Feb 14, 2013

Hi Sebastian & Kaitlin

How are you?
Happy Valentine's Day.
I hope that your day goes well.

Mine is ok.
But missing you even more today.
Last year we would have gotten stuff ready for the classmates in school and more.
This year ... I don't know whether mom will have helped you with that?
I hope that she did, and that she has the time.

I hope you are ok.
I miss you so much.
I love you with all my life.

Aunt Sherry sent me some stuff, which is very nice of her.
I get to have some Oreo's now!
Delicious.

Work is ok.
But I am doing 5 days a week, yet get just 3 days pay.
But better than no pay.

I will hopefully start to get 5 days worth of pay from April for working 5 days.
I still work with John but in a much more limited role.

I am very sorry for what happened to us.
Not sorry for me; but for you.
The two of you and mom got hurt more than anything else.
I wish I could make that better.
I wish I could have seen what would happen by my actions.
I knew that there would be a problem, but that was not what I anticipated.
Sorry.

I hope that in time we will be together again.
I am doing what I can to get back there.
But I know that I will never be back in 2280 with you.
Mom doesn't talk to me, or text me, or email me at all.
I think she (rightly) hates me
I don't expect that she and I will ever be together again.
But that is ok.
We will still be together, in our hearts, in our minds.

I love you with all my heart
Daddy xxx