Hi 1-31-14

Good morning 

How are you both?

Hope all is well

Hope you are enjoying school

Hope that you are still getting to hang out with Britney and Britanya and Brian

Do you see Stephanie and Tammy and Benton?

I had a text from Tammy yesterday that was nice

Last day of January already 

Wow

Quik month!

I can't believe that it has gone already 

So long ago since Christmas and Kaitlin's birthday

It's amazing that months go by so fast

Another one since I have held you or seen you in person

Work is ok

Hectic yesterday as the servers went down and non of the clients could work

That's never good

But I got it all fixed 

Yeah :-)

Hopefully it's still fixed and did not go down overnight 

My housemate is on a health kick

So she and I have been eating food with less salt and sugar in it 

That's great news 

Just some of the time we'd like to go get a burger 

No matter

The first few days are the hardest 

Lol

How is your health?

You working out? 

I do between 300-600 aerobic steps per day

That's pretty good 

15 minutes roughly 

It's not a lot but with the walking on the weekends it is a good combo

Miss you both so much 

Love you with all my heart

Always and forever

Daddy xoxo

Hi 1-30-14

Good morning 

How are you?

Yesterday I had a 1/2 day

That was nice

Except I needed to wait in for the engineer

He came at 235 and was gone at 415

Heat is back up and running now 

Thankfully 

I had it at 90 degrees when my housemate arrived home

She was not thrilled

Back to 72 now

Lol

I quite liked it warm

Other than that I did get valentine and Chinese New Year cards for you

They will be mailed today

Hopefully I am not too late

I also have the usual monthly cards for you and $$ for mom

Hope that it is ok

I miss you 

I try to explain how I feel but I can't 

Every second I am awake I hurt 

I agonize with the pain that I am not there for you 

That I can't hold you and more 

I wish I was able to hold you again

I am so sorry

I know that you are ok as mom is a good mom

But miss and love you with all my heart

Always & forever 

Daddy xxx

Hi 1-29-14

Good morning (my time)

Nice to see you last night Kaitlin

(Afternoon your time) via FaceTime

That was great

Sorry that you saw a black widow

That is always a worry

Glad that it is gone.

That's great

How are you?

How is school?

How are your friends?

In saw online what Stephanie, Tammy and Benton made for their dad

That was a cool birthday card

:-)

Well done

Aunt Tina has the flu

Oops

That sucks

Hope she is better today 

I still have no heat at the house

Brrr

It's cold when I get home and get up

But it's tolerance building 

Hopefully today (later) the guy will come and fix it

Needs a new circuit board

:-( 

I am staying home this afternoon to get it done

That's fine

I will talk later

I love you with all my heart

I miss you both so much

Love always 

Daddy xx

Hi 1-28-14

Good morning 

How are you both 

I hope all is well

I hope school is going well

Work was ok in the morning yesterday but the afternoon was hectic 

It's all good

That's the way that it is 

The others are way behind in their work and now I have more than usual

But oh well

Good to work

Yesterday the heat and the water stopped working

No shower 

Well it was freezing cold so I just put water on my hair

This morning the emergency shower (electric) is on 

So that's good

No heat though

Brrr

It's cold in here 

I miss you guys 

I love you both with all my heart 

I wish I could hold you 

I am going to the beach this weekend 

It's one further away than usual

So that will be more of an adventure

I'll be going to Wales at the end of the month 

So that could be good too

One of my clients is moving to holland 

That should be cool for them

Lots of love 

Always and forever 

Daddy xoxo

Hi 1-27-14

Good morning Sebastian and Kaitlin

How are you?

It was so hood to hear your voice this morning Kaitlin

Wow

So lucky for me 

I love you so much 

Miss you so much 

I don't care what time you call me ever 

Live hearing from you 

What is school like 

Are you still enjoying it? 

Did you have a good weekend?

Does mom ever make you american food anymore 

Or only Asian

Do you still speak English with mom or you guys learning Vietnamese?

I hope you do both of course

I think about you every day 

I miss you every day 

I talk about you with Fiona and Amelia-May 

I talk about you with Nikki 

Some of my co-workers too

I love you 

Yesterday I went for a drive 

Wow the rain was bad 

Next weekend I am going further away on the Saturday 

A place called Weymouth I think 

It's a 3 hour drive 

This morning there is no heat nor hot water in the house 

That's a shock at at 6am on a cold winters day

Couldn't take a shower 

Just couldn't handle that kind of cold as well

Sounds like the heating and hot water pilot light went out 

Hopefully we can fix it tonight 

Lots of love

Daddy xoxo

Hi 1-26-14

Good morning 

Thank you for you text yesterday 

It is always nice to get a text 

Glad that you love school

That is awesome 

I love you 

That is also awesome

How are you?

What else is happening in your life?

Do you like mom's friends 

Does she have a new one 

I hope she is doing well

I hope you are respectful to anyone she introduces you to

She deserves your respect all the time 

She's the only mom you'll ever have 

I am the only dad you'll ever have 

Yesterday I did nothing 

A short drive 

I had invited Jean a friend of mine

But she got to the station at 2 not 12

So I could r really go anyplace 

Bummer 

Oh well 

There is unlikely to be a next time 

I just haven't got the tolerance for people being that late

Aunt Sherry's cousin here in Scotland died over the weekend 

That was sad

Sherry was crying and stuff 

Not sure what she expects of me 

But I tried to be nice 

Hard work :-) 

Lol

I miss you 

I miss you so much it hurts

Fortunately I have you in my dreams 

Last nights dreams we were on the boardwalk at Santa Monica

Remember the earthquake that day 

Easter 3 years ago

Wow that's a long time 

I love you with all my heart

I am taking Oliver to see some sheep today 

He'll get to feed them 

He's a good boy just needs 1 on 1 attention sometimes 

Lots of love

Always and forever 

Daddy xoxo

Hi 1-25-14

Good morning Sebastian and Kaitlin

How are you?

I hope all is well

I hope school is good

In school today 

Awesome

The weeks go by fast these days don't they?

Mine are 

Last night iTunes updated itself and now the iPhone and iPad don't see the laptop

Great 

That means that I can't get the music to sync

I have a work around for almost everything else. 

Irritated me

Know how that gets to me that software isn't tested 

It is exhausting 

I worked on this from 9pm through 145am 

Still not working correctly 

I hate computers sometimes 

I feel like I have to get a new phone and tablet system

:-(

Hopefully I can work this out 

I have too much with the phone to not get it to work

I will go for a drive today with Jean

She is my friend that I met last year in April

Beach tomorrow 

Love you guys 

Miss you guys so much it hurts 

Daddy xoxo

Hi 1-24-14

Good morning 

How are you 

How is school

How is mom

Hope all is well

Hope all is great actually 

I am ok

Had weird dreams last night 

But that's not unusual for me

Dreamt that I was in LA again

Miss it so much 

Miss you more

Work was hell yesterday 

But that's ok

Today will / should be better 

One hopes 

I hope you are ok.

Do you have plans for the weekend?

Hope so

Hope you enjoy the weekend whatever you do 

Love always 

Daddy xoxo

Hi 1-23-14

Good morning 

How are you today

Hope you are well

Hope you are ok at school

I miss you

You know that .

I love you 

You know that too.

I hope you have the same feelings for me 

I hope you still have me in your heart and soul

If you don't because of the time then I understand 

I went to London yesterday with Fiona and Amelia-May

That was nice

We ate in the rainforest cafe 

That was nice too

Do you remember going to the one in Vegas?

Good times 

I did tell Brian this too 

He remembers 

I've been trying to get a date with someone 

It's not going so well

Guess I'm pretty much too old and out of the game for too long

Think I'll give in.

I'm ok being alone really 

It's the life that looks possible for me

I hope mom is doing well with the new man in her life 

That's cool that she found one and wants to be with him.

I hope he treats her well

I hope he treats you better 

Lots of love 

Daddy forever 

xoxo

Hi 1-22-14

Good morning 

How are you both

How was school 

How is your week shaping up

I am meeting Fiona and Amelia May for lunch in London today

They are here for some award show that Am got tickets too

:-)

Already got my travel card so as I can use the train and underground

Hate the underground but oh well

It's life

It's raining too hard to walk

Yesterday was a hectic day at the office 

1/2 the staff were out 

But we survived 

Last night was ok

I made a cheese and meat Omelette burrito 

Mmm

Loved it 

Remember like we used to make at 2280

Miss you so much 

Love you with all my heart 

Daddy xoxo

Hi 1-21-14

Good morning 

How are you?

How was your last day of the weekend 

I'd forgotten it was Martin Luther king weekend 

That's great that you got the long weekend 

I hope you played and enjoyed yourself

I'm off to work now

I miss you 

I love you 

I saw Oliver and Annie Rose 

AR can walk

Wow

Oliver has been biting people

He jut needs more attention 

So on Sunday morning I'll take him it the farm

That should be good for him

I have a friend who is really Nikki's friend 

She's called Becky

I like her

So I am trying to have a lunch date with her 

Maybe one day 

She's not really committed right now 

Oh well

Her loss if she doesn't :-) 

Love you with all my heart 

Daddy xoxo

Hi 1-20-14

Good morning Sebastian & Kaitlin

How are you?

Hope your weekend is going well

Mine was ok

Yesterday I went to a place called Southsea

On the way there I stopped at a nature reserve 

It was so lovely

Like wow - lovely

Then the beach afterward

It was an amazingly bright sunny day for January in the uk

It would be nice to bring you places 

Show you things 

Hopefully again one day we'll go exploring 

That would be great 

I miss you so much 

I wish I were there 

I always wish I were there to hold you and make you feel better 

I hope that you are ok

I hope that you know that I love you 

I decided that I would be a better person this year

I need to show someone that I am a nice person and not scum

So I'll try that 

I'll try to be better and to be good at everything 

To not loose cool

I hope you are ok and never loose your cool too 

What are you doing today 

Another day off school right?

That's amazing 

So awesome to have a four day weekend 

I need one of those 

Later in the year I think 

I wish you were close enough to hold

In my dreams I hold you all night 

I do hold blue and yellow by the way 

They don't smell of you anymore but of me 

That's ok 

I have them as my memory of you 

I just wish I had more memories and more stuff to remind me 

Lots of love 

Cwtch (Welsh word for hugs) 

Daddy xoxo

Hi 1-19-14

Good morning SnK 

How are you?

How was Saturday?

Good

I hope so

Mine was ok

It was strange in the morning

I went somewhere to see USA trucks n cars

But they weren't there 

The address was a bar

Made no sense

I even used the Sat Nav

Alas no help

I got irritated as it was an hours drive 

So emailed the guy and said what a joke fake site fake company 

Lol

Oh well

After that I headed to another place

Somewhere that I like 

Southend

I sent you pictures 

I like it there l actually stayed there most of the afternoon and evening 

It was nice 

What did you do?

Anything exciting?

Did you go anywhere 

It was very nice to talk to you 

When you were texting me I was at the end of the mile and a half long pier 

Longest one in the world 

It was cold and windy but awesome there 

Wish I could take you to see stuff like that 

I will one day

I promise 

I miss you 

I love you 

Daddy xoxo

Hi 1-18-14

Good morning 

How are you?

Hope you are well

You have a long 4 day weekend 

That's awesome

Are you doing anything?

Hope so

Hope you have a great weekend 

I think I'll go see some American cars and trucks 

That could be fun

Then head to the beach

:-)

I do like the beach don't i 

Lol

Aunt Sherry sent me a box of stuff yesterday 

Lots of good stuff 

The cereal I like and more 

Can't wait to eat it 

Hope you are watching what you eat 

I am

I am thinking that I should cut out bread for a while

Eat less of it anyway 

Hard work to do that 

But worth a try

I lost the weight that I added at Christmas time

So that a good 

I also do 300+ steps on the aerobic stepper each day 

On the weekends since I go out walking I don't do the stepper 

I did 500 on Wednesday 

I did for the first time in a long time ask someone out 

She didn't say no

She didn't immediately say yes either 

Oh well

It's life 

I'll get over it 

Nothing ventured nothing gained 

I seem to have upset people this week

Fiona; Sherry: grandma 

Good week 

Lol

I almost care 

Actually I do care 

I saw a new $100 bill yesterday 

Looks so fake 

Wow

I miss you 

I love you 

Always and forever 

Daddy xoxo

Hi 1-17-14

Good morning SnK

How are you?

Well I hope

I am ok

Of course missing you both

Missing the weather there 

Be safe with the fires all around 

Take extra care

There's no chance of fires here 

It's pouring rain has been for 12 hours straight now

Ouch

It's waterworld

Lol

I trust that school is going well 

I trust that you are getting good grades

God it hurts it have to ask that 

To mot know

How are you with homework?

You ok?

Does mom still push you hard at home for school stuff?

I hope you use your brains all the time 

Thank you for your text - that made my day yesterday 

It is so nice to get a text 

I love it 

I am hoping to go to dinner tonight with my housemate 

We are going to a small village for dinner 

Unless it's been washed away :-) 

The rain is that bad I'm dreading leaving for the office 

I have met someone that I want to spend time with 

I hope that is ok

I hope you understand 

Rebecca (Bex//Becky) is a friend of Aunt Nikki

She's bubbly and cute 

What I need 

I know that you know that this will never detract from my mission to hold you 

I want to be held too 

I also emailed uncle Bill and he's waiting a little while longer for Carlos in Mexico to get back to me and discuss a possible move to Mexico for me 

That will be awesome I hope 

Lots of love 

Daddy xoxo

Hi 1-16-14

Good morning SnK

How are you?

How was school?

Do you still like school?

I hope so

I hope you are good at it still

I am ok

I got to see some video clips that mom posted of K's party

That was cool

I put them on my video channel too

Thought you'd like that as well

That way you can see yourselves growing up too via me 

:-)

I miss you 

I miss you so much it hurts 

It hurts hard 

That's life 

I need to see you and I hope I will see you soon

I can't bring you here and then send you away again

I don't think it's right and I don't think you'll do well with being on the plane going home 

I know that I won't 

I know mom is moving on and getting you a new daddy 

That's the right thing for her and you 

You shouldn't be without a daddy 

But always remember that I am the #1 daddy and that u mean everything to me 

I love you 

Daddy xoxo

Hello 1-15-14

Good morning Sebastian & Kaitlin

How are you?

Hope all is well

Hope school is good

Hope you're getting good grades

My fake tattoo is fading :-(

I might get another one one day 

Perhaps I should get a real one?

Just that it hurts 

I'm not into pain

I'm going to ask someone on a date for Valentines Day

I don't want to be alone all the time 

It doesn't mean anything other than a date 

But I am getting to know her

Hopefully she says yes

If not then no big deal

If yes, could be fun

School I am sure will make a great big deal over Valentines Day

That's cool

They should 

I hope you get cards and stuff

Work yesterday was hard 

Just seemed to drag on  and on forever 

Today I have a 1/2 day - I'm having lunch hopefully with a friend

Should be nice 

Then also I need to transfer some money to America 

If not I'll do it Friday lunchtime 

I'm not sure yet whether they will let me transfer that money 

I only paid it in on Saturday 

:-(

That's so as I can pay bills there 

I miss you 

I love you 

I think today I will be firing someone 

That should be a fun thing 

Not 

I don't like to do that 

It's hard to make the decision to terminate someone 

But it's life 

Love you with all my heart

Daddy xoxo

Hi 1-14-14

Good morning Sebastian & Kaitlin

I hope that you had a good day yesterday and that your birthday weekend was a good one K

My day was ok

Work was surprisingly strangely quiet yesterday 

First time in a month :-)

Hopefully today will be the same 

My housemate is going to get blood works today 

Sux for her

Hopefully they'll figure that she is all good

Lol

I've been talking to Nikki's friend Becky (Bex)

She's very nice

Lives far away which is a shame as she'd be a good bouncy person to hang with

Anyway we text every day and night 

So that's cool

I feel easier with her 

Which is a good thing 

My running friend is concentrating on her running 

That's hard work but good for her

She's in the marathon in April this year again 

She loves to run

I think of course she's crazy

Lol

I miss you 

I love you 

I wish I had you to hold and to make feel better 

I wish I were there it make you lunch and dinner

To pick you up from school 

It's never going to be the same but one will always have memories 

Love you always and forever 

Daddy xoxo