Sunday, October 27, 2013

10-28-12 (2) Almost killed today

Hi Sebastian & Kaitlin

I wanted to write this down 
Today I went to Sevenoaks
I was almost killed 

I walked across the street 
I did look but I saw that the cars had a red light 
I did not see the car going straight had a green
I walked
She didn't see me until the last second either 
She hit me with her land rover discovery 
Late model 
Silver
I didn't get the license plate

In the seconds that mattered all I could think of was that I had not said goodbye to you two
I want so much for it it be better for us
To be the way that it once was 
Yet it can't be 
But it will be similar once more again 

The car hit my upper arm - which is very painful right now 
And it also hit my lower leg 
That is not so bad 
My arm worries me 
It is the same place as the last time I was hurt 

Today Sebastian and Kaitlin it was almost God 1 Max 0
Fortunately it turned out the other way 
But what if you had lost me forever today and I you 

No matter if that happens I will watch over you from above or below and keep you safe

I love you both
You are everything to me 

I feel dizzy and sick 
But I know I love you very much 

Daddy xoxo

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