Hi 5-19-15

Hi

How are you both

All ok

I hope all is well

How's cookie

She ok too?

Hope so

I miss you

I really really really miss you

Each might this week I've gone to bed really thinking hard about the past and how much I messed up your lives and that you have no daddy there with you.  I can only apologize and tell you that I'm trying hard to make it better for you.

I am trying to come home

I'm a waiting period now

I am waiting for a rejection or acceptance letter for returning - could be a short visit or a long one, I do not know

If it's a rejection

Then likely I'll come to Mexico and ask mom if she'll bring you there 

But we'll all need to remember that you'll have to go home at some point.

Don't know if that will be too hard for you 

I will certainly be very hard on me

I talked with Siobhan last night and she thinks that she's staying around another 12 months at least at the company 

We've given her a new job

IT Director, that's a cool thing 

She'll basically be a project leader and manage some people

They'll hate that 😎

She'll hate it eventually but it's a great thing to have on her resume

How is school?

I hope you've done well

I hope you're looking ahead to 6/4 when you break up

Wow

Summer is almost there again

Impressive

It's still raining and cold here 

Yuck

It always will be raining and cold here

One of my friends told Eamonn (owner of the company) that she'd miss me when I go home

Duh

I've not told him that I'm leaving anytime soon

So that's a shock to me to hear from her

Silly people

I also noted last night from Siobhan that many clients like me and respect me

That's good to know

Of course when people tell Eamonn he gets defensive about the remainder of the team

And says that they are all great also

As he should

At least it's nice to know I'm welcomed and useful by clients

It will be nice to use that as leverage for a pay increase

I need to start to send more money for you both 

Lots of love

Always and forever

Daddy xoxo

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