Hi 4-4-16

Hi

How are you?

Did you know today is 4 years

It's 4 years since I was in the house that morning with you

Since we woke up with a load knock on the door

Since we were split apart 

4 years is a long time

Wow

I miss you

It's been hell

It is still hell

Bad hell

I need you

I can only wish and pray that I will see you again soon

I know I've said the same thing for 4 years each day

That feeling hasn't diminished at all

I miss you

I really really really miss you

It was so good to see you and talk to you yesterday

I hope you are ok

I hope Sebastian that Kaitlin didn't kick you too much 

I hope that you don't fight all the time

I love you

I've always lived you

Since the second you were born 

You are my life 

The new car is ok

This morning it decided it would go into hi mode on the suspension

That's a bugger 

But oh well

It just makes it somewhat noisier

Also the spazikey has lost power 

So I have to have the key in the ignition to drive it 

I live you

Always have and always will

Dad xoxo

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