

Thank you for the picture  on the freeway last night 

Where had you been?

Looked nice to see the freeway

I miss that 

Of course as always every day and every minute of the day I miss you 

I love you

Last night I baby sat for Oliver and Annie Rose

As always they were both well behaved

But daddy's stomach got sick again

There is an alien inside that wants out :-)

Lol

Hopefully it's out now

How are you 

How is school

I hope you are doing well in school

I hope your grades are perfect 

Work is ok

Just 

I hate going there somedays but that's life

I am leaving early today 

Only around 4

But still it is a nice thing to leave early

Makes me happy 

Lol

Tomorrow I am off to Birmingham

Should be fun

Lots of love

Daddy xoxo

Hi 12-13-14

Good morning 

Hope you are well

Hope that all is good at a school

How are your grades?

Still doing excellent p?

I hope so

I met with Kevin yesterday in London

That was nice

He's a great guy 

Family friend from Australia

Mom has met him and his wife too

I think when mom and I were dating 

That's a long time ago!!

Lol

The trip back from London was hell

The trains were all cancelled

Joy

The weather is bad. 100mph winds and worse

All good though after 2 hours I got back to my car

And managed to drive to my place

Speaking of my place

My little room is cozy

:-)

Just off to work now

Love you 

Miss you 

Daddy xoxo

Hi 2-12-14

Good morning 

Very glad that you got the envelopes; red and the others 

That's good

I hope you get yourself something nice

I hope that you are well

I hope school is going good

I talked to Stephanie, Tammy and Benton yesterday 

Via text of course 

They are all good

That is good 

It's been a while since I heard from them 

Not sure what happened to Aunt Tina's phone

Anyway she has a replacement now

Hopefully she likes it and it works easily 

Work is ok 

Sad that I don't get to see you of course

Very busy this week

Not sure what is happening and why so busy but it is

That's life

Going to see Kevin (from Australia) today for lunch

That should be fun

He's always a good guy

Mom met him once

I think in Pasadena 

Not sure where now come to think of if

Wish I were taking you 

One day 

I was really sick yesterday but today feel a lot better 

I miss you 

I love you 

With all my heart 

Daddy xoxo