Hi 5-16-15

Hi

Good morning

I hope you are feeling better Sebastian 

Are you?

What was wrong

Your Facebook page said you were feeling dizzy

Has that passed

Did you make it to school 

Did you make it all the way through the day?

I hope so.

I hope mom makes you something special 

I miss you both so much 

I love you both with all my heart and soul 

No one really understands this 

But that is their issue not mine

I'm getting sick of explaining it 

I think today I will be very quiet with almost everyone 

I'm also very tired 

I can't see very well again 

That's just stress and tiredness 

Oh well 

I'd have loved to stay in bed 

Alas no, woken up at 430 

Ridiculous 

Then awake again at 6!

Never mind

I'm not complaining I'm just speaking 

I want to take you to the beach 

I hope I'll be able to do that again soon - one day

I hope that immigration allow me back in and then mom allows me to see you 

I know we won't have the same relationship as we did 

I just want something more than I have now

I want to be with you all the time and see you all the time but I totally understand that I won't have that choice 

Mom will need you as well 

Of course 

I hope we will work out everything amicably 

If the immigration department says that I can't come home I will ask other mummy to bring you to see me 

Whether in England or Mexico I don't know

But we'll figure it out ok

I love you 

Always and forever 

Dad xoxo

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