Hi Dec 4 2014

Good morning

How are you both?

How was your day in school?

How is school; are you learning good stuff?

What are your favorite classes these days

Math > English?

I miss knowing this stuff

I miss knowing what is happening in your life

I miss you

I am trying to hold it together

But it is hard

Yesterday I heard from the Judge in San Diego

She denied my appeal

That was hard to deal with

It will be ok

It is just another stage of the game

Plus, I am a shark and that means I have to keep moving forward

But it hurt

A lot

I only want to get home to be with you

To hug you

To love you

Everything else is  side line

But we’ll see

We’ll wait … we’ll pray

That is all we have prayer & hope

Don’t ever loose sight

Don’t ever think I don’t want to be there

I want to be there as soon as I can

I never ever wanted to leave

I had “tea” with Miranda yesterday

She came over as we needed to discuss the internet

I had to give her some money

She’s the old tenant at the new place

I’ve paid a while, and asked that everything stay the same until 2015

She’s lovely

I want to know more about her

I walked her almost home (literally next door)

She kissed me on the cheek

That was the highlight of the day

We’ll see what is happening

She’s busy with school (she’s a teacher) until 12/18

Then she’s free

So maybe after work one evening I can take her to dinner

(Or more tea)

LOL
She’s blonde, white and lovely to talk to – I felt at ease with her

My American side comes out, and her British side would reign that in

Anyway …

I also found that Brian has what’s app now, so we can send pix direct to him

You need t get that too

Maybe he can install it for you?

I’ll ask him

I miss you both

I miss you all – Stephanie, Tammy, Benton the B’s, Lianne, Kenton and Ethan with Dereck

Hope that all of you are ok

Christmas is hard for me, as I’m there with you

It was never my favorite holiday and these last few years it is even worse

I love you

Always and forever

Daddy xoxo