Hi 8-20-14

Good morning

How are you?

Hope you are ok

It was good to text you last night

Glad that you are ok in school

Thanks for the name if your ted her Sebastian 

I'll send her an email and introduce myself 

That way she knows that you have a dad and that he cares 

I hope that is ok

I really miss being next to you

I miss being there for you 

I miss that people, think you don't have a dad 

That's not good 

I think it's important that people know you have a dad 

That's very important to me 

Anyway I hope it is ok that I tell Ms Navara that you are my son 

Perhaps that way this year I'll get report cards and the like 

Hopefully on Friday I will have paid restitution off 

Tarts $12.109 that I will have paid 

Then I will start on making bigger payments to the credit cards 

Then finally mom will allow you to come visit me 

Maybe 

I had to pay of the restitution first as that could allow me back 

Even if it is just a visit 

I miss you so much

MaryAnn thinks that I feel sorry for myself being trapped here 

But that's fine 

She's got no idea 

She thinks that I am relying on people too much 

Again what she thinks is of no consequence 

It's just a shame that she feels that way 

She's going to cause me issues with things 

But that's life 

I'm thinking that when Nikki's apartment comes up for rent that I might move in there 

It's a little more expensive 

But 

It means that sherry and I will be able to live there 

She's gong to have to have to help pay the apartment rent 

As I don't think I'll be able to

But that's life 

Well see 

If not well need a place anyway 

It's only a year at most I hope 

Just want to get on with life and try to get it better 

Try to make something and try to get to Mexico

Once I am in Mexico I can visit you (well you could likely come there)

I miss you so much 

I love you with all my heart 

You are the reason I wake up in the mornings 

I can't wait to be with you 

I wish I was able to hold you and see your smiling faces 

Do you want to FaceTime sometime?

We could talk and see one another 

Anytime to FaceTime is good for me 

Love always and forever 

Enjoy school 

You're the best kids a dad could ever hope for 

Daddy forever xoxo