Hi Sebastian & Kaitlin
I start the new year off without you, as you do without me.
It kills me.
I know that it hurts you as much as it does me.
Today I drove around a while; went to Kingston and walked by the river.
I was / am so sad. Without you I am lonely.
I don't know what to do; who to have fun with.
I have no one.
I only want you.
I really miss you both.
I have the appointment with the US Embassy on Friday, hopefully they will sign the paperwork and then that should be ok to get the passports sorted out for you to visit me.
You can stay here with me if you want.
But I know that Mom wants you to go home.
So you and her have to make that choice. Ok?
I love you both
I miss you both
I wish you were here with me
I wish I could fix this mess. I know I created it and I know that you know what happened by now, but never think that I would not go back if I could.
I miss America
I miss being close to you and our family.
Love always - Daddy xxx
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