Saturday, November 1, 2014

Hi 11-1-14

Hi Sebastian and Kaitlin

How are you?

I hope all is good
I hope that you are doing well,

It was so nice to speak to you yesterday and see you on FaceTime 
We'll do that more often 
For sure

I'm glad that you are well
I'm glad that we were able to get to see one another and Ma
It's nice that Ma still misses me and that she's friendly to me
She certainly didn't seem to be faking happiness

You have to accept that mom and Steve are dating
You have to accept that that mom and Steve could marry 
It's ok.
As long as Steve treats you right and is a nice guy to mom that's a good thing 
She deserves happiness too

I will do my very best to be home by your 10th birthday Kaitlin
Sebastian I am sorry that I couldn't make it by your 10th birthday
I truly wish I could have 

You both look well
You both look happy 

I hope that aunt Tina took you trick and treating last night 
I hope that you got more candy 
I remember that we sat in a chair at 2280 once and I also remember that I was sick on year
That sucked 

Grandma and grandpa both say hello by the way.
They certainly miss you and they certainly love you
They are having a hard time as well

Daddy and Aunt Sherry are fighting 
Oops
I think I made a mistake allowing her to come to England
I am trying to rectify that mistake as well
But it's going to be hard for Sherry 
I think that she needs to return home to America
I think she needs to get professional help
I also probably need professional help with things 
But at the same time I can't support her and I with the sadness that she has

I will always try
But I can't make that happen all the time 
It's just too hard
Way too hard

Perhaps in time when she and I are both more reasonable it will be much easier 
But of that I am not sure 
We'll see 
I hope that she finds happiness and inner peace and can accept that she can't rule people 
She wants to control everything I say and do and I can't do that 

Anyway back to happier things 

I love you 
I wish we were together 
It was awesome to take a picture together via FaceTime 
That's quite cool to be honest 
I like it 
We'll have to do that more.

Love always and forever 
Daddy xoxo 

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