Tuesday, May 19, 2015

Hi 5-20-15

Good morning 

How are you both?
Thank you for the text last night
I needed to hear / read that you loved me
It's needed every now and again

Sherry made the day very unpleasant 
Then she found out about her brother 
He's had a brain aneurysm
So that is quite bad
She should hopefully be all over that for a while
Hopefully 
And with that I mean that she will stop the pathetically anal letters 
The ones about being married in England and that she can't wait for me blah blah blah
She needs to get a grip and grow the hell up
There's no way that I can marry here and she can live here happily with me I'm England
Every day is a chore here 
Every second I miss you 
Every millisecond I think of you 
It's just too hard to live with someone in the grey constantly 

Oh well
Anyway we'll see what today brings 
What extra stress I get to have heaped on me

I have told Millie that I will take her to look at cars this weekend
That will be nice
She's looking at some random stuff
But it is all small and sub $1000
About what she can afford 
So all good 
I don't mind taking her
That seems quite reasonable to me
Fiona knows πŸ’© about cars 
Millie knows less
I can at least help

Work,has been hell this week
It's only Wednesday and i just want to walk 
A friend has a review at another company this morning 
That should be fun for him
I never had a review - unsurprisingly 
I never actually expected one
I just come in, work and go home - and work
It's life now
I do t really care right now 

I love you 
I've always loved you 
Since the second you were born
Well before that in fact, I loved you since I knew about you 
Cooking inside mom
That was awesome 
To be told that she was having you both 
Great days

I'm sorry that I'm not there with you 
That I don't see you 
That I can't hold you 
But in time we'll have that back

Love you 
Today, tomorrow and forever 
Always dad xoxo
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