4-4-14

Good morning 

How are you doing?

I hope you are well.

I am ok

Only ok

I told you yesterday that I fell

It was quite a hard knock

I'm resilient 

But I'm still hurting 

20+ feet into trees is far

Don't worry 

Anyway by the time you read these blogs I'll be healed for sure 

:-)

Today makes 2 years since the Police came to take me

2 years since I last saw my home 

2 years since I last out you to bed 

It's been a long ride 

No one understands because most people think that I should forget 

Oh well

That's their opinion

I can't forget 

I won't forget 

I miss you so much 

I hate my life here 

I hate that I can't hold you 

Can't see you 

Can't hardly talk to you 

I know you miss me

I know you love me 

Other mummy said you did 

Other mummy told me yesterday that you called her (K) and that you are sad 

That you feel alone 

I am here with you just in spirit not in body 

My darling angels without my life is incomplete 

It is hard to not see you talk to you or be with you 

It is very hard to get up each day and know that yet again I can't see you 

I can't hold you I can't talk to you I can't put you to bed 

Love you now and forever

Daddy xoxo