Hi 6-14-14

Good morning 

So I survived Friday 13th as did you 

I loved the pictures 

Looks like you had some great fun with the pool in the yard

Awesome idea

Glad that you could do that 

That's fun

I have a bear for you Sebastian and will mail it this week

I took granddad out last night for a meal

That was nice 

He was excited and happy to eat whatever he wanted

He was also happy to eat dessert and have a Starbucks afterward 

That killed his diet plan for the month but there we go

Lol

He'll be fine

If he's not at least he had a good meal

It was nice just to be with him for a while 

I liked it 

I am going to the beach later today 

There's a surprise right 

Lol

I'm not sure what one

But I will figure it out 

Fiona thinks I am going to work 

I'm not I'm just going to the beach

She wanted me it meet up and have dinner and I just didn't feel like it 

Not a big deal

I am going to her place to see Ben and Millie on the weekend after my birthday 

I can't be tied down to them every week it's simply too much 

Aunt Sherry is working on her divorce

That's cool

We've got a fund together for you with Apple and Disney socks

Currently it's worth around $18,000 

So you are ok with some money too 

Hopefully that will stay at a good level 

I'd like it if mature well enough for when you're 21

I miss you 

I love you 

I wish you were with me 

I wish I were waking up with you 

I'm lost without you 

Do you miss me as much as I miss you?

Are you ok?

I have nightmares that you'll not want me 

But I hope so much that you do

You both mean everything to me 

Nikki and the kids and her husband went to Italy this morning 

That should be a good break for them

I hope so anyway 

I hope that they have a good time

One of Nikki's friends told me that the apartment that they have booked isn't child friendly so I'm confused as to why they are staying there but then I'm also assuming that this friend is a pain and likes to make drama.

Love you and miss you 

Daddy xoxo