Feb 27, 2013

Dear Sebastian & Kaitlin

How are you?
I hope that you are ok.
I miss you.
I love you.
I saw your video that Brian made too; that was hilarious!
Thank you for sharing that.

I shared that with Mom, and also with Nikki.
You look so adorable.  You are my amazing mini-me!

I know that it appears I left you, but I have not.
You are in my heart, you are part of my spirit, and you are in my brain.
Everywhere that you are, I am.
It is just geography that you are not here with me or I there with you.

I found a web-cam that shows me the ocean in Oceanside.
It is a live-feed.
The ocean is soothing, but more importantly to me it makes me think about us.
The drives to the beach, the places that we've seen the walking in the harbor all those times.
I miss it all.
I regret that I am not exploring more with you.

I will take more and more pictures for you here, but I want you to meet me in Mexico.
I think that we'll be better off in Mexico.
I know we will.

Aunt Sherry wants to go to Mexico too; which is cool.
She's a good person, like you both.

I wish I could hold you.
Big Hugs.
All my love - Daddy xxx