Hi 3-29-14

Hi

How are you both?

It was good to FaceTime with you yesterday 

That was lovely 

Funny ton only see Sebastian laying on the bed with the computer 

Shame you didn't speak much buddy

But Kaitlin it was and always is lovely to see you 

I miss you so much 

I know mom says that she will drop you off and leave you 

But she does not mean that will leave you there really 

I know it feels bad 

I know you feel bad

But it is not real

I won't let her do that 

I promise

If she does just don't get out of the car

Cry and promise to be good 

It's not right 

That's abuse in my mind

But others see as they wish and do what they feel 

Just be calm and strong and you will be ok

Of course try to be good too 

I know it is hard baby

It is hard for me to watch and stand by 

But there is nothing that I can do darling from here 

I want to be there so badly 

Every fiber of my being needs to be there 

But the government won't let me come home 

Maybe never 

I have to try in August and I will try 

But I don't expect much luck 

Never give up and never surrender - ok

Remember that daddy loves you very much 

I will always love you 

I will always be here for you 

I will always protect you as best as I can from here or when I am home from there 

Speaking of home

You know that mom will not let me back in the house at 2280 right?

It's her house 

Not mine

I'll need to live someplace else 

But that doesn't matter as I will be close to you both 

I miss you so much 

Both of you 

You mean everything to me 

Going to go to Birmingham this morning 

That's like 120 miles from here 

Seeing Ben and Amelia May his weekend 

Cars and chocolate 

Lol

Love always 

Daddy xoxo