Oct 20-13 Hello

Hi Sebastian & Kaitlin

How are you both?

I am ok

Long night

Thunder and lightening here 

Was kind of cool

:-)

My friend has her race this morning 

1/2 marathon in Birmingham

Amazingly next weekend she runs a full marathon in Dublin

Wow

I went to a park yesterday and took some extra pictures of myself and just of the place in general

It was very pretty there 

But better - it was old

The Church was 1000 years old

Wow

I went inside and took some pictures there too 

It was amazing inside

Very cold

But so very quiet 

Wow

Wish you could have experienced that 

I took the pictures for you to see

It was next Oxford

So about 90 minutes from where I sleep

I thought today is Nikki's anniversary 

Turns out it isn't 

It's Wednesday 

Oops

So I went to the trouble of getting her an e-card and e-cake and turns out no good

Darn

Just sent them too 

Oh well that is life 

Nothing I can do 

I figured out why 

The iPhone does not display the data correct

You only get to see part of the reminder not the whole thing 

On the iPad as the real estate is bigger you see the while reminder

I didn't check the iPad

I have issues with the iPhone since the ios7 virus was introduced 

I know lots of people who just want to chuck it in the trash 

I'm not one of those people - but still it is frustrating 

That's for sure 

I use the IPad almost every day and recommend it to anyone

Love it 

The iPhone 5 not all that thrilled with 

Lol

How are you?

What are your plans this weekend?

When is the next school report due?

Will you send me a copy?

Do you still go see Ma?

Is she ok?

Fiona said that she hates me too

Sorry about that 

I hope that she is ok though 

I understand if she hates me 

Everyone does 

Do you?

I hate me

I hate the fact that what happened happened and that I allowed that to happen

But I can't change it 

I wish I could go back

I wish I could fix things 

I am certainly trying 

Hard

I have a meeting this week with the US embassy in London

It is for the notary for your passport and also to see if I can fight an appeal to come home

I know that even if I fight the deportation I don't really have a home anymore 

But at least I'd be on the same time-zone as you 

That would make a difference I hope

I hope that you don't hate me

I hope that you know that I really do love you 

That I really miss you 

That I just want to hold you again 

I love you 

I miss you 

I want to be with you 

Love always 

Daddy xoxo