Wednesday, April 30, 2014

May 1 2014

Good morning Sebastian & Kaitlin

How are you
I hope all is well
I am ok

I saw grandma yesterday 
She asked about you 
She also gave me a lot of grief about the choices and that you'll need to trust me again
I understand mostly that you'll need to trust me again
But it is very hard to continually ever beat up 

Then Fiona has a go at me
So surprised that I did not speak the truth to her
Oh well 
Life 

The car is messing up too
The brakes aren't working right and the seat is broken 
Remember Eric replaced the seats in the black one
I might need the same thing done again here 
Darn it 

And the alarm in the middle of the night keeps going off 
Siobhan will definitely have something to say about that soon
Oh well
Whatever 

I just am not motivated anymore 
Hate things the way that they are 
Feel so sad
All the time

All I want is to hold you again 
But I never know when that will happen

I love you 
I miss you 
I hope you are both ok
I mailed some money off yesterday - sorry that it was late 

Daddy xoxo

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