Hi 12-31-16

Hi

One of the saddest things I've got to do today is take you both to the airport

Omg

Just the thought is killing me

Wow

I have to hold you and then let you get on the plane and fly out of my life again

That's so hard

So very hard

But

I have had a great 10 days with you

I've lived every second

Even the ones where you were upset that Sebastian sat in the front when it was your turn Kaitlin

I've loved going to bed and holding you 

I've loved waking up with you

I've loved to be needed 

It's given me new strength to push ahead again this year coming 

I've been without you so long it's been so hard 

But today I have you 

Even for a few short hours

But they are great hours

Wonderful 

Life is good 

Daddy is thrilled that you came here 

Daddy is thrilled to know you love me 

I can't wait to see you again 

Soon 

Is it May yet?

I hope May comes around soon

I need it 

You need it

You can call me or text me or email me anytime 

I am always here for you 

I hope Cheeseball is ok and that you get Cheesefries soon

Love you with all my heart and soul 

Always have and always will - forever 

Daddy xoxo

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