June 4, 2013 (2)

As the summer comes to you, (a little to me too) I hope you have fond memories of the things that we did in the past and the things we may do in the future.

I live every day with hope that I will see you again, prior to when you are 18.

I don’t think that the USA authorities will allow me return any time soon, if ever.

I miss my home; I miss my life

I miss the two of you so very much.

I don’t know what to do to get back.

In August I can complete a form that will allow me to beg to come home around Christmas, but I have only a 1% chance of that!

Shame!

But 1% is better than 0%

Never think for a second that I do not regret that I was torn away from you.

Be inspired; take the time to make a better life for yourself as you grow older, hopefully we will get to discuss this more and more.

I screwed up

I agree

But I did not expect that they would have thrown me out of the USA

The USA is my home

Where my heart is

Where my children are

Where my nieces and nephews are

Sebastian, Kaitlin never in a second did I think that I would be sent to jail; nor that I would get send to England

This is a horrible place, filled with awful people (maybe I am one of them); but now I fear I will never have a home again

In time you will understand more and more

I will always love you and have loved you since the second you were born

Nothing I want more than to hold you again

It is almost a year since I held your hand, and looked into your face.

I know now that being able to do that again will be few and far between.

Love you – Daddy xxx