Hi 5-31-15

Hi 

I hope that your Saturday was a good one

Mine was

I ended up at the beach and picked the right day to go as it is raining here now

It was a lively drive there and back and a lovely walk on the beach

I also ended up walking by the river back in London as well

Awesome

Plus as you know I saw a late model mustang

The 50th anniversary one 

That was amazing

Such a lovely noise 

All good

I got home and felt sad 

Mainly because I can't be there with you 

I can't share experiences with you

I feel bad that I can't go to awards and I can't support you

Sorry

I wish with all my heart that I could be part of your physical lives 

Soon

I hope

It is all that makes me get up and go places

But it isn't enough for me 

I don't think so 

I want more

I guess I am greedy

Sorry

I am really really sorry that I am not a good father and that I am not there 

If I was there I would be at your soccer games, the karate and the gymnastics

I'd be at the award and assemblies 

I just can't right now

Immigration say no

Immigration might never let me home

Who knows 

They are sure taking their sweet time to get back to me

We'll see

Wait and see 

That's all we can do

I love you 

I wish I were there with you 

I wish I was taking you for breakfast and the beach walks 

I wish I could hold you again 

Love always and forever

Dad xoxo

😘😘👫👫💑💑😍😍😎😎👀👀💕💕💖💖❤️❤️👣👣🇺🇸🇺🇸

It's raining again here 

Surprise surprise surprise ☔️☔️