Friday, August 14, 2015

Hi 8-15-15 3 Years since being exiled here

Good morning

Thanks for the texts overnight (my night)
It's amazing to get them and to be remembered 
Thanks 

Especially today
It's 3 years today
3 long years that I have been back in this awful country
It's not awful if you've never experienced anything better
If you've only ever been here or your are from the 4th world 
This place is amazing 

The people who try to get here for benefits every day prove that
But I am not from the 4th world
This is the 3rd world

No dryers
No garbage disposals 
No side by side fridge / freezer
No double garage
Heck no garages 
No fun
No life
Everything is to work
Everyday is all about work
No one here would dream of going to a lake for the weekend 
No one 

It's so disparaging 
Just hateful 
If you smile you are treated like a criminal
Weirdest feeling ever

Yes there are great parts of this country.
The roads, the greenery the fact that one is alive
But unless you are an alcoholic there is very little point to you being on this island

Oh well
It's 3 years
The remaining days could be faster
I have an immigration attorney
I have Sherry 
Both are helping me return home
Or to Mexico 
That might be a valid solution 

In the interim
I must be happy for those that need me to be
Mom, Dad, Nikki, Oliver, Annie, Fiona and Ben / Millie and more
I not allowed to say what I feel about the rain, the perpetual cold and more
They are offended 
They've experienced nothing better ever

I love you 
I'll never give up on coming home and I will never give up on you 
You are and always will be the best that has ever happened to me 
You are amazing 
You are magnificent 
You are what matters 

Love you 
Always and forever 
Daddy xoxo

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Right now for the first time in 4 days there is no rain.
Omg 
Amazing ☀️☀️

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