Hi 1-1-15

Good morning Sebastian and Kaitlin

Happy new year

2015 has come relatively quickly

Some things changed in 2014

I moved

I had 2 cars 

Wow

How are you?

How is everything 

What are you doing the rest of the week off

I hope that you are having fun

I miss you so much 

I love you with all my heart

It was awesome to see you in FaceTime yesterday 

I know that we didn't have a good connection but it was good no matter what 

It's always good to FaceTime 

I thank God Apple invented that 

Without it I would not have you both so close

Thank you for not forgetting me 

Thank you for not giving up on me 

That means everything to me 

One day you'll read all these blogs and know what I mean when I say I never not think of you.

You are in my mind and my heart all the time

As its New Year's Day I am going to check out a car show

Then I'll go to the beach

Think I'll have a Starbucks before I leave for either 

I've been taking antibiotics 

My ear is infected and I think my sinus too 

It's not fun 

But it's life 

I hope I am better soon

Thank you for texting sherry 

That's very nice of you 

She and I don't see eye to eye anymore 

She wants something from me that I am not prepared to give 

Marriage 

I can't and won't do it 

I want the two of you 

If that costs me her friendship then she isn't worth the friendship 

That is life

It's how my life is anyway 

She doesn't understand 

She likely never will understand 

Oh well

It's her issue

She's told me bad things and I have told her bad things 

But I am not being pressured into getting married at all

I miss you so much

I will go to the beach today once I've finished working 

I work every day - still 

Not surprised are you 

But until I'm with you what's the point in having time off?

Love you 

Miss you 

You are always in my hearts and minds xoxo 

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