Hi 4-16-15

Hi

How are you

Are you ready for your presentation tomorrow Kaitlin?

Did you rehearse your speech last night?

Hope you did

Hope you are doing great

How's school

How's everything else

Do you still miss me

Do you still want me

Aunt Sherry wants me to make decisions for our future

But she's forgetting you

Silly woman.

I have just told her that I suspect that we will be together but that she needs to know and like you and you need to know and like her first

That's more important to me

She is so controlling

She wants me to only have her and no one else in life

So I'll be expected to report to her everything we say and everything I do

Don't think I can go back to that feeling again

That's what mom needed as well

Just like being trapped again

Oh well

Life 

If it's right it's right and if it's not it's not

I can't. Ha he what happens, only do my best to avoid it

What else is happening?

Is mom seeing anyone again?

If she is I hope they treat you right and you like them

She deserves happiness 

Never forget that 

She's a good mom mostly 

A better mom than I am a dad anyway

Never forget that she's always there for you and always will be as will I.

I miss you so much

I love you with all my heart and soul

I'm having issues with my eye

It hurts

Pollen/allergies perhaps

Yesterday I could hardly see

Today is better but I'm having issues 

I maybe need glasses 

Who knows

I will try to get to an opticians

Hopefully that will be ok

It's the expense 

I did think about relocating back to Siobhan's and giving up the apartment 

It's expensive and time-consuming to live there 

But ... 

It's peaceful and a happy place 

Just cold inside 

I'm not sure 

I'm thinking about it 

Yesterday I laid in on the deck and just soaked up the sun

It was the first time in years that I have been able to just be outside in the sun

So I haven't decided yet

It would save money

And that's important

But living like a student is not a good thing as a 44 year old 

I can skip meals if need be and just eat crap

😢

Who knows

I'll make a decision at the end of the week/month 

I'd just like to save more than $5 a week

Hmmm

I love you 

Always and forever

Dad xoxo 😘😘😍😍😎😎💑💑👣👣🇺🇸🇺🇸❤️❤️💖💖💕💕👫👫