Thursday, January 17, 2013

Jan 17, 2013

Good morning Sebastian & Kaitlin

How are you both?
I am ok.
Cold.

They say that tomorrow we will have one of the coldest days on record.
Wow
They advise that we do not go anywhere in the car.
I will probably not listen to that.

I hope that you are ok.
I miss you very, very much.
I need to hold you.
I need to see you.
I hate that I do not see/touch/play with you anymore.
I can't stand myself for this happening to you.

Sebastian, I know that you think I left you - but I was forced to go.
It is my fault thought.
Not yours, not Tara's, not mom's - MINE
I will never ever forgive myself for not being able to hold you again.

I want to move to Mexico so as I can be closer to you.
That way you could come and see me every weekend, or more, or whatever you wanted.
I hate, hate hate that I do not see you everyday.

I love you both
Miss you both
Daddy xxx

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