Weird to think I have to move again.
That's several moves this month:
- From Oceanside House to Vista Detention
- From Vista Detention to ICE
- From ICE (SD) to Central SD
- From Central (SD) to Facility 8 (East Mesa)
- From Facility 8 (East Mesa) to East Mesa Proper
- From East Mesa Proper to CCA
- From CCA to My Sisters
- From My Sisters to my Parent
2012 was certainly not my year.
Yesterday after the long walk around London, and the pictures I took I think I upset Fiona; she was on at me about getting help and being negative, and the fact that I tried to get a good life for you and Kaitlin and Mom.
She also told me that I was negative about London, while I love the city to visit, (the actual City) I was upset that yesterday I was fooled around and tossed aside. But it is ok; I got 75 good shots of the city for you too see.
I don't mind the cold; it's the wet I hate.
It's wet today.
Today; I got a text from you. You said that you were busy, and that is ok. Shame, but it is how life goes.
I did get some candy for you, B's and the T's today. I also mailed several postcards to all of you today as well.
Sebastian, I love you with all my heart, it kills me to be away from you. Truly it does. I wish I could have you here with me. Nothing else would matter then. I want to see you grow up and be a man. I need to see that. I hope that you will let me, but I understand if you don't want to.
Love always
Daddy
xxx
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