Tuesday, June 17, 2014

Hi 6-18-14

Good morning Sebastian and Kaitlin

I hope you are well
I am ok
I guess
I am really struggling this week
Missing  you like crazy

Aunt a Sherry upset me somewhat yesterday 
Saying that I text people too much 
Oh well
Whatever 
She & I will get over it 
I am trying to stay with her so as I can get closer to you 
Last night I almost told her to go away forever 
I know that's over reacting but she really did make me mad 
Irritated that I text Aunt Tina and Other Mummy 
She also gets irritated that people are on Facebook
Whatever 
She'll need to get over it 
I am not going to be constantly walking on egg shells again 
Did that for too long with your mom

I miss you so much it hurts 
I really wish and pray that I could be with you 
Hold you 
Hug you 
Right now I'd just settle for a smile

What are you doing in the day?
No school
Lots of fun
Or are you doing homework
Hope you are enjoying yourselves 
Hope that I get some pictures 
I uploaded some of the walk that I did last night 
It was really beautiful and just 10 minutes from the house
Odd I'd only ever been in that direction once before and it was so muddy that I couldn't pass 
Liked it last night though

Love you 
Today, tomorrow and forever
Daddy xoxo

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