No Texts Today

No texts today from Sebastian.
Odd.
But the same thing happened last Tuesday.
Wish it were different.

It is what it is
I have texted Jenny to see if the kids are ok.
Alas no response.  Naturally.

I did get several texts from Jenny last night, all about money and how quickly she can get the credit cards paid off.  When I said it will take time; she said that she was scared and that it was a lot of interest to pay.  Nothing I can do about that.

American Express is paid off mind you.  It was showing a $0 balance last week.  That's good, but I have a feeling that they will try to get it shown again on the balance and start to be bitches about the money.  If not, great.  I'd like to be able to save $6,000 by them taking the balance and writing it off.

How to get Bank of America to do that is a mystery as well.  Not to mention Capital One, but both are within their limits now.  Capital One has even started to earn more points again.

Dan (Mary-Ann's ex) died last night.  Not unexpected, he'd been battling heart disease and dialysis for years, still very hard on the kids - Sami, Roni & Jason.

Last night also, I had a very long night.  Sick, mentally and almost physically, I was shaking which is not great, it is what it is.  Maybe I'll die soon, maybe God wants me. but I doubt it.