Hi 11-7-14

Good morning Sebastian and Kaitlin

How are you?

I am ok

Just 

I broke up with sherry

It was the right thing to do

She's mad

Of course

But she will get over it

I hope

I think she needs to be in Oregon with her family 

Just like I need to be in San Diego with you

If she can be why the heck be marooned here 

Makes sense

I made it all my fault

That's the guys job

But really she started the end when she immediately said that she would go back to Oregon for three weeks and then back again to take care of her mom and then she said that we should have a last meal 

What was I supposed to think?

This made me realize that I couldn't offer what she needs and deserves

So I ended it 

Financially it will suck 

This is because we were leasing the house together 

Now it's just me

I can't afford it 

Darn

I'll make it work 

It's just so hard 

We will move on and move forward 

It has to be this way 

In life we make choices and they reflect the past and the future 

Sometimes they are good - you two are good 

Sometimes not so good - relationship and I 

Omg

It's raining so hard here

Yuck.

I still have to wait for Nikki to come home 

Then I have an hours drive 

Awesome

Sometimes babysitting is a pain 

Lol

But Nikki helped me too 

So it's only right that I help her and Mike

I am looking forward to the drive home 

But dreading getting home.

I wonder whether sherry and Beca made a huge mess for me 

They left after me today 

That could be bad 

Aunt Tara gets to hear her fate tomorrow 

She's getting sentenced probably 

It's on the court information for 11-7 at 930am

I don't want her to spend the rest of her life in jail 

That's terrible

A couple of years?

Actually time served is fine 

That's all she should get and she should be freed now

I don't think she stole from anyone 

I think that they set her up

But I'm not prepared to put my return to you at risk for anyone else 

I'll let you know if I know what happens 

I will text Dave and tell him good luck too 

I have sent Tara some messages via the jail 

I hope that is ok 

I hate the fact that anyone is in there

It's dreadful 

I miss you so much 

I love you with all my heart 

Daddy 

Today, tomorrow and forever xoxo 😍😍😘😘😎😎