Wednesday, January 28, 2015

Hi 1-29-15

Hi Sebastian and Kaitlin

I hope the box has finally made it there 
Did you get it yet?
The iPad is nice in black

The picture on Facebook from mom looks great
That's cool
I miss you both so much 
Wish I could hold you 

Daddy had an overwhelming sense of sadness last night 
It was so weird
I hated that 
I just needed a hug
But alas no one to hug me anymore
I wish I was there to hug you 

I wish
That's all I say
At some juncture I will have you again in my arms
I will hear your voices
I will help with homework
I will drive you 
I will see you 
I will help you get clothes 
I will be there 
Right now I can't 
Right now I have to be here 
Well not here, anywhere but America
America didn't want me
I was a bad person
I'm still a bad person as far as America is concerned 
But I'm not 
Not really 
I just wanted to have children
I wanted you both 
You are my heart and soul
Without you near I am nothing 

I miss you so much
I love you with all my heart and soul
Hope you have a good day 

Love always and forever
Daddy xoxo πŸ˜ŽπŸ˜ŽπŸ˜πŸ˜πŸ‘£πŸ‘£πŸ’–πŸ’–πŸ’‘πŸ’‘❤️❤️😘😘

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